my parents were driving me home after lunch completely fat shaming me in the guise of “concern” for my “health”
literally i just stayed quiet in the back seat because really what am i going to say to them? like “oh yeah i’m so embarrassed and ashamed of being fat”???
and despite me staying completely silent they were like “stop being so defensive” BITCH WHAT??? i’m not even saying a word right now ??? how the fuck am i being defensive
my mom kept insulting my outfits saying that my shorts aren’t appropriate to wear outside and that my nice ll bean shirt is actually “in the house” wear and that i’m embarrassing my internship site because of my outfits (despite the fact that my internship site has not once mentioned my outfits and i’m actually one of the better dressed folks there in my “indoor only” shirt)
then they had the audacity to tell me that the reason i’m not getting jobs is because i’m fucking overweight. that no one is going to hire me because i’m too fat to represent any company properly. and that i’m not allowed to complain to them about not getting a job anymore because i “won’t acknowledge” that i’m fat. so now i can’t even talk about job hunting with them any more.
