Cygnus

IM NOT VAGUING WHEN I RAMBLE MY MIND JUST RUNS LIKE A MOTOR AT ALL TIMES OF DAY PLEASE I AM NOOOT A LOSER LIKE THAT I HANDLE MY ISSUES DIRECTLY LIKE A GOOD PERSON NO

need me a person that is about me like steven was about opal

planning my personal "i just gained legal autonomy" mistake piercings im so freaking excited

i STAY giving myself no space to make mistakes in my own mind regardless of my physical situation and then wondering why i feel like i can't make a mistake and im trapped doing what i know i can succeed in rather than trying things that may make me happier

ew embarassing

yeah keep cancelling the plans and call it rescheduling i know we're not fucking going

god knows i cant afford this and she isn't even real so what now

did i want to be chris mccandless or was i just a young trans guy with a deep passion for nature who felt lost and stuck with nowhere to release that.

just put together that i really do want to go to college FUCK my LIFE

unfortunately i do have to stop myself from thinking a lot of the time so yeah i come across dumb sometimes my fucking bad i guess

cherry limeade only tasted good when i was starving myself. but i keep trying.

posting on my poetry blog at half past midnight so you KNOW it's gonna be bad and depressing

i'm in a very specific song situation rn and i cannot speak on it but just know. it hurts.