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❛ i wasn’t in love with him. ❜

❛ i loved him. of course! it was impossible not to. ❜

❛ everyone loved you. everyone wanted to be around you. ❜

❛ i protected him. i was honest with him. ❜

❛ it's just you and me, mate. and the girl with agoraphobia, but she's in her room. ❜

❛ are you telling me you spent your summer reading the bible? ❜

❛ oh no no. not, uh, friend. more an admirer. from afar. ❜

❛ so you're picking apart the style my essay instead of the substance? ❜

❛ it's not what you argue but how. ❜

❛ fuck, that's kind. are you serious? ❜

❛ i don't smoke. ❜

❛ he’s been expelled from almost every school in england for sucking off the teachers. ❜

❛ there aren’t any pictures of me as a kid. ❜

❛ you look different. ❜

❛ harsh! that is so harsh! you’re such a snob! ❜

❛ only rich people can afford to be this filthy. ❜

❛ do you think he'll be jealous? ❜

❛ no, i'm not like you. this is all i have. ❜

❛ this feels a bit fucking stupid now to be honest. ❜

❛ honestly? i don't think i'll ever go home again. ❜

❛ just be yourself! they'll love you! ❜

❛ everybody just goes to ruin, i suppose. ❜

❛ but darling you're kind about everyone, you can't be trusted. ❜

❛ i have a complete and utter horror of ugliness. ❜

❛ because you're a terrible person? ❜

❛ daddy always said that i'd end up at the bottom of the thames. ❜

❛ fucking hell you gave me a fright. ❜

❛ i wanted to have a look at the moon. it's nearly full. do you know what that means? ❜

❛ i'm cold blooded. we're all cold blooded, haven't you noticed? ❜

❛ because you’re so fucking beautiful. ❜

❛ you're in your see-through nightdress underneath my window. ❜

❛ i could just eat you. ❜

❛ lucky for you i'm a vampire. ❜

❛ bring on the slutty fairies. ❜

❛ it's just fucking cringe, mate. ❜

❛ what a little shit-stirrer. ❜

❛ it’s just so disappointing. you're just another one of his toys. ❜

❛ alright, fuck this. i'm getting a drink. ❜

❛ are you going to behave from now on? ❜

❛ i mean, you’re a fucking liar… why would you lie? ❜

❛ ...i just wanted to be your friend. ❜

❛ you can’t ignore me forever. ❜

❛ can you fuck off and bother somebody else? ❜

❛ you really do notice everything don't you? ❜

❛ you can’t just throw me away. ❜

❛ i just gave you what you wanted. like everyone else does! ❜

❛ everyone puts on a show for you. so i’m sorry if my performance wasn’t good enough. ❜

❛ i just need you to understand how much i fucking love you. ❜

❛ i'm still the same person. ❜

❛ i don't know what you are. but i do know you make my fucking blood run cold. ❜

❛ it was the end of everything. ❜

❛ none of us wants your bloody american feelings! ❜

❛ your politeness is so grating. do you know that? ❜

❛ you're always skulking around. weaving your spider web. ❜

❛ i think you're a moth. quiet. harmless. drawn to shiny things. batting up against the window… just desperate to get in. ❜

❛ you've made your holes in everything. you'll eat us from the inside out. ❜

❛ you ate him right up. and you licked the fucking plate.❜

❛ have you been happy? ❜

lyric sentence memes from eric nam’s album, before we begin.   DISCLAIMER:  some lyrics have been modified for roleplay purposes.  feel free to change any pronouns as needed !   more under the cut due to length

COME THROUGH

❝ i’m kinda buzzin’ now. ❞

❝ i look around, thinking you’ll be here any second now. ❞

❝ my heart is open. ❞

❝ i’ve been looking for you. ❞

❝ i know that it’s you. ❞

❝ liquid courage has me thinking out loud. ❞

❝ wait, am i hallucinating? ❞

❝ i need you to come and save me. ❞

' i was told a quest isn't a quest until you say so. '

' you seem busy. i'll come back. '

' time is short. '

' customarily, one waits to hear a name or two before choosing. '

' are you sure you don't wanna hear more? '

' if the mission requires someone to push me down a flight of stairs for it to succeed, you'd want someone who won't hesitate when they do it. '

' dude, what have you been eating? '

' whoa, hey, wait. i'm not trying to antagonize you. i'm just genuinely curious. '

' so, who'd you choose to go with you? '

' ...funny. no, seriously. who'd you choose? '

' i chose you. '

' i trust you. and right now, nothing's more important than that. '

' i'm gonna pack the best snacks. '

' how much money did they give you? '

' i think they're canadian, maybe? or from chuck e cheese. '

' dollars for human world, drachmas for mythic world. '

' i brought you this. '

' well, these are... interesting. '

' a gift... from my dad. '

' i thought about choosing you before choosing _______. '

' hey, ________ is a lot stronger than people think. '

' i was afraid. '

' i can't let anything stop me. '

' just take care of each other out there. '

' she's really gonna miss that tree, huh? '

' the most powerful being in the universe's idea to save his daughter's life was to turn her into a tree? '

' she was the bravest demigod i ever knew. '

' she fought valiantly, and she met a hero's fate. '

' she met a pinecone's fate. '

' forbidden children are always in danger; even the strongest ones. '

' do exactly as i say, and maybe you survive this. '

' does she think she's in charge? '

' who'd you think would be in charge? '

' i guess i thought we'd do show of hands or something. '

' heroes' quests are world defining events. '

' a quest is a sacred thing, and to be charged with one is to be in conversation with the gods themselves. '

' there is no way this is what sacred smells like. '

' we're soldiers on a mission. it's not a vacation. '

' it isn't just the monsters that are gonna be trying to stop us. '

' it smells terrible back here. '

' monsters can't smell you through that, so that's where i want you. '

' i wanna vote. '

' there's no voting. '

' i really don't wanna be a tie-breaker. '

' oh golly, the road's gettin' bumpy... '

' dude, what are you doing? '

' our voting system's broken. '

' they smell fear. '

' that's bees. '

' nothing will stop them. not even death. '

' if you guys were better at your job, i might not have noticed you here so easily. '

' you're not the frightened little girl i came for all those years ago. '

' don't kid yourself. i wasn't that afraid. '

' i'm here to collect your friend. '

' some children must learn the hard way. '

' look, i'm not against the idea of consensus, i'm just not sure the song is doing what you think it is. '

' why are you so afraid of who you are? '

' you are a part of something so much bigger than we can understand right now. '

' we have to move forward, whether you like it or not. whether you want to or not. '

' i wasn't like you, sweet heart. i was you. '

' i had embarrassed her and i needed to be punished. not him, me. '

' so, we're gonna need a new plan. '

' we are not our parents until we choose to be. '

' maybe things need to get a little upsetting before they move forward. '

' they will see this as impertinent. '