ʚ✚︵ 𝓌𝑒𝑚𝑚𝑏𝑢 .♡ཀ

❥ 𝐻𝑖𝑖𝑖, 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛!! 𝑆𝑜 𝐼 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑟. 𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦, 𝐼𝑙𝑙 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑔𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑖𝑝𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡. . .

𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑦. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡ℎ 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑐𝑒-𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑒. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑏𝑡𝑤!! 𝑆𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑙𝑙, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑟4𝑝𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑠. 𝑁𝑒𝑤𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑟4𝑝𝑒𝑑! 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑜 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐸𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑔𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡. 𝐼𝑡 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑏𝑜𝑥. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑜𝑛. 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑔 𝑖𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑜𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑝ℎ 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑒. 𝑃𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐. 𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 ♥︎

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑀𝐸 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜. 𝑆𝑜 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒.. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑚 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 ♡.. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠!! :𝐷

𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑠ℎ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑤!! ᥫ᭡ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒.

𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑎𝑛𝑏𝑙𝑟.. 𝐺𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑.

𝐴𝑙𝑠𝑜, 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑢𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠/𝑗𝑖𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑.

Ok sooooo first time I got harassed!! Was on jirai-haruhi. When I put dni harmful transids on my intro. I got someone telling me "trans race is the same as transgender and you're transphobic" which isn't true I'm not transphobic!! 2 other people decided to join in!! And call me transphobic!! So fun. This eventually stopped after like an hour. Butttt one kept coming back!!! They made a new account and decided it would be amazing to send a hate anon. I blocked it. But guess whatttttt they made a new account. (Blocking anons blocks the ip from sending anons) so they didn't go on anon and sent a hate ask. Again calling me transphobic.

Second time~!! Again this was on jirai-haruhi AND jirai-haruhiz. So this is about the tens situation!! Tens wanted me GONE. IP banned. Like GONE. So tens sent me an anon telling me he reported me!! And I think he did the same thing to my online parent @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 that made me very scared as one of my biggest fears is getting banned. So I went onto my alt account (jirai-haruhiz) and guess what?? Tens reported that too!! I ended up crying having a mental breakdown and couldn't go to school. Everytime I went onto jiraiblr I started feeling sick and I felt like crying. I made an alt account a new identity. Tens found it and reported it too!! So I deactivated that one and made another new account that wasn't on jiraiblr.

Ok now this one I was also in the wrong!! So on jirai-haruhiz I said the r slur. Because I'm autistic and I thought I could say it. I got harassed?? Well I definitely got hated on. I then apologized. (I still received an anon like a week later saying "I didn't forget about you saying the r slur")

Ok!!! Now on ny4n--s0d4 I got harassed by tens?? (The anon said they were tens but at the same time jirai exposed said tens committed) well I got harassed for liking Nekopara. And called a lolicon even though I'm not a lolicon!!

Now this isn't harassment but still hate!! So someone made hate posts about me!! I responded to them because putting my name on a hate post is shitty. It's not a vague post if you put MY FUCKING NAME on the post!!! Truth nuke. Anyways I think someone found out who it is and sended hate. And they ended up making a new blog!! (But I got blamed for that. I did not want anyone to be harassed but of course it's my fault. If you're going to hate on me I'm going to respond to it.) the person that made the hate posts also said I led a hate train / harassment train to x-omgkawaiiangel-x. I made a call out post (which I deleted once I saw what happened) and I said not to harass me them or anyone. Don't make shit up.

Ok yeah next someone makes vague post about me except it was very obvious it was about me (did delete it though so they're forgiven)

One of my moots talked shit about me. I blocked them but at the same time wtf.

Got an anon telling me that they hope I get raped by someone 3 times my age

A 20 year old ESPECIALLY hates me and said that they especially hate me.

And then this. I also got another weird ass anon just scroll my blog for a lil bit you'll find it.

I don't know what you guys want from me idk why you guys hate me so much. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect and that I have flaws? Funny time is this never happened on ny4n-s0d4. The one blog where I was always Nyan. Not Ace. I was just my internet persona on there. And I got no hate. Sorry I'm not happy all the time but this is jiraiblr.

You guys only talk about "don't harass people" when someone DIES because of it. You don't talk about when it's happening in front of you. I bet half of y'all don't give a fuck because I'm not dead.