♡ sugar and cyanide ♡

Being on anti-depressants is. So strange. Because you’re telling me. You’re telling me there’s a little growing voice inside of my head that repeats “I will be kind to myself” over and over again? It doesn’t even feel like my own voice. I’m so not used to my inner dialogue being anything but harsh. JFC

as someone who would overshare out of excitement i am learning to talk less. talk less and just do

if you're having trouble sleeping the best you can do is put a bright object close to your face and look at it for at least 30 minutes. if that doesn't work you can close your eyes but make sure to think really hard about a bunch of bullshit

happy Barely Keeping It Together Wednesday to all who celebrate

i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

I could really do with a reward or incentive

nobody else doing it like me. particularly because the way i’m doing it is needlessly difficult

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

Girl whose most frequent mistake is inaction voice: wow I keep making mistakes I better not do anything

i've had enough of being so brave about it i want to start screaming

I never thought me growing would mean leaving behind people I thought I loved.

they should invent a personality disorder which is cute and fun and doesnt hurt other people

wish everyone could perceive the Vague Concepts in my head because i just know you would looove my Vague Concepts. you would think im so smart if you saw the misty clouds of Vague Concepts floating around in my head. #MyVagueConcepts

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself