A Fail To Kiss Is A Fail To Cope

mikko: lol, no, i get it. we have been friends for years, you know? i have learned your tendencies, for the most part. i think? i wouldn't say you're like that, babe, but i understand what you're saying. that's... i'm trying not to tease you for your...morbidity. is that a word? because i think i know what you're getting at? you are, but it's ok. i like knowing your thoughts on things. i will be then.

soph: do you? I know, back when we were just friends it was easier to hide all this. if you don't think i'm like that, then what do you think i'm like? you're not doing a great job at it, one, amd two i think it is? you like knowing my thoughts on things? like what other things? good.

soph: um, I do, yeah. very much so. which, is kind of weird for me? which sounds like shit reading it back 🤦🏻‍♀️ I just mean, my past relationships were all pretty much long distance at points due to my job, and that's worked well for me bc I can be sort of a loner, sometimes..I like my space and part of me likes to be missed? and i also never wanted to be that girl, you know? the one who can't sit with herself? but with you, I don't..with you I sometimes feel like i could crawl in and live happily inside your chest cavity and it fucking scares me but I also kind of like it. idk, ignore me, I'm rambling, but I want you there.