ok home now. in july of this year I had a new neighbor move in above me and I exchanged numbers with him when we started talking in the hallway about our apartment complex's roach problem. he then used this as an opportunity to try and catch a date with me. I turned him down, but no matter how much I do or how many texts of his go unread he still continues to message me like this.
the walls here are paper thin and he can hear when I leave/enter my apartment, and with increasing frequency he leaves his apartment at the same time as me to try and talk to me. he's old enough to be my father btw and this is the message he sent me after trying to talk to me when I was checking my mail. my "outfit" was literally paint and glue-covered leggings and an oversized dirty tshirt. I literally just want to be left the fuck alone but no matter what I say this guy won't and I'm afraid to be too assertive because he literally lives in the same place as me and I'm worried it would backfire.
I've been trying to move out because, in addition to the harassment I've faced, there's a nasty cockroach infestation and a slew of other health and safety concerns. barely any of the appliances work and nothing is being done about the roaches of course. but I've had very little luck finding a new apartment even with a support team of professionals that are meant to help me with it.
this apartment was supposed to be a place I could finally heal but it's turned into a complete nightmare for me. I barely sleep at night. I don't eat enough. I'm always tense. My lease ends in January and there's no way my landlord is going to want to resign bc I've taken legal action against him for failing to make repairs, so one way or another the end is in sight.
what I'd like to do is raise enough money for a motel room for a few days, just so I can get some sleep somewhere I feel safer than here. I have severe ptsd and this entire circumstance is kicking my ass to say the least. I just want to sleep, and be able to take a hot bath for my chronic pain, even just for a little bit so I can get the rest to keep going. I'd need help with transit to and from as well, but an uber isn't much and I can take public transit if it comes down to it. I've found some rooms in the upper 40s to mid 50-dollar range, even with fees, which is pretty doable. I'm not looking for luxury here at all, just somewhere to get away for a bit so I can be alone + calm down.
my p4yp.l is [email protected] and my v3nnmo is alumirust. even just a few dollars helps! that's a few dollars I didn't have before!! I really mean it, a single $ has made the difference between being able to eat vs not many times
additionally I still have a lot of art for sale, and I'd ask you to please consider purchasing and/or signal boosting that post in addition to this one! I do not have the mental or physical energy at this time to have commissions open but hope to again soon, once I'm out of here. I'm sorry for the novel length post I just have a lot to say + I'm still freaking out to be honest
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