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Constantly oscillating between remembering how hot I am and remembering how fucking ugly I am
Every time I look in the mirror it's a different experience
top 3 hobbies for young adults:
1. borrowing misery from future
2. carrying grief of the past
3. agonizing over the present
Thiam lyric of the day
"California never felt like home to me until I had you on the open road"
"Drive" by Halsey
Hi, itâs been a few years

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is that song actually character-coded or is your brain a character-shaped hammer looking for lyrics to nail down somewhere
We all are hip to Theo being fluent in French because of the Dread Doctors but I was thinking the Doctors are from like -I don't want to search it up and I don't remember one of the hundreds, a long ass time ago- so presumably they wouldn't be speaking modern day French and therefore neither would Theo. Now I'm no linguist and I don't know how French back then differed from now but I find the image of Theo speaking to another French speaker and them not knowing what the fuck he's saying. Like it's not even practical in everyday use. He's helping no one with their French homework.
Wait, wait, wait imagine the fic. It's like 3rd person/outsider point of view of one of Liam's colleagues. He's like a history professor at some high end college. And them just being so confused by Liam's blue-collar partner who is somehow fluent in archaic French, the history of the human body, and other things I can't think of right now. It'd be a good 5+1 things. Who knows what the +1 is.
Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes
YOU! Are a visionary!! This rocks! It'd leave them even more confused, finally wrapping their heads around this man and then he hits 'em with not knowing something so mundane, something so ingrained into everyone you just sort of assume everyone knows that, but because of his childhood with the Dread Doctors he just missed it. What a picture that must make, this man who is clearly intelligent beyond what meets the eye and then he doesn't know something fucking everyone does. I can't think of any example at the moment but I'm gonna start brain storming
I'm unbearably fond of my idea for Theo completely renovating the Dread Doctors entire base and turning it into a very nice living space. And completely taking over their old labs. Playing around with magic and science is always super fun. It'll also double as one hell of a base if the hunters were to attack again. It's the perfect place to turn into his very own technomancy fortified impenetrable fortress. It's warded to hell and back. When designing them Liam was the only person he made sure would always able simply walk in no matter what. That way Liam would always have somewhere safe to run if shit hit the fan when Theo himself wasn't around. It isn't till things actually go sideways again that he gives everyone else limited access through select entrance.
He's also bouncing off a lot of the Dread Doctors abandoned research on various stuff. From weapons to medicine. It's what he spends almost all his time doing. Liam definitely finds the who mad scientist thing attractive. Especially because it leads to Theo gifting him some incredibly interesting things as their relationship progresses.
Theo also builds himself an honest to god hoverboard at some point because Stiles bet he couldn't after seeing Theo had built for what was for all intensive purposes a lightsaber.
He also wards the shit out of Liam's house. And creates a far too over the top, but considering the circumstances reasonable, security system.
This is a fresh and interesting take!
Whenever I imagine Theo's future it's all normalcy and mundanity. I imagine after all that hell he went through he could use a normal ass apple pie life. I imagine him getting a blue collar job, mostly as a mechanic but I'm open to other offers. Of course the supernatural would keep coming at them but for the most part it's just domestic bliss.
But this? Why did I never consider this? The complete opposite of what I've always imagined, but it intrigues. His life has already been touched by the supernatural -and by touched I mean full body tackled- Why not lean into it? It's on his own terms now, he's in control so why would he shy away?
There's a Theo that's traumatized from everything that's happened. That wants to move on from it all, never step foot in another tunnel again. Try and forget every neat trick and biological factiod that'd been stored in his brain for later use. One that benefits from distance. One that's able to make something of himself that he's proud of. But there's also a Theo that moves on in a different way, that faces it head on. That goes into the heart of his trauma, those fucking tunnels where the screams still bounce off the walls and makes it all his own. That takes what the Doctor's forced upon him and uses it to the fullest. That transforms his past into something useful, fun even.
Neither is right over the other. I think I love both. Both leave my boy happy, I think.
Thiam lyric of the day
"Don't be scared of your heart's intuition, you're not born just to die"
"Hearts Intuition" by Aurora
âNuclear Family Monthâ is so funny as a concept. I have never seen a nuclear family worth celebrating.
The Addams
Do Grandmama, Uncle Fester and the rotating cast of possibly existent cousins mean nothing to you? đ
I may in fact be stupid

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I never want to be a complainer but Jesus fuck the place I get my coffee is so inconsistent. Nothing special I'm ordering something off the fucking menu and yet half the time they send it without the flavor. It's like asking for a chocolate muffin and they forget to put the chocolate in. IF I WANTED PLAIN FUCKING COFFEE OD ORDER PLAIN FUCKING COFFEE!!!
I'm so disappointed I want to try and buy another but I already barely had the clams for the first. If anything I'd try and drive up after work because then if they get it wrong I can just get it fixed then and there, unlike me ordering it for delivery to my job BUT THEY CLOSE EARLY AND BY THE TIME IM OFF THEY'LL BE CLOSED!! ugh it's so frustrating I just have to sit in it.
Trying to stop myself from ordering another one.....if they fuck it again I'm out thirty instead of fifteeeeeeeennnnn
I never want to be a complainer but Jesus fuck the place I get my coffee is so inconsistent. Nothing special I'm ordering something off the fucking menu and yet half the time they send it without the flavor. It's like asking for a chocolate muffin and they forget to put the chocolate in. IF I WANTED PLAIN FUCKING COFFEE OD ORDER PLAIN FUCKING COFFEE!!!
I'm so disappointed I want to try and buy another but I already barely had the clams for the first. If anything I'd try and drive up after work because then if they get it wrong I can just get it fixed then and there, unlike me ordering it for delivery to my job BUT THEY CLOSE EARLY AND BY THE TIME IM OFF THEY'LL BE CLOSED!! ugh it's so frustrating I just have to sit in it.
Thiam lyric of the day
"Maybe I'm too emotional, but your apathy is like a wound in salt"
"good 4 u" by Olivia Rodrigo
We all are hip to Theo being fluent in French because of the Dread Doctors but I was thinking the Doctors are from like -I don't want to search it up and I don't remember one of the hundreds, a long ass time ago- so presumably they wouldn't be speaking modern day French and therefore neither would Theo. Now I'm no linguist and I don't know how French back then differed from now but I find the image of Theo speaking to another French speaker and them not knowing what the fuck he's saying. Like it's not even practical in everyday use. He's helping no one with their French homework.
Wait, wait, wait imagine the fic. It's like 3rd person/outsider point of view of one of Liam's colleagues. He's like a history professor at some high end college. And them just being so confused by Liam's blue-collar partner who is somehow fluent in archaic French, the history of the human body, and other things I can't think of right now. It'd be a good 5+1 things. Who knows what the +1 is.
the pack having a camping trip or something and finding out thiam are dating because liam forgot his toothbrush and theo (way to casually, like this has happened multiple times before) sighs and goes: "just use mine"
I love this but must propose:
Liam trying to convince Theo to share his toothbrush, with Theo asserting it's gross/unhygienic. And Liam loudly exclaiming that it's no more gross than sucking on each others tongues....and other bits.

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the pack having a camping trip or something and finding out thiam are dating because liam forgot his toothbrush and theo (way to casually, like this has happened multiple times before) sighs and goes: "just use mine"
I love this but must propose:
Liam trying to convince Theo to share his toothbrush, with Theo asserting it's gross/unhygienic. And Liam loudly exclaiming that it's no more gross than sucking on each others tongues....and other bits.
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Chapter 1: Blue
Theo woke up in the passenger seat of his truck.
It had been months since he had been brought back from the Skinwalkersâ Hell, and heâd been sleeping in his truck ever since. Heâd become homelessâno home, no school, nowhere to goâand he hated it. He wanted something to change. He knew that he was not that Theo âIâll-manipulate-everyone-in-your-pack-and-murder-your-Alpha-so-I-can-steal-his-powerâ Raeken anymore, but he was also not Scott McCall, the True Alpha who always seemed to know what he was doing and somehow managed to drag himself and his friends out of every hot mess.
Heâd been having nightmares, with the heavy bags under his eyes as an unwanted consequence, so it was not unusual for him to wake up at three in the morning, hissing and panting, claws aimlessly thrashing until almost breaking something inside the truck. But not this time, this time it was peaceful instead.
âUgh...â Theo pushed himself upright and peered through the windshield into the pitch darkness outside. The trees in the preserve swayed as the wind brushed through them, dancing against the white-noise backdrop of rustling leaves and creaking branches. It was as if the whole town had decided to take a break from the supernatural bloodbath that had happened not so long ago, pretending nothing had ever happened.
Maybe he should take a break too. Maybe he should just try to get a couple more hours of sleep before forcing himself into thinking about the current hellhole heâd jumped into from another hellhole. Maybe he should just-
The driverâs side door opened. Theo flinched as someone climbed into the truck with a loud slam and started the engine.
âWhat the fu- Get out of my truck! Who are you? Get out!â he screamed in vain as the intruder ignored him and shifted the truck into gear.
âHey! What do you think youâre doing? Get. Out. Of. My. Truck!â he yelled again, suddenly feeling the truck begin to move. âHey, hey, hey! Stop! Stop the car! What the fuck are you doing? Stop it-â
He cut himself off as the truck passed beneath a streetlight, a dim beam briefly illuminating the driverâs face, enough to make Theo freeze.
âLiam?â
The truck swerved through the muddy trail and slammed onto the pavement a little too fast, the tires screeching in protest.
âLiam? What are you doing?â
Liam didnât answer, eyes locked forward, jaw clenched tight.
Rage. Theo could smell it in the air.
âLiam? Are you having an episode? What are you doing? Where are you going?â Theo growled angrily, though he wasnât really mad at Liam. Well, of course he was madâeveryone should be mad if they got kidnapped in their own carâbut right now he was more confused than anything else.
A sharp left turn threw Theo against the side window.
âOw! What the fuck, Liam!â Theo snarled.
The truck rapidly ascended. Theo found himself entering the freeway ramp.
âLiam, where are you going?â
âShut up.â Liam muttered.
âWhat?â
âI said SHUT UP!â
Theo gritted his teeth, eyes still fixed on the young werewolfâs face. The chemosignals in the atmosphere were intoxicating, but he didnât even need his enhanced sense of smell to figure out the fury. Typical fury when an IED explodes. But there was something else laced in it.
They didnât speak for another ten minutes. Theo just somehow allowed himself to be trapped inside a moving vehicle alongside a moving bomb, especially when the bomb himself was the one driving. The truck sped through the freeway lanes like a jet, mocking the âSPEED LIMIT 65â sign like a bad joke. Soon, Theoâs eyes landed on a familiar stele.
âYouâre now leaving Beacon Hills.â he quietly parroted.
They drove for fifteen more minutes in silence, until Theo couldnât stand it anymore.
âLiam. Please. Talk to me. What happened?â he pleaded.
No response.
âCâmon, Liam. Youâre fucking stealing my truck.â
âShould be familiar with that given that weâve literally stolen a police truck before.â Liam muttered.
âWhat? Really, Liam? Youâre throwing that in my face? I was saving your fucking ass from the Ghost Riders, and now youâre just stealing my truck for absolutely no reason.â Theo bellowed, raising his hand in a what-the-fuck gesture. âWith me in it!â
âNo reason?â Liam raised his eyebrow. Theo needed to clench his fist with his claws not to throw a punch at Liamâs face.
âYeah! There wonât be any reason if you just WILL NOT TALK! So Jeez, Liam. Just explain like Iâm five. What happened?â
Another silence.
Theo sighed. What the fuck is happening now!? He hadnât seen any of the McCall packâs members since the end of the war. Was it like, two months ago? And then suddenly Liam showed up interrupting one of his midnight crises and then KIDNAPPED him? Shouldnât he be the one who was out there kidnapping random teenagers for the sake of some wicked experiments?
Theo glanced at the dashboard and suddenly widened his eyes in horror. The fuel gauge was pointing at âEmptyâ.
âLiam! You need to get off the freeway! Now!â he shouted. âThe gas is not going to hold up with your IED fantasy adventure!â
Liamâs hands were still locked on the steering wheel, foot pressing down on the throttle. There was no hint of slowing down.
âLiam! Are you listening? Weâre out of gas!â
The tires screeched with a disturbingly loud noise. Theo was abruptly jolted toward the middle of the truck, which was now aiming at the EXIT sign crossing three lanes at a time. The truck didnât stop at the stoplights and turned right into the cross street. Which was red by the way. It swerved along the street for an additional three minutes and was finally parked at a Chevron.
Theo jumped out of the truck without hesitation, rushed to the driverâs side, and yanked the door open.
âAlright. Get out.â Theo said firmly.
Liam sat still in his seat, not moving a single muscle. Theo swore he could see his full body sink five inches into the seat, as if it were made of slime.
âLiam,â Theo said again. âYou need to tell me whatâs wrong with you, or youâll have to get out of my truck.â
âSo if I tell you whatâs wrong, I can stay in your truck?â Liam said quietly, still staring straight ahead.
âOh God...â Theo rolled his eyes, unable to believe what he had just heard.
They stood/sat in silence for a few minutes, neither of them willing to break this stupid contest. Finally, Theo gave in.
âAlright, fine.â He said. âIf you just tell me what happened, Iâll let you stay inside my truck.â
Liam still didnât say anything, nor did he break his statue impersonation.
â...And Iâll fill up the gas, then get us some food.â
Hearing that, Liam finally raised his head, gazing tentatively at Theo. His eyes sparkled in the dark, like two stars shining in the late summer night, or two stray sparks drifting above a fireplace. Blazing, yet ice-cold. Theo shivered, then he saw a streak of reflection beneath one of Liamâs eyes, painting a line of sorrow.
âLiam, are you-â Theo gasped, but quickly returned to his normal nonchalant tone. âAre you crying?â
Still, nothing came from inside the truck. Just as Theo was about to implode from the silent treatment, Liam spoke.
âPromise me.â
âWhat?â
âPromise me you wonât tell anyone.â
âAs if I have anyone to talk to.â Theo scoffed. âYour pack barely talked to me after the war.â
âJust promise me, will you?â Liam whispered, lowering his head to stare at the concrete.
Pausing for a moment, Theo facepalmed and sighed. âOkay, I promise I wonât tell anyone. So could you please tell me whatâs wrong?â
The little werewolf raised his head again, but instead of just staring at the older boy, he flashed his eyes, shooting two fierce beams of light into the chimeraâs confusion.
They were blue.
Blue as the ocean, beautiful yet dreadful. Blue as the flame at the tip of a torch, hypnotizing yet treacherous. Blue as death.
Theoâs eyes widened in shock.
âLiam, what the hell happened to your eyes?â