An RP Meme archive

To whoever is still following me:

Thank you for sticking with me through my totally unintended hiatus. So much has happened and I’ve been through a lot. I have had two surgeries on my left eye and a third one is being planned if the next series of injections don’t work as well as expected.

*Note* Sending these in doesn’t mean you want to SHIP….  it just suggests that your muse finds mine appealing.  

“But, tell me what for…?”

“Don’t say it wasn’t true.”

“I will sing no requiem tonight.”

“Oh, don’t the tears just pour?”

“After all you put me through…”

“I hear your voice, I feel you near.”

“I could give in to all of the gloom.”

“Everything wasted, nothing to say.”

“Why should I have a heavy heart?“

“I could curl up and hide in my room.”

“Within these words, I finally find you.”

“Why should I start to break in pieces?“

“Why should I go and fall apart for you?“

“I gave you the world, you threw it away.”

“Why should I say I’ll keep you with me?“

“Such a great son and wonderful friend…”

“Why should I play this game of pretend?“

“So, don’t tell me that I didn’t have it right.”

“My world has gone dark without your light.”

“Don’t tell me that it wasn’t black and white.”

“And, now, that I know that you are still here.”

“Remembering through a secondhand sorrow?“

“'Cause when the villains fall, the kingdoms never weep.”

“No one mourns at all when they lay them down to sleep.”

“Why should I play the grieving girl and lie, saying that I miss you?”

“Don’t say it wasn’t true, that you were not the monster that I knew.”

// Tomorrow morning I’m going to have a procedure done on my eyes. I’m going to have this drug Avastin injected into both eyes in order to stop the bleeding. Hopefully that will work so I won’t have to have surgery.

// I went to my doctor today because there was a big floater thing in my eye that was hazy like a cloud yesterday but had turned black this morning. So he sent me to an ophthalmologist to see what’s going on.

Turns out that I have bleeding occurring in both eyes and the floater was a hemorrhage in my left eye. The image taken wasn’t pretty… -_-

crying

starving

possessed

sopping wet

blackout drunk

holding a baby

after a car crash

looking for a fight

covered in bruises

after being mugged

covered with confetti

severely dehydrated 

angry beyond reason

with a broken arm/leg

covered in blood (theirs)

after having a nightmare

after being missing for days

after the death of a loved one

covered in baking ingredients

about to faint from exhaustion

with a real crown on their head

on their knee, with ring in hand

covered in tiny scrapes and cuts

covered in blood ( someone else’s )

Okay!! I have over 2000 followers on this little meme archive blog of mine and I want to celebrate it. ^_^ And to be honest, I never thought that this would even happen since this is only a sideblog ^_^

Anyway, here are the particulars for the giveaway.

• 3rd place winner will receive a simple sketch their muse • 2nd place winner will receive a lineart drawing of their muse • First place winner will not only get a sketch of their muse, but will also get the lineart and a colored version of the finished product.

In order to enter, like and/or reblog this post. There is no limit on how many times this is reblogged and the more it’s reblogged, the higher the chance that you might win, even if it will be determined by a random generator. ^_^

Go to @sharem90 to see what I am capable of. That’s m my art/personal blog. I also have more art on DeviantArt and my name is sharem there. ^_^ And look at the little bit of drawings I put with this post. ^_^

dont deny it DONT DENY IT 

“It never works for us, and it never will.”

“I’m done. I’m done trying so hard only for you to never even look in my direction.”

“I can’t fall in love with you.  I don’t want all the pain that comes with it.”

“My roommate had to go into my room and throw the sheets away because I haven’t been able to sleep in that bed since you left.”

“I keep asking myself “why isn’t the sun bright anymore” but then I remember you’re not in my life anymore and realize it’s just my own eyes.”

“I regret it all.  I really do, I swear.  Please, please– let’s fix this, please.”

“Remember when you promised we’d always be together?  Because I remember when I thought you meant it.”

“I can’t move on from something that wasn’t supposed to end!”

“The phone calls aren’t the same… I can hear in your voice that it’s not the same anymore.”

“I’m trying to avoid talking because I know what it’ll lead to, and I don’t want that to come.”

“Don’t you think you can fall back in love with me?”

“This whole time I’ve been using you to make me feel better, and you never caught on.  You never caught on.  I want you to hate me now, but I don’t think you’re even able to.”

“Kissing me breaks the promise… remember?”

“Every time we fix things something else ends up breaking.”

“Why don’t we stop pretending we’re not on a road to destruction?”

“It wasn’t even fun at first, honestly.  It was just like… Morphine.”

“You’re just not enough anymore.”

“It’s been too long since you’ve really smiled.”

“Ah, it was all my fault.  Wasn’t it?”

“To think, we thought just the sex would be enough to keep us in love.”

“Back then, I lied when I told you I didn’t love you.  You needed to move on from me– I needed to protect you from me.”

“You never had that shine in your eyes when you were with me.”

“Quit trying to fix me when you need to just fix yourself.”

“I’m so tired of everything about us, and about how we thought we were in love, and how we think forcing it can make us be in love– I’m so tired of it.”

“This whole time you’ve still been in love with him/her… Not me.”

“I couldn’t make you fall in love with me.  I thought I could do it, I really did, but… But I know you… And this isn’t love.”

“Did you really think I needed that kiss back then when all that you conveyed in it was pity?”

“To think I’ve changed so much to get you to like me, and you still never really look my way.”

“I know I deserve better than you.  I realize that, but you were so broken… I didn’t want to be the one that made you shatter.”

“All of this was to protect myself.”

“I feel like I’ve been looking for who you used to be… Back when you were actually happy.”

“I never want to even hear your name during my life anymore.”

“Your lips used to be sanctuary, but now I just feel trapped.”

“Isn’t it time we both stopped pretending we make each other happy?”

“The thing I regret the most is giving you so much hope by agreeing to this date.”

“We have the kind of history anyone would never want to think about again, and you’re hear asking me on a date?”

“What makes you think I’ll be any different this time?”

“I’ll let you down.  I will always let you down.  I’m not enough for you to be satisfied.”

“Are you satisfied with the mess you’ve created out of me?”

“I should have listened to everyone who told me this was a bad idea.”

“I’ve never met someone who can so gently destroy me the way you do.”

“I can’t forget about him/her!  It’s not in my power to forget how he/she felt when they loved me.”

“The saddest thing is that when I told him/her I loved him/her, he/she thought I was lying.  He/she never believed someone could fall in love with him/her.”

“Listen…  You’re his/her best friend… and I completely fucked up– it’s over between us, but… please, punch me, or punish me, or do something to me because he/she just… cried.  He/she wasn’t even angry, they were just so sad– Please, be angry at me, please.  Give me what I deserve.”

“It would have been better if we never met.”

“You’re my regret.”

“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen, but I let myself fall in love with you anyways.”

“Don’t tell me to give up like everything is meaningless.”

“This is why I don’t let myself fall in love.”

“Somewhere deep inside me, I still have hope that you’ll fall in love.  How pathetic.”