you seem avoidant for a girl who’s so hungry to experience the full breadth of human connection

We have this interesting situation where we basically no longer have privacy nor the expectation of privacy, but we also don't have community or meaningful connection with others, so we're all simultaneously both completely exposed and absolutely alone, and please understand that when I say this situation is "interesting", what I in fact mean is that it's "nightmarish and I wish I could wake up"

the way shane acts in the showers is so fucking funny he’s like 👀👁️🔎🧐🔍👁️🕵️‍♂️👀🔭…… ilya starts looking back FUCK OFF 🤬😡🖕💢🚫😤❌🖕😠‼️…… unless……??? 🫣👀👉👈🥺👁️👀😳🫣🤭👀…… ilya starts cranking his bighugemassive hog 🍆✊❓😏…… 🫪 NOT HERE 🤬😡🙄🫤👀

ouuuughhhh shane slowly becoming more confident in his communication and flirtation with ilya…..he stops backspacing his texts a hundred times…..the way he says ilya’s first name in tampa…..smiling at and touching him at the all star game…..letting ilya fuck him with the curtains up at the cottage and play w him outside….he is so guy who realized he doesn’t have to die wondering :))))

shane and ilya are best friends by the way. like they literally like each other BY THE WAY