Who knew emptiness could feel so heavy?

all I want is to be the one on the other end of a drunk call. To be the one someone else is crying over, just for once. I just want to feel wanted. For once I don't want to be the one left heartbroken.

“Who are we trying to fool? We just weren’t meant to be, no matter how much we try to pretend we are.”

I’m not ok, this isn’t right

“So maybe, I am more in love with the ache in my heart rather than with the person I’ll be happy with.”

The first heartbreak is always the hardest, it feels like someone ripped your heart out of your chest. Then, as if only just realizing the monumental impact of their action, shoved it back into your chest before retreating. For weeks, perhaps even months, food has little taste, going out with your friends has no appeal, experiences just hold no merit to you any longer. You wake up, only to wish you were still asleep. It’s true, the first heartbreak may perhaps be the hardest thing you will ever have to experience. But the bright side is it will never be this hard ever again.