Time for my once a decade mental breakdown

“I remember all the things you did to make me happy. I remember all the times you proved you cared. I remember the way you looked at me each time I smiled up at you.

“I dreamt last night that you came back. You layed there, holding onto me, the words dripping off your tongue like honey as you apologized for leaving and when you kissed me you tasted of it too. We kissed and kissed, pouring every apology, every tear, every ounce of love into each other. I awoke screaming, not because I hated it, not because it was a nightmare, but because it was everything I had been wishing for.”

“It’s an awful feeling not knowing where you stand with someone.”

“The worst feeling in life is not being lonely. It’s being forgotten by someone you could not forget.”

“I guess sleep is a good place to go, when you’ve got no one to hold”

“Feeling lonely, feeling forgotten”

“girls care too soon and guys care too late”

I know I’m nothing special, but I hope you’ll never replace me.