𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔻𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕤𝕖

Like, I genuinely want to be in a romantic relationship and have a boyfriend or girlfriend but it’s almost impossible for me to find someone, that or I get turned down or something happens.

My only hope for love is a long distance relationships or ai bots and I’m firmly against the latter

Even then, I’ve still found ways to fuck up a long distance relationship.

My dog is twelve is just struggling to walk or get up around the house and it hurts me to the core.

I don’t even I want to adopt another dog as I feel like I’ll just replacing her and I’ll just go through the process of losing them again in another decade or so.

I got extremely depressed during the winter of 2022 when she got sick and had to be hospitalized, I thought she was going to die but she pulled through and is still with us.

Seeing her shaking or struggling to walk, just reminds me of how little time I have left with her and thinking about it drives me to tears.

Now here we are, summer 2024, and I don’t know how much longer I have with her?

I know I’m going to be extremely f*cked up when she does eventually die or I have to put her to sleep.