Amelie

Your worth as a person is not defined by productivity.

eye-opening tumblr post for me included the words "people are meant to be burdens" as in humans rely on and support one another and it's not a bother it's our purpose; to love and be loved in return. so if you ever think you're being annoying just remember we were made to love and it's going to be okay

The person I reblogged this from deserves all the good things.

It feels like I am an electronic device that missed every software update since 2009. So now I am just outdated, malfunctioning, am unable to protect myself and don't know how all of the newest features in life work.

i’m an angry person and i want to let it out and be an asshole but i’m also a nice person and i don’t want to actually hurt anyone’s feelings do u feel me

i don’t know how to express that i just don’t see myself having a future

living with BPD is like holding your hand over a burning hot stove and not being able to move your hand away. the people you love are yelling at you to move your hand but you can’t. some part of you wants to move away from the flame but some part of you craves the pain. you cry but you can’t make yourself move your hand and it feels like every part of you is burning. it doesn’t make sense to those around you that you crave this torture and it almost doesn’t make sense to you. you wonder if you’ll ever have the strength to remove yourself from the pain but you also wonder if you even exist without the fire.