SOUSA

firm believer you can't be a ''good person''. too much niuance to life.

you can be good (adjective) but you cannot be good (identity)

if you think you are good (identity) you are more likely to cause harm as you don't consider yourself to be capable of it

having art as your job or school focus is so embarrasing you'll be crashing out like fuuckkk... fuuckk ive got all these images due... my shapes and colors deadline is coming up.... fuckkk....

i spend a lot of time looking at people at the bus stop or at the grocery store or sitting at the cafe like i watch people in their day to day lives so i see such a vast and diverse sea of faces, of bodies, and i take comfort from seeing normal people because it is an instant reminder that most people aren’t preternatural 10s with banging bodies and smooth hair and white teeth, most people are “flawed” in some way, but nonetheless can be so beautiful and interesting to look at.

Can't be sincerely dark without being called edgy, can't be sincerely emotional without being called melodramatic, can't be sincerely silly without being called stupid. They're gonna hate every emotion you put in your art no matter what so make it anyway and be as sincere as you can be

Wow, can't believe that all it took was my friend saying I am a little bit depressed to make me bawl my eyes out

I honestly don't like making personal posts and all. But I guess I am going through it™ right now