ᛝrenᛝ𓈒✿˚ ׁ

i will post a lot of vents on this blog, so if you are easily triggered by topics related to mental health and such, you don't have to read it . it can and will get serious sometimes .

i'm not doing too well right now, so please bear with me

dni if you are homophobic, racist, sexist, ableist, a proshipper, or just a real creep

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tags

a friendly reminder: life has no meaning

vents

court adjourned!

rants, silly stuff, general

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finally...about me !

my styles are mainly jirai kei and lolita ✿

as for hobbies :

songwriting, producing, playing video games, reading manga/watching anime, creating fictional scenarios (basically daydreaming), being useless

music :

i love rock, alternative, hyperpop, vocaloid/j-pop, and visual kei !

please give me recommendations 𝄞

currently listening to :

msi (i don't support), weezer, mcr, gorillaz, laufey, mitski, pinkpantheress, asteria, 6arelyhuman, kets4eki, maretu, kanaria, malice mizer, madmans esprit, kaneto-juusei, buck-tick

other media :

it changes a lot but i like gacha games, horror + visual novels, and manga/anime

btw my pfp is towa from slow damage! he’s one of my biggest kins

sadly, the game goes over my $0.00 budget :((((

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begging for mooties ! !

i'll probably post often but also whenever i find the motivation

i'll respond to every ask and i'm quite active on tumblr 𓊆❤︎𓊇

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if you have read everything, thank you so much ! ! !

i’ve always related to riddle because of his trauma/actions. from a young age, i’ve felt a lot of academic pressure or the need to excel (asian parents am i right). his studying also prevents him from seeing people he is close to, and i mostly can’t hang out with friends outside of school because of my tiring schedule. it’s almost like you are being deprived of things that everyone else has at your age.

also, riddle puts his mother on a pedestal, thinking her words are absolute. i constantly feel obligated and guilty to “repay” my parents.

another characteristic of riddle is that he can’t have things be out of order or a way that he doesn’t want. he can’t accept criticism for his leadership. i also feel that way because i’ve been called “gifted” all my life, so criticisms feel like an attack. it’s difficult for me to let someone question everything i think i’m excellent at doing. a single imperfection causes me to shut down.

thanks for reading my rant haha