Debt and Depression

killing myself is not enough, I wish I never existed in the first place

i can feel all the fat on my body and its fucking nauseating

im getting out of here alive (my twenties)

I fear that I love too deeply for those who don’t love at all.

might fuck around and let nature reclaim me

might just lie down and let the earth consume me until the only evidence that i ever existed left is the plant life growing thickly where my body once lay

you have no identity because deep down you know how worthless you are

so much of being an ok person is just 1) not panicking, 2) not taking things personally, and 3) not letting the vindictive gargoyle that lives in your head tell you what to do. this sucks because brains love doing those things

I hate how in conservative minds, women are so responsible for everything that leads to a pregnancy (not even taking in to account that there is someone else involved who is free of responsibility) but as soon as they are pregnant, they are no longer trustworthy enough to manage a good decision. If this doesn’t speak misogyny, I don’t know what does.

"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that