ဗ ꒰ Luna ꒱ ဗ

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my art commissions! my youtube channel!

I'm an 18 yr nonsharing/voidsharing Bendy/Ink Demon riako! This is a a blog for me to post my art! I dont interact with others on here too much. Im a bi, ficto, audhd and chronically ill girl and I dream of travelling the world! I have two Bendy AUs (Lendamind and Heartworm) that take up almost all of the space in my brain. Bendy and his franchise is my special interest, and I hope I can find people who truly love and care about the dumb things I make the way I do! I dream of a smallish audience of people who truly love the way i express myself and the things i make. I don't tag things for many reasons, but i really really appreciate reblogs! I ♡ asks too!

don't follow me for interaction, i probably won't give it to you. im on tumblr to post to people who are interested in what i have to say, that's it/nm I'm not open to making friends right now. Me and Bendy are soulbonded, our interactions are not roleplay. I really hate social media and the way people treat eachother on there, so i will probably only ever post on tumblr and youtube

I block a ton of people!! it isn’t personal unless bendy is involved. please don’t be offended. if I’m on your DNI? I didn’t see/notice. theres no need to make a callout post because i liked a couple of your posts and didn’t read your rentry/aimed. IM FLEUR! Boo, how horrible!/silly/sar

୨୧┇I ♡ you: bendy fans who don't ship him with anyone 🥹 (but me), ☆ riakos, ☆ dhmis/mkdm fans! (ง˙∇˙)ว,

୨୧┇fuck off: bab.tq.ft.im / mo.t.m fans, ☆ bendy shippers/simps/dupes, ☆ xenosa.tan.ists/pr.o-.c ☆ na.zis and tru.mp supporters

i love being sent bendy stuff!! just check that it isn't shippy or made by a dupe or anything. its so quick and easy to check if i might be uncomfy with something. please check or dont send me anything at all

I also do not feel any sexual or romantic attraction to anyone besides Bendy. I’m never flirting with you and you don’t have to worry about me being attracted to your partner at all, either.

i guess(?) i don't care if you're a simp for any other bendy characters, but they are family to me so it can get very awkward and uncomfortable (•́ι_•̀*) if you post thirst or ship content i will probably block

i kinda want to die, not even because of any ill will towards myself but to be okay. The crazy thing is, the world would genuinely be a better place if i were gone and if humanity didnt exist. I wish humans would go extinct. Shifting is my only hope, honestly. I would say i dont know how people live day by day and thrive but its because of plain ignorance. I dont think happiness is even possible in this reality, at least unless youre a total dick.

The things that arent in my head that make me happy is nature and my mom says i 'light up' whenever i see wildlife. But just by existing im harming it. It's not even my fault, either. It's capitalism. Everything is for money and big corporations and its like nothing is even healthy for you anymore. Clothes you find at the store or the mall will be like 30$ for 100% polyester and AI. Amd apparently it doesnt even matter if you buy biodegradable stuff because it all ends up in a landfill where it cant return to the earth.

Its like everything you buy that solves a problem causes another one on purpose. My family just bought a whole new microwave and oven because ours broke and it stopped working within one day. We had repairmen come to our house for a leaking sink that has been "repaired" a billion times and nothing changed. Never got any money back or anything. My dad sexts chatgpt all day and sometimes I'll go up to him to tell him something and I'll just walk away because i see an ai generated photo of a woman in a bikini on his computer and i feel so disgusted and dissapointed. He will then go on to badmouth ai in front of me like he isnt on his laptop ALL DAY doing this out in the open. When me and my relatives went to look for ovens to get, the store was filled with FUCKING OVENS with AI integration. WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED AI IN YOUR OVEN? and my mom will say something nice about it and listen to ai music in the car 🥹 at least she removes it when i tell her.

And everyone is just so STUPID. People proudly supporting the government and saying that you need to "earn" human rights are everywhere. And those who dont openly say these things just dont care and continue to make the world a worse place simply because it doesnt affect them.

It's all gone too far. Genuinely the only way out of this is through shifting or death, and im choosing shifting (because the other thing is a last resort since i love my cats so much). I just need to really FOCUS and get in the right mindset but its so hard to do when im addicted to this damn screen. And whenever im off of it, i get crippling anxiety and my brain likes to show me my worst nightmares for some reason?? I'll break down sobbing because it all feels so real, even if it is just a thought. Is it even depression anymore if its just reality?

My girlllll

Omg really? That makes me really happy to hear! Im not the most satisfied with the last art ive posted 😭 so it really means a lot!

Drew peri for the first time 🥹 thats why shes so wonky, trust ＼(^-^)／ best character from the original series!

headcanon : i think you were the type of kid who LOVED minnie mouse ( cus shes very cutesy and her outfits often consist of polkadots which is like 、so you in my mind)！

us btw ↓ ദ്ദി(๑>؂•̀๑)

Awwwe this is such a sweet headcanon! This is more me now than when i was a kid! I was more of a disney princess gal ^v^ we didn't have a lot of money, so i just got a bunch of hand-me-down clothes from my cousin </3 I have cute pink polka dot clothes now, though! GIGGLES SO US!! POLKA DOTS ARE THE BEST!