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hey guys i dont think i was meant to live this long lol

would anyone care if i killed myself besidess my boyfriend idek anymore

i might have a drinking problem lol

recovering from an eating disorder is not for the weak bc why am i feeling guilty for eating two sandwiches at 5 in the afternoon after not eating all day. i dont even weigh that much and even if i did thats not a moral failure. why do i feel guilty for eating stuff. what. im also drunk

i want to kill myself. i cant post this anywhere else bc everyone will freak out. but i want to kill myself so fucking bad.

my partner is blasting creed while making me a grilled cheese rn i love him so much

ive been crying almost non stop since last night bc of my period and im about to .3 seconds away from doing something real drastic bc frankly i cant fucking take this anymore