"You are a pipe dream."

• i am a kevin day defender first, everyone else comes second

• he suffered so much but everyone ignores it because we dont have his pov (yet)

• the foxes may be neils family but they are not kevins (except the andreil and wymack) (maybe even aaron and nicky)

• this man is the definition of mentally unstable

• HE HAS NOT HEALEDDD!!!!! he hides behind alcohol and exy

• he is NOT over rikos death no matter how much pain and trauma riko caused him (as seen in tgr)

like. i love it and i love even more how it’s so plausible since neil probably uses sex as cardio at least once in a while

i just know andrew gets a pavlovian reaction when neil skips his morning run and turns to him instead

same, it’s in my head rent free. yk how much it takes to actually wear someone out just from sex?? thats hours. neil is putting in work dude.

This part-

They ruined me forever

I still haven't finished the third book but I needed to draw that scene

“He'd come to the Foxhole Court every inch a lie, but his friends made him into someone real.”

I’m not gonna lie it’s borderline embarrassing how long I’ve worked on this that I’ve spend 2 days tryna figure out how to caption it to make it less embarrassing but oh well. It also made me realise the banner says exy ncaa instead of ncaa exy but at this point that’s none of my business

Short of being inside Nora’s head here is a (mostly) (I think) biblically accurate and to scale model of the Foxhole Court and Nora I have a several questions.

Also rendered so many images of this I had like 50 cameras in the scene would y’all care if I just did a photo dump.

God I have so many things to say about working on this I had to restart like 8 times it was a mess but if I start I won't be able to stop Imao though if anyone's interested in a breakdown of all the sections and materials I would be more than happy to make a post yapping about it.

Viewport renders below