Stuff/for/me2

I think alot of people don't understand that not everything that is said is about them. For example, under basically every post trying to defend Leah as Annabeth and to point out the racism that is targeted towards her because of some Riordan fans, alot of fans will come to the comments, ignoring the clear message aimed at racists to make up a fight as if they were targeted. Leah is an amazing Actress who doesn't deserve any hate. SO the people who go to the actress to whine are just a whole different conversation. If you wanted a book-accurate Annabeth because you resonated with her, don't like the personality change (not Leah's choice), etc. Then the message isn't for you. Don't try to act like you're the victim when the conversation isn't about you. If you wanted a book accurate Anneabeth, then cool, but if you are also hating on the actress for her being black, then you are the problem. You are who alot of people have to defend someone who is a minor from.

So. New Uni student yippe but also broke asf then the brilliant idea dawned on me. I COULD MAKE COMMISIONS. AM I good? Personally I don't think so, other people think I am but ya know imposter syndrome. BUT I'm doing it for the money and to get more art experience so your local rambler is going to be opening art (maybe writing) commissions soon! Also I now have a twitter because who doesn't at this point.

"If aphrodite had just stayed with Hephaestus he wouldn't have had to do that—"

Why have we normalized really toxic and not okay relationships in media in the excuse of 'it's fae x human' like GIRL WHAT?!

It's okay if the fae is hundreds of years old if they are also (in fae years) THE SAME AGE AS THE HUMAN OR AROUND THE SAME AGE.

It isn't okay when the human is barely legal and the fae IS NEARLY A PDF. OR WHEN THE HUMAN ISNT LEGAL AND THE FAE IS A PDF.

Also the amount of grooming, sa, kidnapping, gaslighting, etc that is excused and not even acknowledged is— it makes me lose braincells. and this ain't even from dark romance no it's fantasy yet all this SHOWS UP. CONSTANTLY.

Im starting to hate reading fantasy books mainly because of this. I can't. Like. WHAT?!

*cough* oh yeah sorry I just wanted to read a little fantasy romance book this'll be so FUN! *Queue the love interest being nearly a pdf, kidnapping, grooming, gaslighting, saing, the Mc every chance he gets* OH.. okay maybe it'll be acknowledged *it isn't acknowledged and when it is acknowledged it's made into a joke* GET HELP PEOPLE

Like— Achilles and patroclus's relationship was so complex that it's sparked a life long debate between many generations on if they were gay or not. Some reason they were close friends, others brothers in arms, others lovers, others see that their soulamtes holding a bond that's not describable by words.

And now that's happening with Viktor and jayce in the arcane Fandom. halp— LIKE ITS LITERALLY HAPPENING. ARCANE HAS RESPARKED THAT DEBATE TOWARDS NEW FICTIINAL CHARACTERS SOMEHOW. Do yall know how difficult that is?! All I see in any post about arcane is a debate about their relationship jsut like how whenever the Iliad is brought up patroclus and Achilles relationship is mentioned.

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The whispyness of Jaces voice the look of eide eyes and constricted pupils constantly moving through dilation as his mind runs his rapid movements during talking but he doesn't move his hands like he usually does instead it's his shoulders and head. His smile that lingers even when Viktor looks destroyed and difference and the way his eyes are trained on Victor's face the only minute he isn't smiling is when his eyes trail off from Victor's face.

"I must get back to the lab"

"My place is here in the lab with you"

Jayce gets destroyed so quickly during those days without Viktor. He falls apart. He didn't understand before how heavily he relied on Viktor because before then he didn't have Viktor. But now. Now he understands ever since Viktors come I to his life Viktor is the one that's been holding him together.

Now jayce believes he's the one that needs to take the role of holding Viktor together which is why he's straight to comforting Viktor trying trying mimic his soft gaze and the way Viktors shoulders and head moves instead of hands. Yet it doesn't work.

Ethan and Jason in Tartarus

A few jason one shots (just a book of jaosn one shots lmaoo)

Maybe an oliver spring story about him trying to find himself while a teen

Possibly a Michael holden fanfic going into depth about how he's not okay

Before it's to late.

Most of the time adults rationalize themselves not helping teenagers during their depression as them 'being hormonal'or 'jsut being a teenager' and it's jsut accepted. It shouldn't. It's a shitty fuckign excuse that makes no sense. If you see your teen is struggling help even if you think it's them jsut being a teen or hormonal they still need help. You helping them in these small moments stops most of thenhig moments like depression and suicide.

A big thing about solitare and even heartstopper is how the people around us IGNORE issues for the dumbest reasons and then blame the people who are mentally well for not getting help immediately. How could we get help when you just say it's hormones or us being teenagers.

Tori's father saying she needs to try. SHE NEEDS HELP.

Toris friend acknowledging and telling her she's getting worse. Then also not helping and distancing themselves from her.

Michael holden being seen as a freak in school yet no one inquiries why he is like this way the teacher scolding him for not getting good grades instead of trying to help and understand!

Aled and tori are examples of WHAT CAN HAPPEN WHEN YOU DOTN HELP. HELP FOR FUCK SAKE. IT IS NEVER JSUT BEING A TEENAGER. ITS NEVER JSUT HORMONES. WE ARE FULL OF EMOTIONS AND WE NEED HELP LEARNING HOW TO SAFELY RESIDE IN THEM.

Toris attempt could've been stopped. Aled could've gotten better quicker. Michael could have made friends sooner. So many peoples struggles could have been helped. Could have been saved.

Patience kills. Ignorance kills.

Paying attention is love.

"He scarred you?"

"You're mother scarred you!"

"Mine did it for the good. Your father was just being a right on d— bad person."

"She took your eye... and you still ended up down here."

"Yeah. Well. It was for the best, for the good of the world, for fate to be put in place."

"You were 12. That shouldn't have been put on your shoulders."

"...show me your scar, I'll show you mine?"

LITTLE CONVO I HAD IN MY HEAD WITH JASON AND ETHAN IDFK I ACTUALLY SHOULD WEITE STORIES FOR THESE GUYS BUT EXAMS ARE SOOOON.