An Existing Anomaly

July 2020 reads.

There's so much in my head. I cannot even begin to write--just where do I begin? When do I begin? How do I begin? A few points so far: 1. I've resigned from a job I've prayed so hard for. 2. Unexpectedly, we broke up after six years. 3. He's been cheating since 2023. That's more than two years worth of lies. 4. I'm in graduate school. 5. And I'm fucking it up so bad right now. 6. But I have a scholarship (Which is good, I guess?) 7. I don't know who I was before that relationship. Much even worse is, I don't know who I am supposed to be now. I think I lost myself in the process. For the most parts, I'm done telling it over and over again. But here's where I am at right now: 1. No words.

01262024: Atomic Habits by James Clear

The Apothecary Diaries Volume 7:

The Apothecary Diaries Volume 5: Epilogue

31 July 2023/Mon: Pillow Thoughts by Courtney Peppernell

Currently reading: Pillow Thoughts III: Mending The Mind by Courtney Peppernell

First day of a two-week long lockdown and I just randomly watched this movie. My first thought upon finishing it: Wow. What an aesthethic thing to see. If you’re like me who’s into Studio Ghibli and light feel-good movies, this is a must watch! The ending speech from Cherry is my most favorite scene.

[10102020: How do I even start]

The Umbrella Academy S2

07202020: Finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom today. That was a really GREAT read. I'm currently dying to have a physical copy of this book. I want to discuss it with everyone, endorse it to everybody, share it to all the people that I love. It is that wonderful! Gorgeously written with such amazing philosophies. Everybody should read it.

Started my new job now as a lab officer. Staying in-house at work and will not be able to come home for weeks. New chapter I guess.

This poetry book looks like a bunch of love letters. Here are my favorite lines: