move forward

3 codes (same pt), 1 self extubation (my pt), 1 intubation (not my pt but I was the only one avail to help), 1 admit so far, 2 more admits

The codes, self extubation, and intubation, were ALL happening at the SAME time.

I can’t believe I’ve made it this far, but at the same time, I’m happy to be alive despite all the challenges and hardships I’ve faced in my life. I can still count all my blessings and be thankful for the things I am lucky for.

Maybe perfection exists as something closer to the feeling of waking up from a nap with the warmth of the sun caressing your face, or eating a full meal and falling asleep while listening to sounds of soft rain outside. Life isn’t perfect, but it’s about the process… getting to the place where we find content. Yeah, it’s annoying, yeah it’s probably gonna take awhile — it’s probably gonna take a damn long time, but we still set goals for it. Why do we do that? I don’t know. I guess that is what it means to be human. We keep trying, we only can do our best.