don’t ya, big boy?

when i have to figure out how to get married before the end of april (haven’t planned anything) and also have to pass my licensure exams (haven’t practiced for it and it’s on 3 weeks) and also have to go on external rotation 3 hours away (i don’t want to) and also pass two more exams (don’t even know what they’re about) and also graduate (thank god i hate it here) and also find a damn job (help me) and also try not to cry everyday

alright i’ve had time to settle down…. i still don’t like steve’s ending. i DO like him being a coach/teacher and i WOULD be happy with that if steve himself seemed happy but he doesn’t 😭 he seems so miserable to me idfk man…. he sounded like he was trying to convince himself that he loves hawkins. he talked about wanting kids and a family (steve’s enduring long term dream) and was basically mocked because he’s been in several short term relationships that aren’t leading to anything. he misses his friends so bad he cried for like the first time in the entire series. that scene to me was so bleak and everyone seemed so bummed out and also i hated the dialogue and kinda hated the acting idk guys i hated it what can i say ❤️