Blair

I loved you when it hurt inside to

But in the low light,

You know i’d do anything for you. ｡𖦹°‧

I’ll never be that kind of angel

I’ll never be kind enough to me.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

One year ago today, Ethel Cain released Fuck Me Eyes.

If you love me

Keep it to yourself ｡𖦹°‧

‘As for me personally, I lost Willoughby that night. The only thing I've ever truly loved in this wretched life and I left him curled between the couch and the coffee table when it all got too loud.

"Be mean" is what he'd tell me, every time I’d start my shaking. What he didn't tell me is that you can be mean and still be a coward. Some things you have to learn on your own.’

My favourite part of the extract from the book ୨ৎ

They’re all gonna laugh at me ｡𖦹°‧