one band one dream one direction

one direction will always be so so so bittersweet to me like they were such a foundation of my teenage years while at the same time those boys were spending most of their days trapped in hotel rooms or waking up at 2 am to record an album and non stop touring and working so much more than anyone let alone a bunch of teenage boys should work and its always been hard to reconcile those two realities especially on a day like today because god when they were good together, they were so good together.

…. and yes…. i’ve let u…. use me from the day….. that we first met… but i’m not…. done yet…. falling for ur….. fool’s gold….

“That’s gonna be a gorgeous baby, innit?! Zayn Malik and Gigi Hadid??!!! It’s like a joke! Probably a good time to have a baby right now though if you’re an international super model, cause you ain’t being international now and there’s nowhere to model. It’s a dream life right now that, isn’t it? Up the duff with Zayn Malik’s baby, relaxing on a farm in Pennsylvania. That’s one way to do quarantine. ‘How did you do it?’ ‘I was impregnated by Zayn Malik. Yourself?’ ‘Oh, I organized my airing cupboard.’”