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happy chanukah! we’re getting kicked out.

i’m will & that is my cat wesley. i’m a jewish lesbian residing in texas. this last year my fiancée and i have lived with her mother while her father had terminal pancreatic cancer. he passed only several months ago, leaving money for alex when he did. (enough for a down payment on an apartment and then some.) her mother has stolen all of this and refuses alex access to it.

recently we were given five months to leave— mind you, this is less than five months after alex’s father has died.

in these months she has begun wildly and impulsively spending our collective income on frivolous things. she refuses to get a job. last minute trips to las vegas and new orleans, four tattoos, the same pair of $33 leggings three times. she hides her purchases from us, and i’m only aware she spends money when i manage to get the mail before she does.

she swings with no warning from cheerful to cruel, and insults both of us without a thought. simultaneously she’s started devoting all her time to several boyfriends, who she’s let be rude to us and has started giving money to. her boyfriends are allowed an uncomfortable amount of access to us and we are under all circumstances expected to be polite to them. i have been insulted to my face more than once.

not only is she verbally abusive, she is physically abusive to our animals (her dog and our cat).she has started neglecting her aging dog, who we have become the caretakers of and now has separation anxiety being apart from us. she refused to take her to the vet for months, leaving us to do it. she’s threatened to poison my cat, or leave him outside. (he has chronic health issues & would almost certainly die.)

in the past, she has attacked alex while she was having panic attack and i fully believe she could have seriously injured her were her grandmother not present. her grandmother blocked her from entering the living room while she continued berating us from the kitchen.

i’ve been paying for groceries & amenities solely on my own and out of my savings.when she bought groceries three days ago, she had a hysterical fit.

both of us are physically disabled. i use a cane as my mobility decreases, and have had joint issues my entire life. before we were in this position, i was actively seeking a psychiatric service dog for my treatment resistant PTSD.

alex currently works a minimum wage job and is taking a second, while i look for a first. in the mean time, i’ve been doing odd jobs for neighbours. yesterday, while working a job for alex’s aunt she confided in me that the handyman she’d hired for the job previously assaulted her.he berated her, threw sharp objects at her and when she got him out of her house, began beating his own truck. she told alex’s mom this.

when we got home, i walked in to see him casually laying on our couch smoking with her. (our lease is STRICTLY nonsmoking as well.) he was clearly on coke.

we are both stressed and not making enough money with current work to leave as quickly as we need to. i worry for our safety, and the safety of our animals. we need help. i know this has been a long and heavy post, so thank you for sticking with me. if you could reblog, we would appreciate it. if you’re able to donate:

DONATE: https://www.paypal.me/warene

Clickbait sites are painting today as the definitive “end” of it all, but it’s not. This shit’s still got to go through the courts.

The FCC has tried to repeal net neutrality twice before, and both times it got repealed by the courts.

The voting public’s support for Net Neutrality is overwhelming. Last I checked, 83% of polled voters nationwide are in support of Net Neutrality staying.

Republican politicians and lawmakers are aware of this overwhelming support and have been voicing their support as well.

Doug Jones victory in Alabama was a wake-up call for Republican politicians, letting them know they are not invincible. 

Join the millions of Americans making their voices heard. Contact your representatives. Call them. Email them. Tweet at them. Anything you can do helps. Use the links provided on this website:

https://www.battleforthenet.com/

So… I’m freaking out. Basically my mum has told me that she doesn’t think I should come back to the house to get my stuff. She said dad’s put it all in the shed and isn’t going to let me take it because I left it too long. 

For those who don’t know, I was kicked out by my dad the other week for asking for my family to not be homophobic. Since then he has threatened me and been physically abusive when I’ve gone back home. So I’m not going to go back home. I don’t even care about my stuff anymore. I’m too scared to go back.

Now that I won’t be able to get my bed and furniture, I need to get a bed, or at least a mattress. Mattresses cost about $150-200 and a bed frame costs about $100-150, sometimes lower.

If anyone can help me pay for this, I would appreciate it so much. I do have a job, but I don’t earn enough to pay for big expenses like this. I didn’t anticipate being thrown out.

My paypal is here.

For knots to untangle

Just below where my belly meets the sea

She loves me like the river loves the bees

You know

My girl looks good with gum in her hair

On boardwalks and canyons

in pawn shops and places where the sun sets too fast

And I put on that record

Of the band she used to love

Before we got too cool to sing along

There’s so much summer in us now

Cause We sleep with the windows down

Two kids west of the Mississippi

And just south of hell

In her heart of hearts of heart

She can’t quite shake that feeling

Though she never gave it much of a try

I tell her that love her

Under sugar-stained covers

She says I fall like snow

From an angels dry scalp

My girl looks good on the side of a highway

She’s got pretty fingers for hitchhiking

And boots with my name written on the soles

We pass out in the grass

Because the sky is so blue it’s indigo

And we’re drunk on having no room to spare

I’m happiest when the walls are yellow

She likes them green

I like her too

My girl looks good in shredded satin and red rimmed glasses

I tell her that I love her

She says my sprite flavored laughter

Leaves a residue behind

And she loves me too

And all my warning signs”

here, have some happy girls and their girlfriends/wives/significant others ♥

today is Nov. 15. the FCC, under chairman Ajit Pai, will not listen to the public despite millions of comments in support of net neutrality. They are going to try their hardest to kill net neutrality, which in turn will kill the internet, which in turn will help eradicate democracy. it won’t just affect Americans, it has the potential to affect the entire internet, something we ALL use daily. you can bet your ass other countries will see america doing this, and use it as an excuse to do it in their own countries.

this is what buying a plan without net neutrality looks like there:

you have to pay MORE for features you’re already guaranteed to have under net neutrality. and in america, you already know how expensive everything is.

democrats AND republicans both want net neutrality. advocacy groups in touch with congress have said that if your members of congress receive calls from you, they are more encouraged and more likely to take action to stop Pai’s plan to gut net neutrality. after Nov. 22, it will be MUCH HARDER to convince your member of congress.

please, call them. call them daily.

I am a black lesbian who has lived in fear of her violently abusive and homophobic father for over two decades. He has been physically and emotionally violent since my infancy, and he began to sexually abuse me in 2015. He does not know I am a lesbian, and if he finds out, he will not hesitate to kill me. He has attempted to kill me several times over the course of my life, and after a recent attempt, I have realized that I can no longer put off escaping. More details about the abuse I have suffered are available here if needed.

I initially planned to leave in a year’s time to hide away enough money for rent, prepare what I need, and give myself the best chance of a secure and permanent escape – other women who have tried to flee my family have been hunted by my father and his brothers and dragged back. My father forces financial control on me and other members of my family, and so I do not have enough saved. However, my living situation has become imminently dangerous, and so I must dramatically shorten my timeline.

Please help me leave and stay gone. All I want is to live in peace.

A lesbian couple was beaten up by a group of five men in what police are calling a hate crime. Sabrina Hooks, 26, and her girlfriend Morgan were eating at a Jack in the Box in Los Angeles on October 29 when the group of men walked in and started insulting them, calling Hooks “dyke” and making fun of how she was dressed.

“They said, you know, I’m a dyke and I’m gay and, you know, I had to keep my ‘hoe in check’ and just… for no reason,” Hooks said. Then the altercation became physically violent. “The big guy who walked in first came from behind me and knocked me out for a little bit,” Hooks said. Then the four other men joined in and kicked Hooks.

The women say that no one at the restaurant tried to help them or called 911. Morgan had to rush her girlfriend to the hospital herself. Hooks was left with a bruised face, a missing front tooth, and possibly permanent damage to her left eye.

“It makes me want to cry every single time I look at her,” Morgan told KABC.

Police say that they have not made an arrest yet in what they are investigating as a hate crime. They said that the victims gave good descriptions of the aggressors, and there is security camera footage to help identify the attackers.

As much as I hate having to keep making these posts, time marches on. I’ve decided that I will keep one post for all of the donations I’ll need until I get my next job. This is that post. So here we go. My research project was cut recently and I’m trying to get a new job to stay afloat and so far I haven’t had much luck. If you’d like to contract me I do the following:

Programming (or Tutoring/Teaching) (Python, C#, Java, Javascript, JQuery, HTML, CSS, C++)

Deploying Websites (Basically Any Kind of Site/Service)

Editing (Video, Audio, and Photo)

3D (Rudimentary Modelling and Intermediate Posing/Rendering/Animation)

If you don’t want/need any of the above and you’d still like to help you can donate to:

Paypal: https://www.paypal.me/MaxFarrell

Cash.me: https://cash.me/$cmder