clown kisser

1. Intro:

Hiii!!! - I am a cis woman (she/her) in my late 20s who is a horror enthusiast. I am bisexual with a preference for women, currently taken IRL, and I am diagnosed autistic/adhd + (I wont be yappin much about this as it gets exhausting to restrict my humanness to labels of any kind).

This blog is multi-fandom/selfship/yumeship primarily with Sienna Shaw from the Terrifier series. I began to enjoy the Terrifier series steadily around June of 2023. However, I became hyper fixated on Sienna as a character in October of 2024 during Terrifier 3. 3 months later, I started self shipping Sienna with my OC in January 2025. I will from time to time reblog some stuff from Terrifier 1 + 2 as well. Occasionally, I might make mention of other fictional characters, though not as much. This is a NSFW blog, so please be 18+. Mostly this is just a chill safe space for me to gush. I also ship Ronance (Robin x Nancy from ST) and Zadison (Zoe x Madison from AHS) - I might occasionally post about them.

This is also a safe space for all of MY hyperfixations. I do not like pro/anti discourse and I do not exist to appease you and your tastes or opinions. If you don’t like that, don’t interact. I won’t list all my fandoms, but I enjoy many video games, shows, movies, animes, mangas, horror/gore, fantasy, and science fiction medias. Fiction is often my way to cope and express myself so be mindful of that while interacting with me.

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2. About me:

A few of my horror related interests

I like the 80s, anime, writing, making music, reading, oil painting, thrifting, dark room + analog photography, and drawing expressionism + surrealism portraits. I have an obsession with clowns and circus aesthetics. I play a lot of Overwatch, FragPunk, Fortnite, Phasmophobia, Pokemon, and Dead by Daylight (I play other games as well). My favorite author is Iain M Banks (I have the entire culture series collection), and my favorite book genre is sci-fi, though I also enjoy horror, poetry, classics, memoirs, mangas, and theology. I am bias to female solo artists like Halsey, Grimes, Lady Gaga, Lana Del Rey, Taylor Swift, and Melanie Martinez, but I also love 80s, witch house, and necrotrap. I enjoy horror franchises like American Horror Story, FNAF, Terrifier, Halloween, IT, Stranger Things, and The X Trilogy. I love Attack on Titan and I am currently collecting the manga box sets. I also enjoy The Hunger Games and Game of Thrones, but hate what they did to Daenerys. :,) (I will grieve forever). Thai girls love dramas and cartoons like The Amazing World of Gumball, Adventure time, DC (Teen Titans/Harley Quinn/Gotham City Sirens), and Bojack Horseman are also cool and are more “chill” interests of mine if you’re not into horror/gore :3

I love love love clowns, and if you can’t tell, i’m pretty bias to villains (and or) mentally ill characters. Of course I studied psychology as a result -.- …

Moreover, anything that I post about is fiction. I am not listing all of my ideologies here either, but just know that I believe that everyone deserves freedom, acceptance, peace, and lack of violence/bullying - even the people you don’t like. That being said, I DO NOT agree with any real harm towards others, especially children and animals. Keep that far away from me. Other than that, I have no dni. It’s your life, you do what you want with it.

Oh and by the way, I know these mfs aren’t REAL - that’s the point. Don’t be weird or make this distressing for me. Have you never heard of roleplaying ? HAVE YOU NEVER DABLED IN FANDOM ?!

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3. About my self insert (Sunny Joy Clover):

(Warning, Terrifier [1,2,3] spoilers ahead)

Lore:

T1. - Sunny (my Terrifier s/i) grew up on an affluent farm with her loving mother and her controlling father. In an attempt to get away from familial dysfunction, Sunny's mom moved them to the suburbs. Sunny's mom befriended Sienna's canon aunt Jess Shaw a year after moving to the suburbs (much to her dad's dismay), as he heard about the "trouble" that the Shaw family brings. The move happened the year before Art became active in the area in movie 1. Sienna and Sunny first meet that summer before Art begins to terrorize Sienna. Timeline wise, think of this as the Terrifier 1, before we meet Sienna on screen in the 2nd movie. They spend a bit of time here and there hanging out, but not much. Sunny is mostly seen as a family "friend".

T2. - By the 2nd Terrifier movie, Sunny begins babysitting Sienna's younger cousin Gabbie for some extra money. It's that summer that Sienna and Sunny grow even closer. That is until Sienna is sent to a psychiatric hospital (cannon) towards the end of the second movie. She's there for 5 years, until the T3 movie. During that time away, Sunny writes to her for years. In between releases, they tend to hang out and share deep talks. Sienna grows semi-affectionate towards Sunny, as she's the only one that really listens to her. Sienna also sends Sunny these drawings from her sketchbook and entries from her diary. However, Sunny stops writing back just before her 18th birthday. Leading up to this, Sunny is the only one that takes the time to try and understand Sienna. She spends a lot more time with her than the other people in her life who genuinely seem disinterest and "burdened" by her problems.

T3. - Five years later during Terrifier 3 (canon time jump), Sunny's 18th birthday approaches. Sienna is excited because it's the first birthday in a long time that they get to spend together. However, Sunny mysteriously disappears into the hell pit, where she later finds Gabby (who canonically disappears in the hell pit at the end of T3.) Sienna feels sad about Sunny's absence, and assumes she must be better off without her (heartbreaking.) Additionally, this is where Sunny meets some of the characters from Stranger Things, in a Hell Pit within the “upside down”.

T4. (TBD) - In the 4th movie (yet to be released), I assume Sienna at least rescues Gabbie. However, she also finds Sunny - with nobody having any idea why she was wanted down there in the first place (to be continued.) If they kill my man, I will riot !!!

Family Background - Sunny’s mother is named Garden Jane Clover and her father's name is Rain Walter Clover (father ties into FNAF fandom. William, Henry, and Murray are canonly “friends” in FNAF, but I head canon Sunny’s dad as Murray’s younger half brother. He owns the farm and also owns the family company “Walter’s Wool”. Additionally, Sunny has a younger brother named Cloudy who died on Easter Sunday when he was 4 because he drowned - in relation to me irl, this is symbolic of the trauma l began to experience around 3-4, although not written in an entirely personal way. It is written in a way that is expressed through the character in her own original way. Like me, however, this impacts how she relates to love and intimacy. It affects how she makes friends and trusts others moving forward.). Sunny also has an older sister who she knows nothing about (Hazel Elowen Clover) who ended up being taken by William Afton but rescued by Vanessa “Vanny” Afton. Sunny’s long lost older sister Hazel Elowen Clover ends up in Vanessa’s care in an attempt to keep her away from William Afton. Hazel was sacrificed to Afton by their dad (Rain “Walter” Clover) in order for his business “Walter’s Wool” to be successful (to be continued).

Both Sunny and Sienna can relate to one another, and Sienna deeply understands just how significant taking things slow with Sunny is. She wants to be the one person who doesn't hurt her or judge her for showing up how she is. She'd never leave Sunny the way other people have.

Sunny wouldn't push Sienna away because she shuts down. Sienna would encourage Sunny to let go of those who hurt her, and in return Sunny would teach Sienna how to hold onto what truly matters without sacrificing herself.

Likes - Music, pink, baby blue, yellow, legos, Peter Pan, pirate ships, circuses, victorian dresses, blue jean 90s overalls, bunnies, duckling (pet named Tulip), picnics, tea parties, Alice in Wonderland, horror movies, balloons (especially the orange and purple ones), animatronics like FNAF/Chuck-E-Cheese (idk why but this makes sense), spiders, gummy worms, rainbows, the 4th of july and halloween, clowns, butterflies, stuffed animals, The Sound of Music movie, baking fresh cookies.

Dislikes -Rain, winter (but likes Christmas), fear of water (often seen in a rain coat just in case), sports, ice cream, eating meat, snow, anything that can melt, the color grey, concerts, lady bugs, popcorn ("prefer jelly beans and potato chips during a movie"), rollercoasters, busy cities.

Appearance - Literally me lol - but think lots of clown core/kid core aesthetics. I try to make us very similar, but different enough to be able to insert her into the Terrifier universe comfortably. I like bringing my character to life and writing little quirks that make her “her”.

(Head canon fandom cross overs - Terrifier x Five Nights at Freddy’s x Stranger Things)

Self-Insert Introduction

Sienna x Sunny timeline

Current AUs in the works here

Stranger Things AU promo here

^ veeeerrrryyy [clownkisser🤡💋] coded. ~

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4. List of my (Current) F/O + crushes:

Ultimate/Primary (non sharing):

- Sienna Shaw - Terrifier 3

^ I am completely non sharing with Sienna

No doubles on this one, I beg of you. I will block doubles or AU(s) + fic(s) authors that conflict with mine. I write what I write for the prioritization of myself and my own comfort/expression.

This by no means is me trying to discourage writers and artists from creating original works. I am anti-censorship and encourage you to creatively engage with the media(s) you like. I know I do not own the franchise. However, I’m also not sacrificing my safe space by entertaining conflicting pieces of fiction.

Ship name Clown Kisser -> tag = clownkisser🤡💋

Sunny x Sienna -> Sunna

Secondary Crushes:

- Brooke Thompson - American Horror Story 1984

- Michael Langdon - American Horror Story Apocalypse

- Dandy Mott - American Horror Story Freak Show

- Scarlett Winslow (Rubber woman) - American Horror Stories

- Vanessa/Vanny - Five Nights at Freddy’s

- Villanelle - Killing Eve

- Love Quinn - YOU

- Michael Myers - Halloween

- Nancy Wheeler - Stranger Things

- Steve Harrington - Stranger Things

- Peeta Mellark - The Hunger Games

- Angela Ziegler - Overwatch

- Serena Joy Waterford - The Handmaid’s Tale

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5. Comfort Characters:

My 3 favorite non romantic characters are Geronimo Stilton, Bojack Horseman, and Jake from Adventure Time.

I do not ship myself with them, but I have a sickly obsession with them that makes my heart go boom boom boom. They mean so so so so so much to me, the goobers. Look at the mouse in space. Look at the feminist horse. Would you just look at the puppy with a sandwich !!! <3 All of them …..? may be alcoholics…

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6. Sienna Shaw (my man, my man, my man):

List of Sienna canon interests

List of Sienna head canons (I will add as I go)

Also, both me (like actually me) and Sienna have experienced extreme grief. I am drawn to her so much because she has tragically lost her family in her teen/early adults years, as have I. If you’re interested in my very personal grief analysis:

Here is part 1

Here is part 2

As well as a story about how Sienna saved my life

Anyways, I love love love my fictional girlfriend who I touch like my boyfriend to da moon and back. If you don’t like horror/gore, complex characters, villains, or anti-censorship - then this blog isn’t for you, and that is okay <3

LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL BOYFRIEND -

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7. Outro:

^ Currently blasting this while kicking my feet in the air giggling over my fictional lover who has anger issues and deep rooted traumas.

PSA - Please feel free to be my mutual/friend. I’m super nice and I really love to talk with & see other self shippers with their F/O(s) !!! Ship & let ship. x ~

- Sunshine ☀️ xoxo

it has been a very long time since i’ve posted.

some updates:

1. i still very much care about sienna, just some things have changed.

2. i am still on cancer medication. i am doing very well, and i am now almost a year on that. sienna, this account, and the friends i made here were a pillar for my transition into a new college, area, and treatment. thank you forever from the bottom of my heart.

3. i have made a ton of new friends and i am graduating soon !!! school is great !!! things are looking up. i’m still in therapy.

4. last august i began talking to a girl at uni. at first a bit inconsistently due to some rough patches, and then very consistently once november hit. we are now heading into our 4th month of officially being together. i am very very happy and treated right, but since im monogamous, i am only with her currently. that adjustment and decision led to natural space from this account. trust me when i say, i wouldn’t settle for anything less than sienna’s treatment.

4. that all being said, this account will now lean less towards self ship and more towards my OC “sunny”, as sunny and sienna are forever <3 sienna is still a big piece of my heart and how/why i found the strength, self worth, self love, and boundaries i did towards myself and my relationships. i would never just throw sienna away, and by extension, all of you matter so deeply to me. i apologize if i haven’t shown that correctly.

5. can’t wait for terrifier 4 !!! lets write some fun stories about sunny x sienna. suggestions welcomed.

and as always -

LONG LIVE SUNNA, AND CLOWNKISSER FOREVER

best,

me <3

Full name - Sunshine “Sunny” Joy Clover 

T1. - Sunny (my Terrifier s/i) grew up on an affluent farm with her loving mother and her controlling father. In an attempt to get away from familial dysfunction, Sunny's mom moved them to the suburbs. Sunny's mom befriended Sienna's canon aunt Jess Shaw a year after moving to the suburbs (much to her dad's dismay), as he heard about the "trouble" that the Shaw family brings. The move happened the year before Art became active in the area in movie 1. Sienna and Sunny first meet that summer before Art begins to terrorize Sienna. Timeline wise, think of this as the Terrifier 1, before we meet Sienna on screen in the 2nd movie. They spend a bit of time here and there hanging out, but not much. Sunny is mostly seen as a family "friend".

T2. - By the 2nd Terrifier movie, Sunny begins babysitting Sienna's younger cousin Gabbie for some extra money. It's that summer that Sienna and Sunny grow even closer. That is until Sienna is sent to a psychiatric hospital (cannon) towards the end of the second movie. She's there for 5 years, until the T3 movie. During that time away, Sunny writes to her for years. In between releases, they tend to hang out and share deep talks. Sienna grows semi-affectionate towards Sunny, as she's the only one that really listens to her. Sienna also sends Sunny these drawings from her sketchbook and entries from her diary. However, Sunny stops writing back just before her 18th birthday. Leading up to this, Sunny is the only one that takes the time to try and understand Sienna. She spends a lot more time with her than the other people in her life who genuinely seem disinterest and "burdened" by her problems.

T3. - Five years later during Terrifier 3 (canon time jump), Sunny's 18th birthday approaches. Sienna is excited because it's the first birthday in a long time that they get to spend together. However, Sunny mysteriously disappears into the hell pit, where she later finds Gabby (who canonically disappears in the hell pit at the end of T3.) Sienna feels sad about Sunny's absence, and assumes she must be better off without her (heartbreaking.) Additionally, this is where Sunny meets some of the characters from Stranger Things, in a Hell Pit within the “upside down”.

T4. (TBD) - In the 4th movie (yet to be released), I assume Sienna at least rescues Gabbie. However, she also finds Sunny - with nobody having any idea why she was wanted down there in the first place (to be continued.) If they kill my man, I will riot !!!

Family Background - Sunny’s mother is named Garden Jane Clover and her father's name is Rain Walter Clover (father ties into FNAF fandom. William, Henry, and Murray are canonly “friends” in FNAF, but I head canon Sunny’s dad as Murray’s younger half brother. He owns the farm and also owns the family company “Walter’s Wool”. Additionally, Sunny has a younger brother named Cloudy who died on Easter Sunday when he was 4 because he drowned - in relation to me irl, this is symbolic of the trauma l began to experience around 3-4, although not written in an entirely personal way. It is written in a way that is expressed through the character in her own original way. Like me, however, this impacts how she relates to love and intimacy. It affects how she makes friends and trusts others moving forward.). Sunny also has an older sister who she knows nothing about (Hazel Elowen Clover) who ended up being taken by William Afton but rescued by Vanessa “Vanny” Afton. Sunny’s long lost older sister Hazel Elowen Clover ends up in Vanessa’s care in an attempt to keep her away from William Afton. Hazel was sacrificed to Afton by their dad (Rain “Walter” Clover) in order for his business “Walter’s Wool” to be successful (to be continued).

Both Sunny and Sienna can relate to one another, and Sienna deeply understands just how significant taking things slow with Sunny is. She wants to be the one person who doesn't hurt her or judge her for showing up how she is. She'd never leave Sunny the way other people have.

Sunny wouldn't push Sienna away because she shuts down. Sienna would encourage Sunny to let go of those who hurt her, and in return Sunny would teach Sienna how to hold onto what truly matters without sacrificing herself.

Likes - Music, pink, baby blue, yellow, legos, Peter Pan, pirate ships, circuses, victorian dresses, blue jean 90s overalls, bunnies, duckling (pet named Tulip), picnics, tea parties, Alice in Wonderland, horror movies, balloons (especially the orange and purple ones), animatronics like FNAF/Chuck-E-Cheese (idk why but this makes sense), spiders, gummy worms, rainbows, the 4th of july and halloween, clowns, butterflies, stuffed animals, The Sound of Music movie, baking fresh cookies.

Dislikes - Rain, winter (but likes Christmas), fear of water (often seen in a rain coat just in case), sports, ice cream, eating meat, snow, anything that can melt, the color grey, concerts, lady bugs, popcorn ("prefer jelly beans and potato chips during a movie"), rollercoasters, busy cities.

Appearance - Literally me lol - but think lots of clown core/kid core aesthetics. I try to make us very similar, but different enough to be able to insert her into the Terrifier universe comfortably. I like bringing my character to life and writing little quirks that make her “her”.

Here they are lol