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Hai! I’m Damien!

I’m an alter in a system! I manage our depression, panic disorder and Bpd.

I enjoy a mix of feminine and masculine things. For example I love cooking, dressing up, skincare, hair care. I also enjoy Cars and motorcycles

This blog is going to be a mix of me talking about stuff that happens irl and also a mix of me showing off my interests.

Sometimes I vent on here because I struggle with our feelings and I get sappy a lot.

I am mentally 25

BUT

The body is 20 years old so please do not treat me like a 25 year old

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• #Jam- random thoughts

• #Diced- system thoughts

•#Smashed- Vent

#Blended- Rant (doesn’t mean anything)

#Frozen- Rant ( Means something)

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I don’t want to do anything I just want to bed Rot. I fucking hate that she had to die why did she have to die? My abuser and groomer is going to be at her funeral I can’t go I fucking hate everyone I hate everything. Just make it stop please

#grief #idfk

I’m tired of texting first!! With EVERYONE

Fuck you!!

I hate that I’m always the one texting first! Nobody actually wants a conversation with me! Nobody actually cares what I want or what I’m doing! They all just want to fucking use me! And as soon as I’m boring then it’ll go away again!

swarmofravens

Memory loss doesn't look like what I thought it would. I spent several years convinced I could have a dissociative disorder primarily because I "didn't experience memory loss". I wasn't waking up in a strange place unaware of how I got there. I wasn't having people I'd never met come up to me and call me by a different name. I wasn't finding things I'd bought unintentionally or projects I'd done with no recollection of doing them. But I was, not remembering why I was upset in the middle of crying. Finding journal entries I didn't write. Suddenly not liking music I saved on a playlist named 'my favorite songs ever'. Randomly wanting to make drastic changes to my appearance and then forgetting why I wanted to look like that. Not knowing what day of the week it was, or how many days it had been since I did something (was that this morning or 3 days ago). Having friends tell me I was acting differently when I thought that was how I always acted.

Every single day I lose more faith in humanity because we work the evil serving job.

#system #did system #plural system

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miu-tastic

how it fuckin feels when you’re co-con with someone and you’re procrastinating a task that you told them that you’d do

strawberrydreamsicles

I ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGED A PRO ENDO HASHTAG IM GONNA KMS

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Oh you thought it was over? NOPE!!! Relative dying!! HAHA!! Can’t go to the funeral because your abusers and groomer is gonna be there!!! AAAAAGHHHHHH FUCK THIS FAMILY!!!!!!! I HATE YOU

I ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGED A PRO ENDO HASHTAG IM GONNA KMS

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I made homemade cheesecake but now I have this dread that I can’t give it to anyone otherwise they’ll yell at me about how horrible it is.

I spent all day on it I can’t handle it right now.

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Nvm I was being dramatic as per usual

I made homemade cheesecake but now I have this dread that I can’t give it to anyone otherwise they’ll yell at me about how horrible it is.

I spent all day on it I can’t handle it right now.

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I have to scream into my hands in the back every Sunday because we get such a bad rush. And it NEVER ENDS

#system rant #rant #server rant

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localmechanicboy

I just realized that most of our vocal tics are caused by fucking Damien watching so many bird videos over and over

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I’m sorry!!! I just want a pet bird

ITS TOO HOT!!

I hate being paranoid over nothing!! I hate being angry like this! It doesn’t make sense! I’ve worked so hard to manage my anger and the SECOND I have a horrible day it’s like all my logic gets thrown out the window!

I don’t want to be angry I was only known as the angry alter. I don’t want to be known for that again.

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movedaccounts111

Yes, your friend will "change" if they come out as a system to you. They seem like they're changing because they're trying to unmask around you and let their alters be themselves and not hide amnesia and other aspects of the disorder as much.

I understand it can be hard to realize your friend isn't exactly how you thought they were, but they're still you're friend. It's likely you've met their other alters, they just didn't say who they were.

Please support you friend, even if it's seemed like they've changed.

Photobashing of me and Cosmo

#artists on tumblr #photobash #artist #artwork #system #system art

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