look at me..?

My dream?? To look pretty and aesthetic when I eventually end it all.

I cannot justify still being alive

I can't even people please properly anymore

Holy shit I’m fucking disgusting

When it’s getting so bad you start imagining how everyone would react if you do it.

woah you’re like awesome as shit let’s get into an abusive, codependent relationship and be miserable together for eternity. ok? awesome.

i feel like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

how much fucking clearer do i have to make my abandonment issues for people to stop casually abandoning me as simply as one takes out the trash

Reassurance hits different when it’s not requested.