mgg’s girlfriend (REAL)

A/N: hi, I continued to see a bunch of “season 2 Spencer would be so scared of season 12 Spencer, so I decided why not write them meeting? let’s do it, baby super angsty :P it took everything in me to not tag ‘how it should’ve gone’ but basically this is ‘how it should’ve gone.’

Summary: Spencer Reid? Meet a very much older Spencer Reid.

Pairing: Season 15 Spencer & Season 2 Spencer

Category: Angst

Content Warnings: no ship, mentions of drug addiction, drug abuse, Tobias Hankel, Maeve, mentions of Jeid

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Word Count: 2.4K

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Spencer 15:

The smell was always the first thing I noticed when I woke up from a restless sleep. It meant I was alive, that the terrors that danced across my eyelids like a ballad of the doomed were not real. I never believed in the Higher Power, but if there was an Evil Spirit, it possessed my mind the second my guard fluctuated.

The smell, however, the one made up of stiff air that paralyzed you and blood you weren’t sure was yours, that smell meant I got to live another day.

It also meant I could still die.

But now I woke up in a startle because I wasn’t supposed to be here. I escaped this place before, I made it out. Did my only indicator of life just turn into my own personal Hell? Was I finally gone, seconds ago hoping for rest only to come to the conclusion that I would never get the chance?

I was back in a gray jumpsuit, and what scared me the most was how quickly I got up to make my bed.

“Reid, you have a visitor.”

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summary: in which reader and spencer have their first sleepover. 

warnings: none 

word count: 995

pairing: spencer x bau!reader

one hundred ways to say i love you #50 #57 and #66

i really should’ve been studying but i wrote this instead. it’s unedited so i’ll probably come back and fix it

you were fighting the urge to sleep in an attempt to finish off this last episode, the familiar feeling of your eyes growing heavy, fading in and out of the darkness. It was inevitable for it to win. Your desire for sleep eventually taking over but not for too long the sound of a sudden crash through the television speakers jolted you awake, a small yelp leaving your lips. 

“you okay?” the sound friendly of voice snapped you out of your previously dazed state, your gaze fell onto spencer, your coworker, best friend, and the man who you had been undoubtedly falling for but, you didn’t know that. you clearly couldn’t differentiate the feelings of ‘my best friend’ and ‘the love of my life’.