Bill Cipher's Illegitimate Son

this is my mental illness account

I have returned

god I hate having DID

sometimes I dislike being a system a shit ton because why tf is Perry the Platypus in my fucking head????

god gave me all this disabling mental illness because he knew that if I was stable, I'd somehow take over heaven n kick his ass outta there

me after my therapist tells me that my very cool and normal behaviour (bpd symptoms) aren't cool and normal at all:

trauma holder: *tells us about an extremely horrific thing that has happened to us*

Spider-man: Across the Spider-Verse really resonated with us a shit ton as a system. like watching that movie through the lens of all of them being alters in a system had us like:

We got into an argument with our older sister, locked ourself in our bedroom and had a mental break down, posted an angry vent on reddit, and now we're sitting on our bed completely fine and just wishing we had some chocolate while explaining to our friend why we ship Miles Morales and Marinette Dupain-Cheng from miraculous ladybug and cat noir while also drinking a cocktail

sometimes when alters are arguing and being assholes to each other and/or me, I just take xanax and go to sleep so they can't say shit anymore

trying my best to regulate my emotions so I'm not pulled away from fronting