🍓🫐Henlo, Don’t Be Shy🫐🍓

Uhhhhh guys?

This isn’t a call out but rather just me venting my feelings… because it’s badly effecting me.

As of lately whenever I want to interact with people, whom I assumed were friends, I feel like after chatting for a short bit I’m just left on seen and forgotten. I always feel like I have to start the conversation and even when I do, I can’t help that in the back of my mind when the people I look up to, that I follow and admire; I can’t help but feel like they’re just talking to me out of pity.

“Oh, but they’re just busy in real life.”

Sure, yet I see them take the time to comment other people I follow…

“Oh you’re just not active- -posting and interacting.”

So, am I suppose to be the one to start up a conversation? That’s pretty tiresome…

“You’re overreacting, it’s not true.”

You say that but in the back of my mind I can’t help but have these thoughts…

“No one is obligated to you 24/7. They’ll get to you when they can.”

Okay… so how long do I wait? Days? Weeks? Months? Honestly it just hurts…

Even the thought of reaching out to start a chat again I can’t but feel like I’m just an outsider to the ones I follow and admire. I can’t help but feel like maybe they find me boring… maybe I’m weird… or maybe I’m just well loved or have an amazing talent. Honestly all of these thoughts and emotions have been bottling up inside me to the point I’m just going to snap one day. I don’t want that. That’s why I’m typing this… I also don’t want to accuse any one of being straight up mean. But I couldn’t bottle up my thoughts and worries…

Magical March Day 2 - Dog

No cute magical outfit for Cordie but she’s got a big ass magical Kanabō covered in cute stickers and some wolves/dogs at her command.

Magical March Day 1 - Rabbit

Pokey seems to be confused as to why she’s now a magical girl, but at least she’s got a colony of Jax rabbits to protect her.

Happy ₗₐₜₑ Valentine’s Day!

Be careful of whom you trust…