🦋 PeskyBee 🦋

LESTAT WOULD RATHER DIE IN THE HANDS OF HIS LOVE RATHER THAN LIVE A LIFE WHERE HE FIGHTS BACK AND KILLS/DEFEATS LOUIS FOR HIS BETRAYAL AND BE ALONE AND NEVER HAVE THAT LOVE AGAIN. IM SO UNWELL. HE’D RATHER DIE!! I HAVE LOVED YOU WITH ALL MYSELF ! HE WOULD RATHER DIE

but also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lestat loved it when louis fought back, he wanted him to fully embrace himself without apology, all of the dark and ugly and cruel sides of himself and loved him for all of his imperfections, while armand has to stop louis from "acting out" and feels the need to save him from himself. god. god!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lestat loved it when louis fought back, he wanted him to fully embrace himself without apology, all of the dark and ugly and cruel sides of himself and loved him for all of his imperfections, while armand has to stop louis from "acting out" and feels the need to save him from himself. god. god!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the way making antoinette record the song for louis is finally how lestat got the reaction he always wanted from louis, the one he expected when he first even started this whole thing with antoinette. he wanted to get a rise out of louis, have him finally show he cares and desires lestat with the same intensity as him.  when he heard louis swam the mississippi to get to him, you could literally see lestat fall in love with him all over again.