𝑅.𝒜.𝐵. ⁽ ˡᶤᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵏᶤᶰᵍˑ ⁾

This…this is the worst thing ever. The movies didn’t make it look that bad. But this…this is absolutely horrible!! (x)

        as a child i thought that the darkest spots made the safest hiding places despite the monsters that whispered my name after midnight since then i have been to the cave where the shadows crawl and i have lain my ragged skin against the rocks waiting for the tide to creep in. but salt water is a thirst, it consumes everything it touches and i sing to the sloping walls to block out my own fear.

well, hi friends. in case you were wondering where the hell i have been since friday, well, let me tell you a great story of my eternal frustration and actual tears. i go to work on friday, everything is nice, had to reschedule grabbing a beer with a friend from work, so i get back home and notice my fucking internet doesn’t work again. i’m like, okay, fine, i’ll wait. to those who know me better or have my skype, know how shity this bloody thing is. but i wait and wait and my dad came home after work and it was like 11pm. i was like okay then. maybe it’s our router being shitty so let me finally connect the new one. i do it, correctly may i add, my dad did check it and all the cables. and guess what, still no connection. so we end up calling fucking providers twice on saturday, bc not only is it shitty all the time, but it’s also actually gone. dude finally tells me there is an issue on their side and they will look into it. gUESS WHAT. IT’S SUNDAY, I HAVE UNI SHIT TO DO AND WE STILL HAVE NO CONNECTION WHATSOEVER AND I HAD TO DRIVE TO MY GODMOTHER’S TO USE HER SHITTY INTERNET FOR MY UNI STUFF. not to mention i really hate this for so many reasons. i can’t even change the bloody providers bc we live in a shitty enough spot for them to be our only option. therefore yeah idk when i’ll have it back. they have until tomorrow morning to fix this but who the fuck knows. i am so done and i’m sorry guys ;c