Rae

TW: mention of c-section but not a lot of details.

I’ve been in the hospital since last Thursday, my blood sugar is high and they are trying to get it down.. I’m currently 33 weeks pregnant about to be 34 tomorrow. My birthday is this week too! But I’m tired, I wanna go home and lay in my own bed with my stuffed animals. But I am on a strict carb diet. Which is very annoying to me… I understand why I have to do it. But I feel like I’m still hungry only an hour after eating…. But I’m scared to eat anything else other than my three meals a day. Like even fruit one of my safe foods. 🙄 then there’s also waiting for my meds that I need to take right before eating…. Currently I have been waiting 30 minutes to eat because I don’t have my meds. I have told my doctors that I need them at 11. To stay on my schedule…. I get that labor and delivery floor is always busy, I’m not dragging the amazing nurses I’ve had, I’m not trying to… but I could have brought my meds from home and stayed on my schedule so much easier… and I have told keep explaining my autism which doesn’t make things any easier on anyone.

I have an announcement

I know I haven’t posted in a while but look at this pumpkin pie I made the other day!!! It’s my mom’s recipe, and it tasted just like it did in my childhood! Ignore the picture quality, I suck at taking pictures. If anyone wants the recipe, please let me know. It’s a mixture of the Libby’s recipe on the can and years of experimenting from my mom.

So @thrillerman82 showed me this from Twitter he took a screenshot of it and I wanted to share this because it killed me

I got a new stuffed animal and it’s an axolotl she is so cute and softttt

Hey yall I totally forgot to post my tattoo. Got it done like last month. Tattoo done by tattoosbydmc on insta. He also did the other tatt on my chest! I love my whale. She’s so pretty.

Hey there I just read your expression of pain, that your going through over your dads loss... I lost my dad end of 23'. I still look for him i still hear him.... I 2 went down a dark dark road with drugs and drinking, if it wasn't for dad I'd be dead for sure. Everyone in my life turned their backs on me and wrote me off as a junkie, But not DAD he stuck by me through it all, and I mean loads of times I'd be doing criminal activities and he stayed true to me even when I was wrong... I miss him alot, as do you with your dad.. also I am bi polar 1 with extreme mania so I get what your going thru just trying to deal with loss while dealing with all the mindfucking i do to myself. I hope u feel better soon