When you wake feeling worthless but lack the courage to end it all.
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@suicidal-mousee
When you wake feeling worthless but lack the courage to end it all.

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Im so tired of reaching out to people who really don't care
Gasping for air as I am drowning in my thoughts
Swallowing a bunch of pills in the hopes I'll no longer exist

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Turn on all the lights for it's not safe inside my head
Waking up brings tears of how much of a failure I am
Suicide is the only thing on my mind these days. I might actually just succumb to the thoughts and do it. I just don't have any fight left in me.
I'm drowning in my sea of depression again.

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I know I have very little self-worth, but you screaming and yelling at me for it only proves my self-assessment of myself.
…and how do you feel when you lost the only person you could talk to?
TW: could this really be my end
When you try to end yourself and consistently fail. What does that say about how pathetic I am. I can't even end my own life. No wonder nobody wants anything to do with me. I am just a waste of garbage that seems to be stuck in a society that doesn't seem to fit in anywhere. I am the trash people kick about, and I just have to accept that that's all I'll ever be.
I hope the people who have damaged me throughout my life eventually feel the same suffering that they have endured on me. I am tired of just accepting that shit happens to me, and I have to be the one to keep moving forward like nothing has happened. I wish it was that easy.. I wouldn't struggle to sleep every night. I would be able to have a relationship. I would be able to actually be myself and no longer have to wear this mask.
I am so just going to go all out and hope that this will be the end of me.
I'll never understand why I always fail at trying to end my life
Torn - between giving up
or
making good on future plans 🤔

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I am buried under layers upon layers of darkness
From the bottom of my worthless heart, I genuinely don’t know if I can survive another year.