I told you I spilled my guts
Iโm so committed to an old ghost town
Is it really that strange if I always want a change?
I told you Iโd ride this out
Itโs gettinโ harder every day somehow
The people onโ
the street donโt know my name
Iโm constantly havinโ a breakthroughย
Would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony?
I just need everyone and then some
And can you feel it too when I am touchinโ you?
Itโs crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment
I wonโt stop โtil I get where you are
They say I may be making a mistake
I know when you go down all your darkest roads
I woulda followed all the way to the graveyard
Oh, itโs funny how the warning signs can feel like theyโre butterflies
I gotta get it off my chest
No, youโre not half the man you think that you are
And you canโt fill the hole inside of you with money, drugs, and cars
Iโm so glad I never ever had a baby with you
You canโt love nothing unless thereโs something in it for you
I had no warning about who you are
Iโm just glad I made it out without breaking down
I really meant well from the start
Iโ
spent a long time substituting honestโ
with sarcastic
Build love, build God, build provinces
I could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish it
How could somebody ever love me?
Your eyes are fragile and timeless
Thereโs power in the words you whisper
He treatsโ
youโ
cold and soโ
mindless
Walk on the edge with someone new
You can take a chance, come take my hand
Iโm my own biggest enemy
My friends are gettinโ boredโ
of me
I fell in love with a stranger
Why canโt I go home without somebody?
I could fall in love with anybody who donโt want me
If I could make you love me maybe you could make me love me
And if I canโt make you love me then Iโll just hate everybody
Someone please come and flirt with me
Come on and make me feel alright again
Iโm the worst of my enemies
I was afraid to leave you on your ownย
So tell me, howโs it feel?
You can come to mine, but both my roommates are home
Iโve never seen a mouth that I would kill to kiss
I think itโs finally, finally, finally, finally, finally safe for me to fall
But youโre right here now and I think youโll stay
Your pussy is a wonderland
Tell me, have you ever keyed a Ferrari before?
And I wonโt ever feel this way again
And all I want in return is revenge
I wonder whatโs in store
They told me itโs useless, thereโs no hope in store
Somehow I just want you more
Iโve loved you for all of my life
I should be living the dream
I know that Iโve done some wrong
Iโm tryna make it right
Iโm still learning to love myself
I go home and I got no self-esteemย
Nobody loves you, they just try to fuck you
And who do you call when itโs late at night?
Oh my God, thereโs no way thatโs me
You gotta promise us that you wonโt die cause we need you
I forget half the people who Iโve gotten in bed
Iโm pickinโ my hair out in clumps in the shower
I wasnโt in love then, and Iโm still not now
Iโm still looking for my salvation