It's been a few days that I was thinking of going back to this fandom. The reason which made me leave the fandom in the first place, was personal, it was how I felt about the people who were part of this fandom, and and few issues. Some of my most important friends had gone, and that made me lose the will to continue. But recently I came to feel like doing roleplay of toshiro again, and then started to find out how things were here since the day I left. And I’m happy for doing so. For two reasons.
This fandom is toxic.
And what do I mean by that? Everybody's pass all day looking for something to say about the other, to discourage, humiliate, and make the people who have the same muse they roleplay, to leave the fandom. One thing, THERE'S NO WAY TO ONLY ONE PERSON HAVE THE SAME MUSE. Everyone is looking at every least detail, looking for something similar with they blog, to accuse someone of being imitating them, or stealing they stuff. But I remembered because I left the fandom, and in the way I didn’t want, witnessing. An acquaintance of mine, make a blog just a few days ago, and is already suffering hate, accusations, and everything else. What the hell is wrong with this fandom??? I'm really tired of trying to understand. Sometimes I just wanted to remake this fandom with different people, because I like the anime/manga, but I can't stay in the fandom. NOT LIKE THIS.
And from what it looks like, that is never going to change. So I'm considering deleting this blog at once, because, I will never come back. (it’ll never change) If you've never done anything like this, please disregard what I wrote.
I know there are good people here, they are just becoming increasingly rare to find.















