pervert

Is this what an omega feels when they’re in heat or what? LOCK TF IN U HORNY BITCH

I want your hits to bruise, to remember and dig my finger into to feel you with each groan.

I want it fast, hurried and filled with the distant sound of my screams and your filth. I want it to burn from all of your abuse, I want to cry and wail in agony- knowing damn well it’s turning me on even more. This is sick, like really sick.

Would you just HITTTT MEEEE for the love of goddd

I wanna lose it, I want to cry while i get fucking railed and while you laugh at me.

Unfair and I’ll stick with that for now.

I don’t want much of anything. I feel like I spent most of my life reaching for my life, for the way I want things to look and sound and feel like. I’m afraid I’m at a point where even that doesn’t sound pleasant, I may be suic*dal but fuck me has it gotten this bad? I’m so scared to finally rest my wings and set my nest exactly where I want and still feel empty.. I might just do it right then and there, because how fucking selfish can you get motherfucker? This is what you wanted why are you still fucking crying for? Why are you still confused? Figure it out. God my throat is so sore rn bye I’m gonna read:/

I think dominating someone I know everything about might just be my cup of tea. I know what you like and how you like it done. I know how your body responds to my touches and pressure. I know when to stop and when to continue. I know exactly what you need to hear and let you enjoy me holding you down and telling you exactly that. I know how to dominate, but I need the right person who I can dominate and be dominated by.. if that makes sense. I like having this bit of control over my partner, but in the back of my mind I’d like to know that YOU are still the one in control no matter what. Ugh idk gn.

I don’t wanna hold resentment towards you because when that happens there is no going fucking back bro. I mean you can apologize for years but nothing is gonna amount to the time and energy I wasted on retaliating your bullshit. I could be just as selfish and inconsiderate, don’t fucking try me. Not when it’s so easy for me to drop anyone, I dropped my own sister don’t think you have special treatment.

I need to feel needed, I’m like a fucking dog who waits at your feet for its next trick and command. Give me something to do, if it’s to please you? I’ll get on my knees with a smile, pathetic isn’t it? Tell me to go and pick every sand speck that isn’t brown but yellow, it’s impossible but I’ll do it nonetheless. Command me give me a reason for once. make me feel like I matter, my actions my words my love my voice my body make me feel like you need it from me, take it and don’t question me, spit on me loathe me step on me take what you want from me. I’ll smile and nod and take it, it’s fucking sick to look at but I fucking love it, use me for your own pleasure and satisfaction, use my time energy body to your own accord I’ll take it, comfort me after not too much just enough.. enough to make me feel like you really want me, I’m fucking sick I know I am but I don’t know what to do with myself.. I tried changing and I can’t man I’m so tired of feeling like I’m at fault for simply needing.

Make me feel needed, like I’m meant for something. Make this worthless sense of doom inside of my lungs fill up with the need to satisfy you and only you. Look at me and lie straight to my face, I’ll believe you with doubt in my eyes with my chest tight. Command and control everything I am.. let the confusion and this self deprecation fade as you tightly hold my jaw- demand me with the sole reason to see me crack and nod back at you. Tell me what to do and how you want it done, please? Please decreed everything that I do. I want to feel helpless and dumb and that the only thing that exists are your demands and words to me. I have nothing to make me want to do something, make me please you. Make my entire existence revolve around you, force me into whatever desire you seek whether it’s sexual or decrepit I can take it.. I swear I can handle it.. make me feel small and stupid.. dumbify me for your own enjoyment and pleasure.. anything please I want fucking anything.

Dumbification is such a need and I’m not even joking. Power dynamics WITH DUMBIFICATION? SIGN ME UPPPPP, it’s 9am🫩