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β she's easy on the eyes. β
β her soul is black and it's a fact. β
β so take what you want, take what you can, take what you please. β
β ask for forgiveness, never permission. β
β It's in the blood and this is tradition. β
β they dress her up in golden crowns, her smile hides a lie. β
β you can take it back it's good as gone. β
β this is your soul, iΒ hope what's left will last all summer long. β
β they said that boys were boys but they were wrong. β
β don't call me by my name, all of this is temporary. β
β watch as i step away, for your sake. β
β maybe i can hold you in the dark. β
β leaving through the door without a word. you won't even notice, little bird. β
β better off dead, so i reckon i'm heading to hell instead. β
β don't wait for me, it's not a happy ending. β
β to sort out all his bullshit, to figurΠ΅ out the treason β
β jesus, you've got better lips than judas. β
β i could give you bad one, otherwise i'm useless. β
β 'cause who the fuck would choose this? β
β i'm only whatever you make me. β
β you make me more and more a villain every day. β
β you donβt know you reap, you sow. β
β whatever you give to me from yourself you take. β
β well if you're a hater then hate the creator, it's in your image iβm made. β
β 'cause i'll hang myself if you'd give me rope. β
β i got so much faith and lost all hope. β
β one eye broken and one eye bruised, βcause I gave myself away for you. β
β you liar, you don't love me too. β
β my heart is massive but it's empty. β
β gasping for some real attention, some undivided hypertension. β
β losing you is easier than lying to myself.Β β
β i'm perfection when it comes to first impressions. β
β you got me thinkin' that i was too mean. β
β everything that I say I believe. β
β tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve. β
β i am disruptive, i've been corrupted. β
β by now I don't need a fuckin' introduction. β
β you know I get too caught up in the moment. β
β i can't call it love if i show it. β
β i just fuck things up if you notice. β
β have you noticed? tell me, have you noticed? β
β now i'm wondering if i ever wanted to hold you. β
β you'd let anybody with a body control you, and you know it too. β
β the more that you have, the more that they'll take. β
β i'm not your daydream, i won't have your baby. β
β it's a shot in the dark, i'm not a walk in the park. β
β this girl is a gun, and we been havin' some fun. β
β i can show you if you turn the lights on. β
β i keep waitin' for love to come and swallow me up. β
β I feel better when the boys stop callin'. β
β this girl is a gun, before you know it, it's done. β
β god is a gun, he can have what he wants. β
β let me show you how to touch my trigger.Β β
β makin' me crazy from mornin' to evenin'. β
β i can't not take it, i love it, i break it. β
β it's never enough, so I'm givin' you up. β
β i don't know what you want from me. β
β now what the fuck does all this mean? β
β my tears are falling flawlessly now. β
β go on and be a big girl, you asked for this now. β
β who the hell is in your bed? β
β you gotta kiss goodnight and give some head. β
β i want my cake on a silver plater, iΒ want a fistful in my hands. β
β i want a beautiful boy's despondent laughter. β
β i wanna ruin all my plans. β
β i want a fist around my throat. β
β i wanna cry so hard, i choke. β
β i want everything i ask for. β
β really can't remember where i left my spine. β
β maybe I'll be better if I take my meds. β
β darling don't you weep, there's a place for me. β
β somewhere we can sleep, see you in your dreams. β
β ever since i was a little girl i found this sweet. β
β all the little flowers give me something to believe in. β
β never knew the feeling of a stable home, been a couple years of living on the road. β
β only you have showed me how to love me in a life. β
β until it's time to see the light, i'll make my own with you each night. β
β i'll kidnap all the stars and i will keep them in your eyes. β
β i won't die for love, but i've got a body here to bury. β
β the parts of myself that i've hated... i can't tell which ones are mine and which I created. β
β you could have my heart and i would break it for you. β
β i try to be careful with the thing inside my chest. β
β so you can forget me , i'll leave if you let me. β
β please don't leave, don't leave me in the shape you left me. β
β just leave me in the place you found me safe and soundly. β
β she's on the tip of my tongue, she's on the top of my thighs. β
β open your mouth, i got a surprise. β
β all i can taste is the blood in my mouth and the bitterness in goodbye. β
β drippin' like honΠ΅y, down the back of my throat and on the front of my mind. β
β she stings like she means it, she's mean and she's mine. β
β i love every second, it's fuckin' fantastic β
β she's hell in a basket just makin' a racket. β
β good things aren't easy to get, iΒ know that i won't regret you. β
β between my fingers, she leaves then she lingers. β
β you sabotage the things you love the most. β
β this is the voice in your head that says, "you do not want this". β
β this is the ache that says, "you do not want him". β
β bet I could fuck him. β
β why do you need love so badly? β
β i've got a monster inside me. β
β think that you know me? you think that you could if you hold me? β
β think you could try to console me, but i do not know me. β
I AM NOT A WOMAN, IβM A GOD
β i am not a woman, i'm a god. β
β i am not a martyr, i'm a problem. β
β i am not a legend, i'm a fraud. β
β keep your heart, 'cause i already got one. β
β every day i've got a smile where my frown goes. β
β maybe i could be a different human in a new place. β
β i just wanna feel something, tell me where to go. β
β i stay right herΠ΅ 'cause i'm better all alonΠ΅. β
β iΒ never listen but i see you with my eyes closed. β
β it really does hurt when you love someone. β
β from a tender age i was closed with rage. β
β i went swimming with the devil at the bottom of a lake.Β β
β he wasβtall and meanβwith venom eyes so green. β
β i'll allure you like a landslide and I'll show you lovely things. β
β he kissed me on the mouth and dug his fingers in my thighs. β
β a sailor ain't a savior 'cause they only tell you lies. β
β he's laying in the water, begging god to let him down. β
β iΒ showed him all my teeth and then i laughed out loud. β
β i never wanted saving, i just wanted to be found. β
β that should teach a man to mess with me. β
β i'm glad i met the devil 'cause he showed me i was weak, and a little piece of him is a little piece of me. β
β i can't decide if i love you more at morning or i love you more at night. β
β the moon don't pick sides and the sun won't resign until you're by my side. β
β your beauty is a blessing.Β β
β i never got to tell you how iΒ lovΠ΅d the way my eyes makΠ΅ yours look green. β
β i think we could live forever in each others faces. β
β if we don't live forever maybe one day we'll trade places. β
β darling, you will bury me before i bury you. β
β i'll never know if there's danger in confession. β
β it's memory that presses like a blade against my throat. β
β or to die without revealing that you got inside my head. β
β love is just a currency so take my pockets, and take me home. β
β take my life, and take my soul, wrap me in a wedding ring. β