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how to heal and deal with negative people?

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

shall we start to the first step. the first step is to become the authority of your own life. to achieve it? i feel you need to stop letting other people’s behavior dictate your emotional state. the most fitting example here is that you need to decide who has access to you. it's like “i am not here to be liked but i'm here to be respected.” and once you shift into that, negative people lose power immediately. your energy is your space and so, you protect it because it was your peace. it's your home and not everyone deserves to enter it. it can be you need to choose who you spend time with or something limit your exposure from draining environments or may be surrounding yourself with people who feel safe and supportive. it's like a question of would you invite a harmful individual into your house? of course you won't so don't invite that into your energy either.

you have an oracle card here, ("wake up from a call"). i feel there’s a very strong “realization” energy here. it's like you already know who the negative people are. you already feel it but the problem isn’t awareness. it’s the lack of action. it's like you were seeing the pattern but you keep ignoring the red flags. but instead of choosing yourself, you choose to ignore what you feels. i think the oracle card wants you to wake up from this illusion and act on it. like maybe follow it through, follow yourself. it's your ancestors wants you to take your real power back but this time for real. although, this doesn't mean you're weak/powerless in these situations. but you’re actually being called to take control of your narrative. this is the steps where you stop reacting emotionally to everything they do and stop giving them the satisfaction of your energy and started redirecting your focus to yourself. it's a key that speaks to negative people, “you don’t control me anymore.”

i feel that you're too understanding, you give too much, and you're trying so hard to fix people. and it's okay, it's not toxic but you're not working in a rehabilitation center (inner laugh wkwkwkw sorry), you don't need to adjust yourself for anyone. did you know that healthy energy looks like giving and receiving and not always giving to others. like effort and respect is mutual and consistent. and you need to know when the energy feels one-sided, you may need to step-back. it's not because you're weak but that's make you stronger and that's completely fine. i think some of you wouldn't like this part, sometimes healing means accepting that toxic/negative people won't change or they won't treated you right or the connection wasn't healthy and not worth the energy. i feel like you were hurt, maybe little pain here with little disappointment because you believe in people, you believe in changes and kindness. and you think everyone deserves second chances but you don't ignore the red flags. you can't stay for someone or to people who were giving so much minimum to you.

the next step is being told to process your emotions maturely. maybe you're too considerate or an emphatic person but sometimes you don't need to surpass or let these emotions control you. sometimes, it's okay to move differently so you can grow. your ancestors told me that maybe focus on your life too would help in order for you to avoid negative people because the more you are with your own life the less these people matter.

i think it's better to put your energy into your goals, future, or growth because maybe when you're busy building your life, you don't have time for nonsense. hope this makes sense. i have the sun upright here. i feel this extra card suddenly popped out for clarification because maybe it suggests that healing isn't just removing negativity but maybe replacing it with something better so i assume you need to find what makes you feel good or what bring peace in you or what can make you feel yourself again and choose that daily. but afterall, you don’t have to be rude but simply be firm like set clear boundaries and mean it. for example, you can respond with them that you don't like that or you don't like the way they acted. you don't have to over explain everything, just say it once and stand on it. and for the last clarification you have 8 of cups (which i lowkey find ridiculous wkwkwkw) probably speaking with you that sometimes the best response is to walk away or leave the room or exit the conversation or stop replying. i guess this is it. if you find this message resonating, good for you. i sprinkle a little courage of magic for this pile, hope it will reach you out.

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pile two

if you find yourself attracted to the 1st pile maybe some parts of it are meant for you to read. you and pile 1 people share the same energy not literally like the twinnie energy but more likely the same nature of personality. i think you're someone who is empathic and understanding, again, this doesn't mean there's something wrong with you. but i feel negative/toxic people are drawn with that. with your emotionally open nature. they're drawn to you because you feel safe to them, but i don’t mean safe in a good, healthy way, all right? i mean safe in a “i can be my worst self here and still be accepted” kind of way. the next thing is know what healthy feels like. you're someone who is meant for peaceful connections, mutual love and support. so when something feels draining, heavy, confusing or one-sided. that’s your sign. maybe a sign to don’t normalize discomfort just because you’re used to it.

besides, i feel a great sadness. a grief. yes really. i feel it's valid. there might be times you're disappointed in how people treated you or maybe you get hurt by someone you trusted most or maybe you realize a connection wasn’t what you thought should be. so maybe instead of pushing this sadness feeling away, you may need to feel it, like hell yeah, cry if you need to! maybe journaling might works but the important part is process it because healing doesn’t happen when you ignore pain. it happens when you acknowledge it and release it. also, i feel like there are times where you question yourself about why they're like this but what if i ask you back about “why are you allowing this?” i'm not blaming you though, i want to empower you. i want you realize that you have freedom to choose.

this phase, this is one of the hardest but most life-changing lessons you’ll ever learn, so it's big. it's you walking away without guilt. why is it “big?” most of you likely choose to stay in draining situations not because you want to, but most likely because of what you feel. maybe you feel guilty or you feel it's your responsibility or simply you're too nice to leave and scared hurting others. so why you feel guilty? you feel guilty because you're used to being the understanding one and putting others first but pile 2 sometimes you tolerating more than you should, you can do better and you knew that. just because you’re kind and nice person doesn’t mean you have to stay perhaps sometimes people benefit from you because you have no boundaries. so when you start walking away, they might act confused, some might even guilt trip you wkwkwkw. otherwise, they make you feel like you're the problem even though you're not. next is choose connections that pour into you because healing isn’t only means cutting off negative people. it’s also choosing better ones on purpose. for example think of yourself like a cup and every interaction either fills you like when you feel happy, calm, and supported and what drains your cup are those makes you feel tired, anxious, and confused. so when i say “people who pour into you”, i mean people who leave you feeling lighter and not heavier. people who will make you feel seen and not ignored. those kind of people who gives effort and not just take something from you. back again of speaking of those people who can bring peace and not stress with your mental and physical health.

also, it seems to attract similar types of people or situations. although not because you deserve it but because it’s familiar. so probably you may be stuck on the same pattern. like a pattern when the same type of situation keeps happening even with different people. it's like the feeling is always the same. for example, a different person or a new friend but the energy is draining and one sided only. it's like in the end, it's lead a disappointment feeling in you. that's not a coincidence, that's probably a pattern. a very toxic one no one did not deserve to be stuck on. also, stop shrinking yourself. not to call you out but... you might have a habit of staying quiet to keep your so-called peace but healing requires standing for the truth even if your voice shakes. besides, you don’t have to be confident first.

so stop explaining yourself to people who already understand but don’t care because staying quiet doesn’t keep peace but it builds resentment. and maybe one day you’ll notice something quietly powerful about yourself. like the same behavior that used to hurt you will no longer affects you at all because at that time that’s when you know you’ve healed. it's not because people changed but because you did. i hope this reading boost something in you. if you find this reading resonating, i would love to read your comments and see how it hits you. and yeah, i dusted a little luck for your months ahead. i do hope it will reach you out too.

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pile three

i hope when you find this reading, you won't skip/ignore it because i’m gonna be real with you. you’ve been affected more than you admit. you may need to acknowledge the damages that these people cause you. i see a lot of possibilities with your spread. and the more i look on it. it's sadden me for real. i can feel it. your group is more hurtful than others, i can feel the strong burden of it. the emotional hurt, the disappointment, and possible betrayal here. i think you're really drained, you want to give up life because you always feel left out and misunderstood. also, i feel you rather brushing it off like “it’s fine.” sometimes it's okay to admit that it's hurt, their words are hurt because if you don’t acknowledge it, you can carry it and that’s how negative people keep affecting you even when they’re gone.

the next step is i think let yourself feel but don't let it sit there. yes, you're allowed to feel sad and angry. it's your ancestors telling you to process it and release it not to always feel it, replay the situation, and then get stuck on it. you see there is a difference here, the difference with intention. you may cry, vent and do journaling those are part of healing while overthinking and replaying the conversations can lead you to stay trapped.

we have, the high priestess as one of your clarification. i feel like this shows up as your own ancestors keep pushing you to trust your own instincts. speaking of when i say “trust your instincts”, i don’t mean blindly assuming something that there is wrong with everyone. what i mean recognizing the subtle signals your mind and body pick up before your logic catches up. so when you feel something is off when you are around, that's your intuition. it's reminding you. it's not random but it's your intuition wants you to pay attention to it.

now you asked me, is it the voice in your head is your intuition? absolutely but not all the time. why? not all the time you don’t always hear a voice saying “this person is bad.” no but you'll feel it physically like your chest suddenly feels tight or you suddenly feel uneasy or tense. you always feel this especially if you're a highly spiritual person like me wkwkwkwk. it's no joke. it's real, the warnings, they're real. i always feel that when something is about to happen especially when it's bad. so now, maybe you have this question in mind again about why you overthinking it, and not truly trusting your intuition fully. the reason you don’t trust it was because you keep trying to be logic your way out of it, you maybe thinking that you need proof all the time. this is probably king of swords shows because you're logical and you weighs up everything objectively.

i hope this reading doesn't bore you out lol because it was so long. you can't blame me though, the messages keep coming in one from another 😭 i wanna real as much as i can but i wanna call you out once again, sorry. i don't prefer to pass the messages in pretty words. you need to stop romanticizing people who hurt you. i feel that you keep romanticizing because you think you're experience real moments with them. also, i think you're brain is protecting you from pain by focusing the good things. you don't like who they are but you're lowkey attached who they could have been but that version of them wasn't consistent at all especially if this is from a certain connection. they may have good qualities but they were not good enough for you!

lastly, healing comes with consistency, not perfection. there are some days you'll feel strong and other days, you’ll feel triggered again. i feel that’s normal. pile 3, healing isn’t linear but what matters is that you keep choosing peace over chaos and yourself over others. otherwise, always choose growth over staying stuck. that's all i can do, if you somehow find this reading resonating. let me know through asks, dms, or even in comments. i read them. also, i sprinkle a little magic of love for all of you. i do hope this reading reach you out exactly when you needed it the most! bye everyone, have a nice week.

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✧ about me

hi, i'm jastine /jas•tayn/. i actually start practicing tarot around november or maybe december but im sure it's around 2024. i love playing roblox and codm in my free time & pink colors. if you have any questions please send DM or email it to [email protected] i would be glad to respond to whatever it is.

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✧ general message

if you don't find my general readings resonated, i advise you to not book any personal tarot reading with me. i might not be the suitable reader for you & our energy is not linked with each other well. i can't say that i'm the best of all but i always try to be a better reader and to tap with all of your energy as much as i can but some strings are not meant for me to connect. so i hope you won't force your energy on me so no one will get drained (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠).

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✧ important disclaimer

tarot is for guidance and spiritual insight only. i do not provide legal, medical, or financial advice. you are responsible for your own decisions and actions. by booking, you confirm you are 18+ specially if purchasing mature/18+ readings. my readings require time, emotional energy, intuitive focus, and spiritual preparation. payment is not just money, it is energetic exchange. please only book if you are ready to receive honest messages.

ꕮ the pricing tiers ׂ⭒

i. mini insights | £20

✶ (5) topics of your choice from the list. best for clients waiting for quick guidance, tight budget & first time buyers.

✶ guaranteed 5000+ of words, written-typed format.

ii. deep insight analysis | £80

✶ (15) topics of your choice from the list. the vest for clients who are seeking for depth insights.

✶ estimated around 7000-8500+/more of words, written-typed format. ps. it's only estimated words i'm not sure how many words i can write through this tier but i'll write everything what i am channeling during the session.

iii. silver insight analysis | £126 (new!)

✶ (30) topics of your choice from the list. the best for clients who are hesitant to buy for the last option but still want an extremely depth reading.

✶ written-typed format only.

iv. extremely deluxe full detailed reading analysis | £666

✶ unlimited choice of topic from the list + a personalized (reading) question each month for the span of 3 months guaranteed. however, for each session i can do 20 topics and send it to you after a week. but... let's make a deal. call it "cut off" where i need to rest my energy for 1 week then you can reach out for me again to have another session. why there's a cut-off? i'm working with energy, this is not easy especially since it's unlimited. i need to rest my energy so i can continue working with you!

✶ words are not yet guaranteed but i'll do my best to detailed it as much as i can.

if you don't prefer this option, you can check out the packages i offer below. after the “topic list”

ꕮ topic list ׂ⭒

✧ future spouse's identity's focus

✶ who is your future spouse at soul level? ✶ your future spouse's dominant personality traits ✶ what makes your future spouse different from past lovers ✶ your future spouse's emotional intelligence level ✶ how others describe your future spouse ✶ your future spouse's shadow side ✶ what your future spouse is healing from ✶ who they are becoming before meeting you ✶ your future spouse's true intentions in love ✶ what your future spouse values most in a relationship

✧ future spouse's facial features

✶ their most noticeable feature ✶ eyes (shape, intensity, expression) ✶ smile energy ✶ facial structure ✶ expressions they make when focused or soft

✧ future spouse's body & build

✶ height energy (taller, similar height, shorter) ✶ body type / physique ✶ how they carry themselves ✶ their natural posture ✶ their physical presence in a room

✧ future spouse's meeting phases

✶ where you'll meet your future spouse ✶ what you'll be doing when you meet them ✶ who introduces you to your future spouse ✶ the first words they'll say to you ✶ how they recognize you instantly ✶ signs you're close to meeting your future spouse ✶ what delays the connection (if any) ✶ divine timing vs free will in your meeting ✶ the setting and atmosphere of your first encounter ✶ what changes right after you meet them

✧ future spouse's feelings & thoughts

✶ their thoughts about you before meeting ✶ what they feel when they first see you ✶ how they fall in love with you ✶ what scares them about loving you ✶ what makes them obsessed with you ✶ how deeply they commit emotionally ✶ how they express love toward you ✶ their biggest fear of losing you ✶ what they secretly admire about you ✶ how they talk about you to others

✧ future spouse's communication & connection style

✶ how your future spouse communicates during conflict ✶ how they apologize ✶ their love language toward you ✶ how they flirt ✶ how they show affection privately vs publicly ✶ how they comfort you ✶ how they protect your heart ✶ what conversations bond you most ✶ what makes them open up to you ✶ how honest they are in love

✧ you & your future spouse's married life

✶ your future home energy together

✶ what kind of spouse they are in marriage

✶ how they handle responsibilities

✶ financial mindset of your future spouse

✶ how they support your goals

✶ what daily life looks like together

✶ how they treat you when stressed

✶ what makes your bond last

✶ how they show loyalty

✧ messages from your future spouse

✶ what they want you to know right now ✶ what they'd say if they could speak to you today ✶ how they feel about meeting you soon ✶ what they're doing to prepare for you ✶ what they're manifesting about you ✶ their promise to you ✶ their hopes for your relationship ✶ what they love about you already ✶ what they admire about your strength ✶ how they see your future together

✧ others & fun list

✶ your future spouse as a song ✶ your future spouse as a color palette ✶ your future spouse's aesthetic vibe ✶ your couple aesthetic ✶ your love story trope ✶ your relationship as a movie genre ✶ your future spouse's zodiac energy ✶ your couple energy in one word ✶ the vibe of your first date. ✶ the energy of your wedding day

✧ intimacy 18+ list

✶ what attracts your future spouse to your body

✶ their favorite physical features of yours

✶ your sexual chemistry together

✶ how passionate they are

✶ their bedroom personality

✶ how they express desire

✶ what intimacy means to them

✶ how they make you feel wanted

✶ the emotional side of your intimacy

✶ how safe you feel with them physical

✶ the vibe of your first intimate moment

✶ who initiates physical closeness

✶ slow burn or instant passion

✶ the emotional intensity of your first time

✶ how nervous or confident they are

✶ what makes the moment unforgettable

✶ how it shifts your bond emotionally

✶ the aftercare energy between you

✶ how they look at you afterward

✶ what they feel once it happens

✶ how badly they want you

✶ what about you drives them wild

✶ what they fantasize about most

✶ their favorite physical feature of yours

✶ what makes you addictive to them

✶ how they react when they're turned on by you

✶ their biggest weakness when it comes to you

✶ the tension before intimacy

✶ how they handle longing the way they express desire without words

✶ are they dominant, soft, teasing, or intense

✶ their natural sensual rhythm how vocal or quiet they are

✶ how attentive they are to your pleasure

✶ how patient they are with intimacy their stamina energy

✶ how experimental or traditional they are

✶ what makes them confident in bed

✶ how they react when you take control

✶ how they spoil you physically

ꕮ personal development & higher guidance packages ׂ⭒

♡ words from your healed version — £10

what does your future self want you to know right now? what truths are waiting for you in your timeline? is everything going to work out in your favor? in this reading, i will deeply connect with your energy and channel messages directly from your future self—the version of you who has already survived, healed, and grown. your ancestors and their words will guide, comfort, and prepare you for what’s ahead.

♡ what do you need to hear right now — £10

what truth have you been avoiding? what is your intuition trying to whisper to you? what needs your attention immediately? this reading is raw, honest, and straight to the point. i will tune into your energy and deliver the message your soul needs and not just what you want to hear, but what will truly help you grow.

♡ current energy check-in — £10

are you feeling drained lately? this reading gives you a clear snapshot of your current emotional, mental, and spiritual state. it helps you understand what you’re feeling, why you might feel confused or overwhelmed, and what energies are surrounding you right now. it also highlights your current struggles and influences, offering clarity on what’s affecting your mood, mindset, and overall energy, so you can move forward with more awareness and balance.

♡ shadow work reading — £15

this package explores your hidden self. what are your fears, triggers, insecurities, and subconscious habits that may be holding you back.

♡ glow-up & transformation path — £25

a guidance from your ancestors on becoming your highest self from mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually.

♡ life purpose & soul path — £15

a simple reading about what you are meant to do, what aligns with your soul, and how to step into your purpose.

♡ self-love & confidence boost — £10

a supportive, uplifting guidance from your ancestors to rebuild your confidence and strengthen your self-worth.

ꕮ future spouse's packages ׂ⭒

♡ your future spouse's identity focus — £30

this reading explores the core personality and emotional nature of your future spouse. you’ll discover how they act in love—whether they are soft, dominant, expressive, or reserved. as well as their level of emotional maturity and love style. It also highlights their green flags, red flags, fears, and insecurities, giving you a balanced and honest view of who they are.

♡ your future spouse's physical appearance/vibes — £35

this reading gives you a vivid glimpse of your future spouse’s physical features and overall presence. starting from their eyes, smile, and expressions to their body type, height energy, and personal style. you’ll get a clear picture of how they look and carry themselves. it also explores their aura and natural charm, including how others perceive them and the kind of energy they give off (warm, intimidating, magnetic, or mysterious). most importantly, this reveals how you’ll feel when you first see them, capturing that moment of recognition and attraction.

♡ you & your future spouse's love story timeline — £30

this reading maps out the journey of your connection from beginning to stability. It reveals when and how you’re most likely to meet, the situation that brings you together, and who takes the first step. you’ll see how the relationship naturally develops over time, including key milestones, emotional shifts, and important moments that shape your bond. it also highlights any challenges or delays along the way, and how your connection eventually grows into something stable, secure, and long-lasting.

♡ your first meeting and impressions of each other — £30

this package focused emotionally rich look into your very first encounter. what will you be doing? who notices who first? what thoughts run through their mind when they see you? this reading captures the exact emotional atmosphere of your first meeting and the spark that begins everything.

♡ their feelings when they fall for you — £15

this is a deep emotional channeling of your future spouse’s inner world as they realize they’re falling in love with you. what are their fears, excitement, obsession, vulnerability and you’ll feel the intensity of their emotions and how strongly you impact their heart when time comes.

♡ your future married life — £20

this package will glimpse into your life together long-term like what is your dynamic as a couple, your emotional connection, lifestyle, possible home environment, and how stable and fulfilling your marriage feels. this reading highlights both the softness and realism of your shared future.

♡ future spouse messages to you — £30

a channeled letter straight from your future spouse’s higher self. expect something intimate, emotional, and deeply personal words they would say to you if they could reach you right now across time.

♡ +18 (intimate) future spouse reading — £60

this explores the passion, chemistry, and physical connection between you. their desires, how they express attraction, their love language in intimacy, and the emotional depth behind your physical bond.

ꕮ other connection packages ׂ⭒

don't forget to include your person's initials, gender, and the background story of this connection.

♡ their current thoughts & feelings — £15

this package is about of their current mental and emotional state toward you. what they think about you daily and how they truly feel beneath the surface.

♡ intentions & true motives — £15

a reading about their energy. what they really want from you vs what they show. this exposes hidden agendas, genuine intentions, and emotional honesty.

♡ future of this connection — £15

this package is about where this relationship is realistically heading. this reading explores potential outcomes, emotional shifts, and long-term possibilities.

♡ will they reach out? + timing — £15

a simple reading whether communication is coming, what triggers it, and the approximate timing of it happening.

♡ what they wish they could say — £10

what are their unspoken confessions, suppressed emotions, and things left unsaid.

♡ why they act this way — £10

a psychological + emotional breakdown of their behavior patterns, fears, trauma, or avoidance using tarot and oracle cards.

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i am sorry for not posting any reading and for being inactive these past days. someone from my family rushed into the hospital last friday because of a motorbike accident. his head got injured really bad but now he is okay and it's on recovery. it was heartbreaking and frustrating at the same time. right now, we are just holding on to that relief and praying for his full and fast recovery. please include my uncle in your prayers. we truly appreciate any kind thoughts and prayers during this time. thank you so much. 🙏

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this is just some example of the reading that i did, it's the size of A4. if you have a printer, you can print it and put it in your diary/journal or folder that you had. the copy is already yours.

OMG! i'm so proud of myself wkwkwkwk. i've officially completed and delivered the reading of my very first client 🥹💗 i’m beyond grateful for the chance to connect with your energy and share the messages and guidance that came through. thank you so much for trusting me, my first customer with something so personal and meaningful. it did take me about 3 days to fully channel and put everything together and i really wanted to make sure it was as detailed, honest, and aligned as possible with your energy. i hope the length and depth resonate with you and bring clarity, comfort, or even a sense of direction. whenever you have the time, i would truly appreciate it if you could come back and leave a review on my page. it would mean so much to me as I continue growing in this journey.

the place you’ll meet your future spouse

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

places: during travel/transportation, on a public marketplace or busy commercial area, around your homes/residential areas, during a major life change, a situation that starts confusing, a place connected to family/children.

your first pulled cards from tarot and oracle deck were the death and coffin cards. this doesn't necessarily mean literal death, so don't be scared wkwkwk. but it's a strong energy you might meet them during a major transition of your life. the energy point toward a meeting that happens during movement, transition, and a small moment of chaos that actually redirects your path. it doesn't look like you meet them when everything is calm and planned. like it's made out of fairy tale or romantic drama. it looks like you meet them when your life is shifting in some way like physically/emotionally, or even geographically. i feel that you’re in a period where things are already changing around you. maybe you’re traveling, commuting, moving around the city more, or starting something new. besides, the energy here is very fast-moving, like your schedule is packed, your mind is on a hundred things, and you’re not necessarily focused on meeting someone romantically. you’re simply living your life and moving forward (that's your energy i'm picking).

it feels like you’re not waiting or searching for a soulmate but you're focusing on self-improvement and solo travelling. and from what i'm sensing, you're not alone when you meet them because you're surrounded by a little community. now, let me set an example alright. i feel like you’re heading somewhere the day you about to meet them. like maybe running errands, going to a meeting, like meeting friends, or traveling between places. it could be a busy public area like a shopping district, a marketplace, a mall, or a transit hub where people constantly move in and out. otherwise, people are very busy in the background. the atmosphere of the place feels lively, slightly chaotic? and full of strangers.

something about that day doesn’t go exactly as planned. maybe the weather changes suddenly, maybe your schedule shifts, maybe you get delayed somewhere, or maybe you end up stopping at a place you normally wouldn’t. it’s the kind of situation where you’re slightly annoyed or distracted, just trying to handle the moment. and that’s where the encounter begins. you might notice them first because they stand out in the environment somehow. not necessarily in an over-the-top way, but in a way that makes you pause for a second and think. maybe they’re helping someone, talking to someone nearby, or doing something that catches your attention. there’s a calmness or emotional depth about them that contrasts with the busy environment around you. the interaction itself may start very casually. it could be something small like asking for directions, commenting about the situation happening around you, standing near each other while waiting for something, or even a shared inconvenience like a delay or a long line. i think these kinds of environments often create natural conversations between strangers because everyone is temporarily stuck in the same moment, it's logic though. the conversation probably starts with something simple. maybe a joke about the situation. maybe a comment about how crowded the place is. maybe something practical like asking if the line is moving or if a store is open. i feel rhat the conversation doesn’t stay small for long.

there’s an immediate sense of curiosity between you two. not necessarily seems like an interaction with fireworks in the background right away, but a feeling that the other person is easy to talk to. the kind of conversation where time moves quickly because the exchange flows naturally. the energy between you might feel unexpectedly comfortable. even though you just met, there could be a sense that you’re able to share thoughts, opinions, or stories more easily than usual. this kind of connection often happens when two people meet during moments of transition in their lives, because they’re already open to new perspectives.

the environment around you might still be busy and noisy, but the conversation creates a small bubble where the two of you focus mostly on each other. at some point, one of you might realize that the interaction has lasted longer than expected. maybe you were both supposed to leave already. maybe you’re both waiting for something that’s finally arriving. maybe one of you has to go somewhere else. and now, this creates a question if you both should keep in contact. i sense that there might be a quick exchange of social media, phone numbers, or some promise to meet again. it doesn’t necessarily feel like a huge romantic step at that moment but it might feel more like two people who genuinely enjoyed talking and don’t want the connection to end there. after that first meeting, the connection likely grows gradually rather than instantly becoming intense. you might start talking more online or meeting occasionally in casual settings. coffee, walks, spontaneous hangouts, or simple plans that slowly turn into longer conversations. i guess your relationship builds through shared experiences rather than immediate declarations.

i feel that this person seems emotionally mature or emotionally aware compared to many people you've met before. they might be someone who has gone through their own personal transformation before meeting you. maybe they’ve ended an old chapter in their life, changed something about their lifestyle, or moved away from a previous situation that no longer served them. because of that, they may approach relationships differently than others. there’s a sense of someone who values emotional connection, stability, and genuine partnership. the connection between you two grows stronger over time because both of you gradually realize that the other person brings a sense of comfort and understanding into your life. i sense that you may start to notice that they are someone who naturally becomes part of your everyday world. and maybe they introduce you to places they like, maybe you share routines, maybe you discover small things you both enjoy. these simple moments are your foundation to have a deeper relationship with them.

at some point, there’s likely a moment where you realize the relationship has shifted from casual connection to something more meaningful. it might happen during a quiet conversation, a shared emotional moment, or even a realization that you both rely on each other’s presence in ways you didn’t expect. and when you look back later, the funniest part might be realizing how ordinary the first meeting seemed. like you low-key realize it's wasn't necessarily love-at-first-sight situation. but simply, it was just two people crossing paths during a busy day, starting a small conversation, and deciding to continue it. but that small decision changed the direction of both your lives. i think your ancestors works through this moment that feel random at first but later it was reveal to be a turning point of your life. like this crowded place, the unexpected delay, the casual conversation, and those details might seem insignificant in the moment, but they become part of the story you eventually tell when people ask how you met.

and the sweetest part about this meeting is that this happens when you’re simply being yourself, moving through life, not forcing anything. this connection forms naturally because both of you were in the right place at the right time and open enough to notice each other in the middle of everything happening around you. this is the beginning that often leads to long-term partnerships, because it’s built on genuine interaction rather than expectations. so when that moment finally happens, it might not feel like destiny at first but rather it might just feel like an unexpectedly good conversation with a stranger in a crowded place. however, later, when the relationship grows and your lives become intertwined, that small meeting becomes one of the most important memories in your story. because it was the moment where two separate paths crossed… and quietly decided to continue together. what a very sweet messages. i hope you have a nice day! i'm accepting orders, if you have personalised questions i can adjust myself for you. if you want a specific version of this reading, you can book a reading with me. thank you, i love you.. i find your comments entertaining, i love reading them wkwkwkw. 🤫 (is my nationality really that obvious? i should've use “lol” instead😔 sorry i'm still expending my english language, you're dear mama is trying her best)

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pile two

places: a place connected to travel or international environments like airport, travel hub, international event, a tourist spot, hotel/resort, a study abroad opportunity, through family, childhood connections, or old communities, on a a celebration, party, or social gathering. a place connected to children or family life, in a workplace.

your group energy feels very different from pile 1. perhaps, some part of it may be resonated with you. so if you ever feel attracted to pile 1, some of its messages are meant for you to read. i feel that your 7H ruler is in the 9th/12th house. perchance, you're someone who has a strong aquarius or uranus influence (ps. only if resonated). it feels like someone is about to marry a foreigner or this is someone with very different background than you. otherwise, you're ancestors whispers to me. it feels like a place where different worlds meet. the day, you might meet them appears like a normal day. i think it begins as a day that doesn’t feel particularly special. seems like you might already have plans, maybe you’re attending something social, running errands, or meeting someone you know. it could be a gathering connected to family, friends, or a community event. the atmosphere of the place is cordial but busy. i assume people are talking, music might be playing somewhere in the background, and there’s a sense of movement around you. it might even be the kind of event where people bring flowers, gifts, or food like something celebratory or social. 7 of cups says that you're undecided, like maybe you almost didn’t go. maybe you debated staying home. maybe you felt tired, distracted, or unsure about the event. maybe someone convinced you to come along at the last minute. i guess this tiny decision, like deciding to show up becomes the first step that leads to the meeting.

the location itself might be somewhere that feels partially familiar to you. it could be a neighborhood you know, a place connected to family or childhood memories, or a community environment where you recognize a few faces. but at the same time, not everyone there is familiar. there are strangers moving through the space, people who came from different circles or different parts of life. it’s a blend of comfort and new energy. i feel that you might spend the first part of the event talking with people you already know, catching up, moving between conversations, or helping with something practical like organising food, decorations, or seating. nothing about that moment screams destiny yet.

i feel that this event celebrates something important and emotional. it's maybe a wedding, a reunion, a milestone of someone, or a gathering where people are reflecting on memories. otherwise, the atmosphere carries a mix of happiness and nostalgia. i sense people might be sharing stories about the past, laughing about old memories, or reconnecting with people they haven’t seen in years. that kind of environment tends to open people emotionally. it makes conversations deeper and more meaningful. and that moment you become emotionally vulnerable. this emotional openness becomes part of why your conversation with them flows so naturally. they won't notice you first but you notice them. just a typical notice and not so dramatic that went like the room goes silent and the world stop wkwkwk but more like your attention quietly lands on them. i think maybe they’re talking to someone you know or maybe they’re standing slightly apart from the crowd, observing everything or maybe they’re helping with something practical, carrying something, organising something, or checking on someone. it's like their energy is pulling you in but you don't quietly understand it yet. you somehow felt this grounded and calm presence about them. also, this is someone who presence is attention seeker but they feel noticeable in a steady, confident way that you know. at first, you might not immediately think this is “my future spouse” but you definitely gonna notice them right away.

i guess the introduction might happen through someone you both know. 3 of cups suggest it can be a friend, a relative, or a mutual acquaintance could casually bring the two of you together. maybe you both have similar interests, and the person you both know got it. and this person decided to say that you two should talk about each other because you might get along very well because of the same interest you both have. and maybe you find yourself suddenly you’re standing there, exchanging names, making small talk, and smiling politely at them. that's all i can read. hoping for you to have a nice day, it's predawn when i make this reading, i hope it's reach you when you lose hope in love. i'm accepting orders, if you have personalised questions i can adjust myself for you. if you want a specific version of this reading, you can book a reading with me. thank you, i love you²... also, i find your comments entertaining, i love reading them! really. keep commenting please, it's giving me courage to make more reading here.

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pile three

places: a workplace or professional environment, through communication or online interaction, a place of learning or skill development, a healing or wellness environment, a place connected to nature or calm environments, through intellectual or idea-based environments like school clubs.

i feel that it happens when you are focused on improving something about yourself. it may begin during a period of your life when you are recovering from something emotionally draining/disappointing. it doesn’t necessarily have to be heartbreak from romantic but it could be a period where you’re letting go of old expectations, old plans, or old connections that didn’t turn out the way you hoped. i think during this time, you’re not sitting still. you’re actually trying to move forward and rebuild stability. you might start focusing more seriously on practical goals. maybe you decide to develop a new skill, pursue a certification, take a professional course, or deepen your involvement in something related to your career. the environment around you becomes one where people are focused on learning, improving, and building their future.

so maybe it's a place like a training center, a seminar room, a co-working space, or even a structured workshop. i just feel like it’s somewhere people bring notebooks, laptops, and a mindset of productivity, it can happen at school/campus area. otherwise, the energy is quiet but active, people are concentrating, exchanging ideas, discussing projects, and asking questions. it seems like you arrive at this place feeling determined but also a little reserved. you’re there for a purpose. you may want to gain something useful from the experience. maybe you’re trying to improve your professional life or simply prove to yourself that you’re capable of moving forward. at first, the energy seems like you don’t pay much attention to the other people in the room. like, everyone is just part of the background of the environment. but after a while, you begin to notice someone who seems calm, grounded, and focused. it's your future spouse energy coming in.

i feel they might be someone who listens carefully during discussions, someone who asks thoughtful questions, or someone who seems genuinely interested in the material being presented. the first time you interact with them might be completely casual. maybe the instructor assigns a small group activity and you happen to end up in the same group. maybe you both arrive early one day and end up sitting near each other before the session begins. or maybe there’s a moment when you need help understanding something and they offer an explanation. besides, the conversation starts very practically. you might ask something like, “did you understand what the instructor meant by that?” or “have you worked in this field before?” and i feel that your person will respond in a way that’s helpful but also friendly. the conversation continues longer than you expected. you begin discussing why you both decided to attend the program or pursue this skill. like the more you talk, the more you realize that this person isn’t just knowledgeable, they’re thoughtful. they might share stories about their own experiences, about the challenges they’ve faced, and about the goals they’re working toward. what surprises you is how comfortable the conversation feels. you’re not trying to impress them. they’re not trying to impress you. it’s simply two people exchanging ideas and perspectives.

over time, these interactions become more frequent. maybe you sit near each other during the sessions. maybe you end up partnering on assignments or projects. the environment naturally brings you together again and again. sometimes the two of you stay after class to finish a discussion or clarify something about the material. other times you end up walking out of the building at the same time and continuing the conversation on the way to the parking area or public transportation. one day, the conversation shifts slightly. instead of only discussing the course or the project, you start talking about personal interests. like favorite books, hobbies, places you enjoy visiting, or life goals. that’s when you start to see a deeper side of them. they might talk about the values that guide their life, the importance they place on stability, family, or meaningful relationships. their perspective feels mature and grounded. at some point, maybe one of you suggests grabbing coffee after the session. it’s not presented as a date, but simply just a casual extension of the conversation.

i feel that you didn’t meet them while searching for romance. you met them while building your life. both of you were focused on growth, stability, and creating something meaningful for your future and that shared mindset became the foundation of your relationship. and let me pass the sweet vision i get here wkwkwkw. years later, when someone asks how you met your spouse, the story might sound simple. you might say something like, “we met while taking a course together.” but behind that simple sentence is the entire journey. the moment you decided to invest in yourself, the conversations that started with practical questions, and the gradual realization that the person sitting beside you was becoming one of the most important people in your life. i guess this meeting leads to the strongest partnerships because it started with two people who were already working toward building a meaningful future and eventually realized they wanted to build that future together. what a sweet story of life. if you have personalised questions i can adjust myself for you. if you want a specific version of this reading, you can book a reading with me. thank you, i love you³... also, i find your comments entertaining, i love reading them! really. keep commenting please, it's giving me courage to make more reading here. besides, you can suggest more future spouses topic if you want to, i want to try different pick-a-pile topics.

what's the tea on them about you during no-contact situation?

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

one of the first things that stands out in their energy is emotional reflection. there’s a strong sense that after the distance or the no-contact phase started, they went through a period where they felt the weight of what happened between you two. this isn’t necessarily dramatic heartbreak in the sense of them crying every night, but it does feel like quiet regret and emotional processing. when they think about the past connection, certain memories stand out. like moments where they may have handled things differently if they had the awareness they have now. the interesting thing is that, this kind of reflection often happens when someone begins to see the connection from a more mature perspective. it’s like stepping back and realizing the situation was deeper than they initially allowed themselves to acknowledge. while, emotionally, they might recognize now that you weren’t just a casual interaction in their life. they think you represented something meaningful, a moment of possibility and vulnerability. they didn’t see you as someone temporary. even if the situationship didn’t develop into a committed relationship at the time, there’s an underlying energy suggesting that somehow they saw in long-term potential in you. it's not necessarily in a fully conscious way while everything was happening, but somewhere in their mind they recognized qualities that would make someone a valuable partner in life. your loyalty, intelligence, and emotional depth are the traits that make this person imagine what a long-term future could look like with you.

i feel that the strange thing about this person/situationships is that sometimes it feel this potential but don’t know how to transition the connection into something stable. maybe because of the timing, fear, personal circumstances, or emotional readiness can all complicate that moment that's why the potential stays in the background, unspoken but still felt. one of the things that made this connection complicated is that may be during the connection, there may have been moments where you both felt unsure about how to move forward. it's not necessarily because you both didn't care for each other but maybe.. something in the situation that creates hesitation. this can be because of personal circumstances. it's understandable because sometimes when someone encounters a connection that feels deeper than they expected, their instinct isn’t always to move closer, sometimes their move us pull back. this is someone who tend to analyze their emotions rather than express them immediately. i feel that they might have felt curiosity, attraction, and interest to you but at the same time they were trying to logically process what the connection meant for them. and this confusion creates a big mixed signals with you and how you perceived this situationship.

i don't want to give you hope or anything but even though the communication stopped, there are still times they think of you. times where you linger in their mind. they remember the spark that existed between you guys and the time that makes them feel inspired and excited. i feel like they think you're adventurous, cutesy, and happy virus person and it's energize their life. although, i don't feel that they think about you obsessively but they usually have thoughts on you when they're in deep thoughts and alone like when they see couples. i don't get them reaching out but this person think very highly of you tbh. they may see you as someone who, stands out socially and attracts positive attention from others even if you feel that you're attractive enough.

also, they assume that you are doing well in life rn and you're moving toward success. they feel proud of knowing you and somehow part of your chapter. they may be moving now, they think they don't deserve someone like you. they're unsure whether they could match your energy. would you believe me if you were once discussed among their mutual friends or social circles at some point? although, i don't feel that it's a gossip way but more like in a curious way. their peers may question them, if you two are still talking/did something happen between you. i think this is because people are naturally curious especially when they see two people used to seen getting along and then suddenly one day, it's ends. even though i feel that the conversations were brief, your connection likely left enough of an impression that people noticed when the dynamic changed.

i want to be transparent and real with this reading as much as i can. i want to pass the message to you in a professional and not in a hurtful way. so you won't have to check the energy again and again because it's exhausting wkwkwk. i feel that the complex part the connection why it didn’t fully progress may have been because of mixed signals or uncertainty. like someone might have felt unsure about what the other person truly wanted. i think you both hesitation at that time not because the interest isn’t there, but because the emotional communication doesn’t fully align. you're honest with each other especially on how you both feel for each other. besides, this person/connection may have had a deep emotional feelings or personal impact than you expected. the advice here from your ancestors says, some connections arrive in our lives specifically to trigger growth. to teach us something about ourselves, our boundaries, or our emotional patterns. you might have reflected certain truths back to them that they weren’t fully ready to confront at the time. and this is why the connections stay in your memory long after the relationship itself has ended. your ancestors want you to release the emotional weight you feel for this situation and don’t shrink your standards. thank you, that's all. i am wishing you well, don't give up yet pile 1. you have a better future ahead!

(plausible astrological placements): scorpio/pisces/cancer/leo/libra sun. libra or scorpio moon. gemini/libra/aquarius mercury. leo or aries mars. scorpio or capricorn venus. capricorn or aquarius saturn. 7th, 8th, and 10th house placements. pluto in the 7th or 8th house. neptune in the 5th or 12th house. sun–pluto aspects. venus–mars aspects. mercury–pluto aspects. north node in scorpio/taurus axis. possible leo or scorpio rising. initials: j. s. p. e. y. i. b. z. o. (p.s only if resonated) number 5 is significant.

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pile two

the first thing that shows up strongly is the energy of self-reflection. they sometimes think about the connection and wonder about the possibility that existed between you two. not in a scandalous or over-the-top that says, “i regret everything” way, but in that quiet reflective way where someone sits with their thoughts and thinks. there’s a sense that during the connection they might have underestimated the emotional potential of the situation. they may have treated it casually at times, or kept their feelings controlled, but with distance they can see that the chemistry/the emotional compatibility between you two was actually significant. i think this realization doesn’t necessarily mean they’re ready to act on it but it does mean the connection didn’t feel meaningless to them. like in their mind, the bond between you two had a real spark, something that could have grown into something deeper if circumstances or decisions had been different.

besides, i believe there’s definitely still attraction in the way they think about you specifically when they remember you, they don’t just remember conversations or situations. they remember the feeling of being around you. when they do think of you, they remember that there's something special about you. it could be your personality, your confidence, your emotional intelligence, or even the way you carried yourself socially. otherwise, something about you stood out to them. in their eyes, you may have appeared expressive and emotionally engaging. someone who made them feel seen or understood in moments they weren’t expecting. i think this connection is hard to erase from someone's memory because it “almost” there.

also, i feel that even if the situationship never turned into something official, the emotional spark was real enough to leave a huge impression for both energies. hold on. i'll had to shuffle few cards for clarification why this person held back despite of them feel something real for you. the hanged man + 9 of wands. isn't it obvious? right, let me explain hehehe. there's strong hesitation and guardedness in their side during the connection, they may have felt something real developing between you two but instead of leaning into it fully but instead they started protecting themselves. this is someone who might fear emotional vulnerability, someone who isn't unsure about commitment, and they feel the connection becoming more serious than they expected. rather than express that confusion openly, they may have become more reserved or distant at times run. while from your energy, from your perspective, that could have looked like mixed signals or emotional inconsistency. but internally, it may have been a reaction to realizing the connection had more depth than they were prepared to handle at the time.

this person is very defensive too especially when they reminisce the situation. like when they remember the connection, they might question certain moments/wonder whether they understood everything correctly. this doesn’t necessarily mean they think badly about you. it’s more like they were trying to protect their emotions by analyzing the situation carefully. they may have wondered things like, “what did they really want from me?” i feel like this is someone who is trying to maintain control over their emotions instead of allowing themselves to fully experience them. in other words, the connection made them think deeply, maybe even overthink certain aspects of it.

let me see about what they think about you rn. when they think about you now, they may picture you moving forward, focusing on your goals, and building a life that is stable and successful. you may appear in their mind as someone who is, independent, self-aware, and is emotionally strong. your energy gives off the impression that you are continuing your life confidently, and that can make someone or this person respect you even more. your last card is 2 of pentacles. so they're juggling. i sense that they may feel two opposite things at the same time. let's say, on one hand, they might think the connection ended for a reason and that it’s better to leave it in the past. while the other hand, they might occasionally wonder what would happen if you crossed paths again. i think they're having a small internal conflict more often than they consciously knows. this happens because they know to themselves this connection had real chemistry but lacked clear timing or communication. so their thoughts about right now is you may move between acceptance and curiosity.

i still have some extra cards here that i haven’t included in your reading yet. but because i love you guys, i’ll include them instead of just ignoring them. it would be a waste of the energy since it’s already here, and I feel like you deserve to know this too. i hope this gives satisfaction to your curiosity wkwkwkwk. if i'll compare this pile to the first one, i can say your person does have a desire to reach out. there is definitely a part of them that thinks about reconnecting because the connection between you two didn’t feel shallow or forgettable to them. it had been completely emotional chemistry and curiosity, which is why it still crosses their mind. i sense that sometimes they replay conversations or moments and wonder what would happen if they talked to you again. i think that curiosity creates the urge to reach out to you but speaking about reaching out and actually doing it are two very different things. so why they haven't make a move yet? as you can see i'm really hesitant to forward the message, it was their energy telling me so because the energy wrap them right now is hesitation. this is someone who appears very cautiously, especially when emotions are involved. like instead of acting quickly, they tend to analyze the situation from multiple angles. i feel that they might be wondering things like if you are you still interested in them? or would you even respond if they reached out? and because of this, they may remain in observation mode for a while. i sense that this is the kind of person who waits for a sign before taking action.

another factor here is their pride. they don’t want to look foolish, rejected, or like they’re chasing someone who has already moved on. if they believe you’re doing perfectly fine without them, that can make them hesitate even more. this person needs reassurance that the door is still open before they risk their ego. so even if they’re thinking about you, they might keep those thoughts private. if they ever make a move, it likely to be indirect. like randomly. because for me, this is look like a test of the waters, not a big confession. they would want to see how you respond before revealing anything deeper. this isn’t the energy of someone rushing back quickly. i'm pulled for the timing when they will reach out. okay. it's hermit. i feel like it will take months, this card is a slow one for me. it's a slow movement rather than immediate action. they could make a move, but they are not the type to do it quickly or impulsively. right now, their thoughts about you exist, but their personality leans toward caution and emotional self-protection. they seem more like someone who is watching, thinking, and reminiscing rather than actively planning a big comeback into your life. i think i already written everything down. thank you and that's all. leave a comment if you feel that this reading hits you. pile 2, i love you²

(plausible astrological placements): pisces/cancer/scorpio/libra/taurus sun. scorpio or cancer moon. virgo or capricorn rising. gemini/libra mercury. taurus or capricorn venus. aries or leo mars. saturn in capricorn or aquarius. strong 2nd, 7th, and 8th house placements. pluto in the 7th or 8th house. neptune in the 5th or 12th house. venus–pluto aspects. moon–saturn aspects. mercury–neptune aspects. north node in scorpio/taurus axis. possible libra or scorpio rising. intials: h. a. w. o. g. j. x. p. v. b (p.s only if resonated) number 7 is significant.

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pile three

(⚠️trigger warning⚠️)

read at your own risk. warning is already mentioned above the message of this pile. there’s this lingering sense that another person might be part of this situationship and this is possibly someone (which is you i assume) who is viewed the other person who caused things to fall apart. with the tower card, it's not represent shocking move here rather it's says to me as collapse. i feel that something about the connection or the ending likely happened quickly or unexpectedly. i guess, the chemistry was already there. it's already felt between two people but someone steal the situation which one of you pulls back (this is your person energy.) and now, the energy of your person is like, “wait… what just happened?” like they literally realize your importance in this no-contact situation. (bro is an apeshit wkwkwk)

besides, i feel that only a few people meant to read this pile. like a very specific group i must say. personally, i don't read third-parties but weirdly it came strongly for this pile. so just take what will resonate with you, if this is not a person, it can be a responsibility that cause either one of you to pull back. also, i think your person's energy rn is mental processing after the connection ended. there’s a strong vibe that they spent time thinking about the situation more deeply after everything was already over. while, during the connection itself, they may have been distracted, uncertain, or not fully aware of their emotions. but once distance happened, that’s when the reflection started. it does make sense because sometimes people only understand a connection properly when it’s no longer active. so in their mind, the story of you two became something they analyze rather than ignore.

but what surprises me is that instead of making slanderous remarks about you, they idolize you. even if the connection ended in a messy or confusing way, there’s still respect in how they see you. they see you as someone who stands up for themselves and someone who knows their worth. they don't see you as someone weak or overly emotional, they might see you as someone who did what was necessary for your own peace. this made them respect you more. i feel that even if the situation didn’t work out, your energy may have left the impression of someone who has integrity and self-awareness.

besides, there is definitely a little bit of “what if” thinking attached to this connection. although, not necessarily every day, not constantly, but sometimes... sometimes. the type of thought that appears when they remember a specific moment between you two and wonders how things could have unfolded differently. i feel this connection likely had genuine chemistry. not only just surface-level attraction, but a feeling that there was potential for something meaningful if circumstances had aligned. because of that, your connection probably sits in their memory as one of those situations where they think, “there was something real there.” but at the same time, they may believe the timing or circumstances weren’t right for it to fully develop. each time this person thinks about you their mind is immediately in very positive mode. if you're ever catch them staring at you sometimes, they're thinking you're doing well in life. i think this person was someone who's in your little world. they may often see you surrounded by your friends and thinks you're comfortable and confident when you're with them.

in their eyes appear as someone who has found happiness or stability after the connection ended. this image brings mixed emotions in them. on one hand, they might feel happy that you’re doing well. while, on the other hand, they might wonder what role they could have played in that life if things had unfolded differently. there's a possibility they could make a move but it's not guaranteed, and if it happens it may be small or somehow appear as hesitant and not necessarily comeback. i hope you'll heal and continue to move forward pile 3. i love you³

(plausible astrological placements): scorpio/aries/capricorn, or aquarius sun. gemini or libra moon. virgo, capricorn, or possibly gemini/scorpio rising. gemini or aries. capricorn/taurus venus. aries or scorpio mars. saturn in aquarius or capricorn. strong 3rd, 7th, 8th, and 10th house placements. pluto in the 7th house. possible mars–saturn, mercury–mars, and venus–saturn aspects. north node in the aries–libra axis. initials: x, c, t, o, p, j, d, k, s, m. (p.s only if resonated) number 1, 4 & 8 is significant.

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what are the shocking things will come in your way before the year ends?

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

what a sweet start, the knight of cups is giving me of someone new is about to come in your way. probably, a new crush? an admirer confession, a new lover, a possible romantic interest or a new friendship, for some, meeting a soulmate is highly possible or for the minority of you, reuniting with an old connection is possible too. i'm sure one of this connection i've mentioned, you'll have it before the year ends. if we will look towards this person nature, this is someone who might be less younger or simply someone who inexperienced than you, they might be popular and loved by many people, this is someone who may have a pisces placements with the mixed of cancer placement as well. someone who is romantic, intuitive, and lowkey flamboyant, if this is an ex-lover or a failed connection, they may lurking with your socials for awhile now. they may have thinking of reaching out and have a thought in mind like, “what if we tried again.” that's not the end, you'll discover a secret, hidden info, gossip or a tea about you because there's a high chance that someone might bring this up to you due that they cannot longer fight/hold their conscience. it's giving, “i know you would not forgive me after this but i can't hold this forever and you deserve to know it.” although, the context doesn't need to be like that though since i'm just giving the energy of what it feels like but yeah expect that confession around winter season? well, maybe for some of you a romantic confession might be happening in mid year.

i can even call you this year as of a year manifested one. you are probably manifesting quietly lately and maybe doubting whether they will ever come in your way but i can't guarantee that all of them will be manifested by the end of the year but expect many blessings will may come. although not all of your manifestation may sprout but expect few of them to grow in the garden you seeded them all, there's also a suprise opportunity here regarding with your finances. well if you are waiting for something like "your application have been approved, congratulations!" whether this is a job application or a next school year application. this is the right message for me to forward that you would likely hear back from that before this year season ends. going back with your finances, you may discover something new to level up your income or for few who may be manifesting of "i attract many and kind clients", this month until the end of year is a must look forward because those silent people who are lurking into your business (physically /online), may finally have courage to buy something from you.

while if you experience being overlooked, neglected or unconsidered by others, that's the end. you are now stepping on a new chapter where people are starting to notice you. what i mean by that is not that "oh they suddenly glow up", no, typically not that but in a way that "ah they do this task better than everybody else. also, you will attract a lot of people who wants to share their story with you, intentional or not like you suddenly have this mini-social bloom before the year ends like suddenly you will have this moment where "why everyone suddenly interested talking with me?". for few of you, this is very specific message wkwkw, if someone ghosted you before they might return again, well it's up to you how will you approach this situation, but here's the advice. assertiveness is the key like honey, know your worth, you got the attention and you attract. it's cutest part and it's a cloud 9 feeling but don't spread yourself too thin okay? know what your worth is. in the other times, you don't have to respond to every message, invite, or even with every flirt actions because sometimes saying "no" to others is your biggest manifestation move.

ahh, i thought it was possible that one person would come on your way but i was wrong because when i pulled an extra card, i got another card that has a person illustration on it. i see this person as someone who is not playing games, mature, possibly older, and may offer protection to you although it doesn't have to be like as lover's connection, you might meet this person through work or at school, they can act as a mentor or a teacher towards you, like they can see your potential and they are willing to help you build and discover those hidden skills.

and then there's a bride, bouquet, and ring cards here coming from the oracle, at first, i thought it was like "dang, someone is getting married before the year ends???" but no, looking by it again. it was giving a combination of someone walking down the aisle in order to claim their blessings. i mean this is you, you are the bride card representing here. it's vows, i am ready to receive peace and love like you are waking through the aisle of your own self-worth, you are now leaving your self-doubt along with those breakdowns. idk what's going with me but i suddenly got here the word "bounce back?" although it's not related to the cards, i feel like those people who betrayed you, make you cry before? may become pressed seeing how radiant you become by the next few months because of the major overwhelming compliments that will melt your heart before year ends, well, maybe for few of you who got s/o you may got an actual commitment like "let's do this for real' or engagement with a ring, otherwise, for the majority of you it's a message that no more half love, no more maybes because this time you are reclaiming your inner child's joy.

before this year ends, you are no longer the person who started this year's, and yeah, every blessing and miracle there is an associated exchange, you are starting to notice people are walking away from you, a consistent habit that you start to lose interest with, or constantly seeing weird signs or experiencing nightmare dreams, except those you no longer need will be thrown at the trash respectfully. if you are looking for a sign to play again, to do silly things, to paint, to learn dance or to eat something that your childhood remind you of. great, this pile is really meant for you. it simply a reminder don't overwork yourself and learn to return your joy, it's no longer "what if it goes, wrong?" because right now, you are in your 'what if it goes right" stage. no more worries it's a turn to build your trust again with yourself, everything will be dropped down from the skies like glitters and confetti. that's the end. i hope you'll like this reading, I also cast a spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 1) spend the remaining months with full of joy, thank you for letting me read your energy, i love you!

(plausible astrological placements): pisces/cancer/taurus/libra/capricorn sun. libra moon or water moon. 2nd, 3rd and 11th house placements. aquarius/capricorn saturn, neptune in the 1st house. libra rising. venus-pluto aspects. mars-neptune aspects. moon 10th house or 4th house. leo/virgo rising. (ps. only if resonated)

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pile two

to begin this reading, i just want to share a small note. if you feel drawn to pile one, there’s a strong chance that some messages there are meant especially for you particularly within the first and second paragraphs, because they may carry messages that resonate deeply with you or reflect your current energy. i feel like the shocking news that comes your way is not a physical/material more come as a spiritual gift.

i feel a strong stalker mode here. there is maybe someone who is lowkey obsessed with you, this can be from a weird stalker/someone who is secretly hate you that is lurking through your account, they don't like your posts, i mean that, they have been studying you like a thesis, this is someone who is giving a sweet girl/soft boy energy, you lowkey trigger their envy nature Imao. i wouldn't be suprise too if you were once a topic of this person's tea to others, these past months you've been fucked up or come across with a super galactic detox maybe you cut people off, you stop seeking validation, or maybe stop chasing the person who does not even texts you back, by the time this year ends, you will be look back and says "hold on, i'm not sad anymore, why i suddenly feel glowing? and ah, here's the revenge part, the people who hurt you? they will feel it, the energy is bouncing back to them.

also, i feel like your ancestors are hyping you up, like, they may send you a random song that feels resonance with your current situation, you may also dream about the people from your past although you didn't even think about them. you might feel like you are losing everything but you didn't know that your ancestors making space for your blessings, and oh, if you are working on something, it's literally says here that your hard work finally pays off". this might be along with recognition like people suddenly pay attention to this, it will melt your heart, i also feel for the small group of you, you will attract abundance from something you really passionately about like your your life turning upside down. this might shocks you, imagine a creative skill or hustle that you love to do give you an opportunity to expand your wealth for the next remaining months. this might be hard to shallow but someone from your family may betray you, like this person? they don't believe in you, they may smile at you when you are present, talk with you nicely, but that's not what i feel behind the scenes because they not only see you unworthy but also, unaware of how mad-person you are when it comes to skill and intelligence, anyone would envy when you have both. you are just low key, calm, and quite all times but you have a lot of plans for the remaining months (you mostly gonna achieve them though). this person they think you are lowclass or just dumb individual who is lucky to have the privilege of their life because of their parents. i think, this might happen around this month? or early november (pisces, aries, and scorpio season) you may hear this tea from someone who is also close with you, from someone who is acting like a motherly figure, the advice here is don't meddle with them, let them talk and focus on your goal, for my scorpio, sagittarius, and capricorn babies, there is something major might happen with your birthday season.

i feel that you are planning to change some of your habits? probably watch what you are eating or change your routine, otherwise, it's you, start transforming yourself physically before the year ends. you were feeding yourself energetically, like less drama, and more peace, less pleasing people and have more self-respect. like you gonna start to nourish yourself like someone you truly love. (i'm proud of you), there's a day too that you'll wake and felt nothing but... blessed. i hope you'll like this reading, i cast a peace of mind spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 2) spend the remaining months with full of love and joy, thank you for letting me read your energy. i love you²

(plausible astrological placements): cancer/pisces/capricorn/taurus sun. scorpio or taurus moon. libra or pisces rising. 2nd, 6th, 8th, and 10th house placements, venus in pisces or taurus. mars in leo or scorpio, mercury in taurus or virgo, neptune in the 12th house. pluto in the 8th house. saturn in capricorn or aquarius. strong venus-neptune aspects. moon-pluto aspects. jupiter in cancer or sagittarius, sun-moon opposition or trine themes, north node in taurus/scorpio axis.

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pile three

i see heavy overthinking in your energy right now. you feel a strong uncertainty about your future like you're over analyzing what will happen next in life, love, or with your career. i see that you don't have a peace of mind, you stressed a lot than you admit. also, i feel things like in your past still bleed and hurt. some things are left disappointment, anger, or grief internally that haven’t been fully processed that stay in the background and disturb your peace. i see stability here, you're finally building the kind of peace you used to chase. heavy capricorn sun here. i see you becoming a whole new soul, like you may focus on cleaning and organising your place. expect something clicks may happen before the year ends. this could be a literal opportunity, most likely a new job for those who are in job hunting, congratulations. you'll get hired. i see last year may not one of your best years like you can count the good things happen to you than bad. last year was really an exhausting year for you. and this things that pushed you through last year? they built you instead of break you.

if you post something in the coming weeks, expect a higher engagement on it. also, i see someone lurking in your story views. you already know who this is. this is someone who has a aquarius or scorpio placements is watching you level up. they’re intimidated but were intrigued too. they realize you're not same person you used to be. besides, you may find yourself handling a lot, juggling things like working on glowing up, healing, and going on your usual job at the same time. what's more, there is maybe a miscommunication from a situationship or someone that made you experience mixed signals but don't show up consistently. this person/situationship made you feel decoding your entire personality. but it's not your fault, it simply the vibes of this situation is giving a solid trial in your life. this trial thought you that you're the prize, that this person can't replace you no matter how many people they tried to meet. i'm trilled to tell you that there's a new wave of love here. this is either a renewed chapter with someone who steps up, or a completely new person who sees your worth immediately. but your ancestors, if you wanted real love. they advised you to fix your boundaries and love yourself first. this person that gonna adore you is someone who'll notice the tiny details about you. expect late night conversations and lovely compliments from them. this is someone who exactly would know if you changed your perfume wkwkwk.

i feel like you were planning to change how you look, starting with your hair. you maybe planning to get those 2 hair color combinations, if my word is right, i think it's called mermaid hair color? since most of your cards are blue, green, and purple. but you don't want to take this if it doesn't resonate much but i'm sure you were planning to change your hair. either way, your confidence skyrockets because that insecurity feeling will be officially retired. we have a nostalgia oracle card here and 6 of cups tarot card here. I feel like you might see or hear from someone from your past. not to reopen old wounds but to finally close them peacefully. you might have more time with family this year, you may appreciate more your family. i see you having a lot of happy days with them before this year ends, or you're you're rediscovering joy through simplicity. you might spend your time with nature, says go outside, ground yourself, play music, bake something, walk barefoot on grass. like you suddenly feels little things become magical again. it's like your inner child healing. you might also meet new people, some stays others are lessons but most importantly, you're attracting souls who match your authenticity. and within winter season maybe around december-february. expect someone with a very younger male. energy or someone playful to have a heartfelt conversation. this connection will reminds you love can be easy again.

i feel like within all piles your group does have a strong love of orbit energy. i'm not biased, okay. i feel like you have many secret admirers than the rest of the group, since i got another person that who's been quiet but watching. this is someone who panics while trying to act cool when you're around. this is someone who is mysterious and hates being vulnerability. if you're single, it can be you meeting someone new through social settings or online. someone who is confident but kind, could have leo or libra placements, charming af, sees you as "different." either way, you're not chasing love but love's orbiting you now. i hope you'll like this reading, i cast a "i attract love" spell on you as a bonus. may you (group 3) spend the remaining months with full of love and joy, thank you for letting me read your energy. i love you³

(plausible astrological placements): capricorn/taurus/virgo/cancer/libra sun. taurus or cancer moon. capricorn or virgo rising. 2nd, 4th, 6th, and 10th house placements. venus in taurus or libra. mars in capricorn or aries. mercury in virgo or gemini. saturn in capricorn or aquarius. jupiter in taurus or cancer. neptune in the 6th or 12th house. pluto in the 10th or 8th house. strong saturn-venus aspects. moon-saturn or moon-jupiter aspects. north node in taurus/scorpio axis. earth and water dominant chart.

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their reaction/thoughts when you suddenly initiate the conversation with them

꒰੭. listen to what your heart wants not what your eyes love about.

pile one

your person's reaction was moved into stages. it's not one-dimensional. before anything else, i feel a big reaction of alertness even surprise. they wouldn't expect you to initiate the conversation. i feel like they'll become observant at a time. they gonna read you real bad, analyze you're tone or message. there's a big wonder might happen inside their head like what exactly made you reach out and initiate the move? i feel that this surprise will be turned immediately into curiosity. when you initiated, it didn’t feel or sound aggressive or desperate to them but it made them comfortable. when you initiate they see you as an emotionally intelligent and caring individual. this is important, they didn’t feel burdened by you reaching out but they felt emotionally acknowledged. there's awareness here. when you initiate, their defenses are automatically activated although they felt seen, there's still emotional protection in their bubble. this person does not want you to know how much your initiation affected them. so even if their heart moved, they may have responded in a controlled or strategic way. they're trying to protect their pride, they don't want to be the more vulnerable one.

but i find it ridiculously because they suddenly feel emotional weight on their side. they may pressure and act defensive inside. i'm not sure if you have a past with them or this is someone you're not usually getting along often/not someone you can be called a “close” but i clearly see an unresolved tension between you. well, this can interpret as maybe life stress or ego. there's a relief too when you initiated like, “am i ready for this?”. although, despite being happy about it. i feel them internally guarding their position. they don't want to lose control of the dynamic.

when you initiated, it reinforced that you are mature enough to communicate and that raised his respect for you. that's a complete admiration. again, there's a strongly hesitation in their part. this is someone who feels but doesn’t fully act yet. like may act neutral, somehow slow or slightly detached. not because they didn't care but because they're too afraid of diving in too fast or misreading the situation. when you initiated? they felt validated and wanted. it might boost their ego. they may not admit it but your initiation made them feel important to you. there's a strong romantic energy with the air of your group, this might be a crush too. with your initiation, they may want to respond kindly about it or possibly flirt with you. despite, the self cautious, there's still a desire to move toward you emotionally but carefully in their energy.

when you initiated they felt something, the connection perhaps. i think the chariot shows because they were trying to master themselves, trying to stay composed and act logically rather than letting their feelings take over. your initiation triggered self-evaluation. it might be they thought about the past, the mistakes, about what went wrong or about whether this is a second chance moment. when you initiated it felt significant to them. they sees you as grounded, valuable, long-term material. not just someone fun but there’s stability in how they views you.

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pile two

when you suddenly initiated out, their brain went into overdrive. it’s like, “oh. wait. they're talking to me?” they may have felt caught off guard not in a bad way, but in a jolting way. their mind started racing. like what does this mean? why now? is this a sign? or are we restarting something? it's like a quick reaction. they felt like you planned this, that this isn't just a random interaction to them. they feel like you need something from them, something serious and not temporary unlike before, but right now, they can't give you what you want or the commitment you are seeking from them.

i feel like this is someone who's not too invested in this connection but they do want to engage with the conversation. ugh, the energy of this person drains me and it's uncomfortable. they're emotionally immature rn, they may not be ready, they may want something physical may happen between you (s*x thing).

for some, when you are initiated, they may be surprised but they won't be paying much attention with the conversation. it can be for them, it's a bad timing. they might be busy at that time because the 10 of wands for me says “not now, i'm busy i have something important to deal with.” and the wheel of fortune reversed, says it's bad timing.

although, they don't want to mess it up. they may be analyze what to say or how to respond properly. they're open-minded despite being emotionally closed off. also, i feel like this is someone who doesn't believe in fate. the energy feels heavy. it may not be a good time to initiate right now. they may be dealing with something heavy. they may loss someone or recently got a breakup with someone.

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pile three

this is different from the second group. idk why you feel attracted to that group, maybe you were charmed by two different individuals? or perhaps ask two different people. however, i feel like when you are initiated, this person won't be annoyed about it. for them, you're not “anyone.” you may respect this person and they might do the same with you. but immediately after, their emotional guard goes up. they froze a little out of blue not because they don’t care but because they don’t know what stance to take. like should they open up or stay neutral or somehow protect themselves? this is someone trying not to show their hand. also, they feel like you're genuine. you may be planning to confess not totally in a romantic way but open-up what you're heavy heart feeling right now.

when you are initiated, they feel the chemistry. there's a “pair” cards here, queen and king. soulmated vibes. in their thoughts, they may think like “yeah we definitely match” although i don't feel they would say this but look for their reaction. it speaks louder. this energy came loudly, i cannot be mistaken. i feel like you activate their provider/protector instinct. however, internally though. they might get confuse like what does this really mean? is this is just a friendly gesture from you? they may overthink the intention behind your message. i feel like this is someone trying to interpret you correctly.

they feel something unspoken. i think this is their energy after the conversation, like they may regret a little for not saying what they wanted to speak. also, i feel like this person is very intuitive because they sense depth beneath with your words. even if the conversation was casual, they felt underlying emotion or tension. they might also feel that you’re holding something back. they don’t want to be the only one putting effort in again (if that was ever an issue). they want a balance/reciprocity before jumping in. now let's me see how they see when you initiated. wow, they will see you as attractive and valuable. your initiation boosted your desirability in their eyes. It didn’t lower your value rather it enhanced it. you look confident for reaching out. also, i feel like they’re thinking ahead like what direction could this go? Your initiation made them think about the future, not just the present moment. lastly, your initiation. feels like realization on their part. they may start reflecting on their past decisions regarding you. seems like a question “did I handle this right before?” but they’re willing to put effort in only if it’s worth it. they may respond thoughtfully. this is someone who doesn’t want drama.

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✧ topic list

future spouse's identity

- who is your future spouse at soul level? - your future spouse’s dominant personality traits - what makes your future spouse different from past lovers - your future spouse’s emotional intelligence level - how others describe your future spouse - your future spouse’s shadow side - what your future spouse is healing from - who they are becoming before meeting you - your future spouse’s true intentions in love - what your future spouse values most in a relationship

facial features - their most noticeable feature - eyes (shape, intensity, expression) - smile energy - facial structure - expressions they make when focused or soft body & build - height energy (taller, similar height, shorter) - body type / physique - how they carry themselves - their natural posture - their physical presence in a room

meeting phases

- where you’ll meet your future spouse - what you’ll be doing when you meet them - who introduces you to your future spouse - the first words they’ll say to you - how they recognize you instantly - signs you’re close to meeting your future spouse - what delays the connection (if any) - divine timing vs free will in your meeting - the setting and atmosphere of your first encounter - what changes right after you meet them

feelings & thoughts

- their thoughts about you before meeting - what they feel when they first see you - how they fall in love with you - what scares them about loving you - what makes them obsessed with you - how deeply they commit emotionally - how they express love toward you - their biggest fear of losing you - what they secretly admire about you - how they talk about you to others

communication & connection

- how your future spouse communicates during conflict - how they apologize - their love language toward you - how they flirt

- how they show affection privately vs publicly - how they comfort you - how they protect your heart - what conversations bond you most - what makes them open up to you - how honest they are in love

married life

- your future home energy together - what kind of spouse they are in marriage - how they handle responsibilities - financial mindset of your future spouse - how they support your goals - what daily life looks like together - how they treat you when stressed - what makes your bond last - how they show loyalty

- what your relationship teaches others

messages from your future spouse - what they want you to know right now - what they’d say if they could speak to you today - how they feel about meeting you soon - what they’re doing to prepare for you - what they’re manifesting about you - their promise to you - their hopes for your relationship - what they love about you already - what they admire about your strength - how they see your future together

others & fun list

- your future spouse as a song - your future spouse as a color palette - your future spouse’s aesthetic vibe - your couple aesthetic - your love story trope - your relationship as a movie genre - your future spouse’s zodiac energy - your couple energy in one word - the vibe of your first date - the energy of your wedding day

intimacy 18+

- what attracts your future spouse to your body - their favorite physical features of yours - your sexual chemistry together - how passionate they are - their bedroom personality - how they express desire - what intimacy means to them - how they make you feel wanted - the emotional side of your intimacy - how safe you feel with them physically

- the vibe of your first intimate moment - who initiates physical closeness - slow burn or instant passion? - the emotional intensity of your first time - how nervous or confident they are - what makes the moment unforgettable - how it shifts your bond emotionally - the aftercare energy between you - how they look at you afterward - what they feel once it happens

- how badly they want you - what about you drives them wild - what they fantasize about most - their favorite physical feature of yours - what makes you addictive to them - how they react when they’re turned on by you - their biggest weakness when it comes to you - the tension before intimacy - how they handle longing - the way they express desire without words - are they dominant, soft, teasing, intense? - their natural sensual rhythm - how vocal or quiet they are - how attentive they are to your pleasure - how patient they are with intimacy - their stamina energy - how experimental or traditional they are - what makes them confident in bed - how they react when you take control - how they spoil you physically

- how intimacy deepens your connection - how they mix love and lust - do they prefer passionate or tender energy? - how safe you feel with them - how they show devotion physically - how they reassure you after intimacy - how your bodies naturally sync - what makes your chemistry rare - why your intimacy feels sacred - how you bond through touch - what they secretly want to try with you

- a fantasy they haven’t told anyone - what excites them most about your body - their guilty pleasure involving you - what they imagine late at night - the setting they fantasize about - how adventurous they truly are - what surprises you about their desires - what they’re shy about admitting - the intensity of their imagination - how they keep the spark alive - how often you crave each other - how intimacy evolves over time - how they handle dry spells - what keeps them loyal physically - how they make you feel wanted long-term - how you grow sexually together - what keeps them obsessed with you - why you never get bored of each other - how passion strengthens the marriage

focused on personal growth

i’m not trying to stir anything up or start drama. i just need to vent for a second. back in 2023, i got scammed by a tarot reader who was VERY reputable. like, genuinely trusted. i had already booked with them before and everything went smoothly, so i didn’t hesitate when i paid £89 for another reading. that’s not a small amount of money, especially for something spiritual and personal. then they just… disappeared. no explanation or reading and just completely ghosted me. i did eventually get my money back, thankfully. but even with that, i can’t seem to shake the feeling of how awful that experience was. it wasn’t just about the money—it was the trust, the anticipation, the vulnerability, and then suddenly being left in silence.

at the time, i was furious. i felt stupid for trusting them. now, part of me wonders if something genuinely bad might have happened to them, and that’s why they vanished. i don’t even know. i just know the whole situation left a mark on me.

i guess I’m still carrying that mix of anger, confusion, and concern. i just needed to get that off my chest.