Jardin des mots

“It’s taking more than I actually thought. I hope this emptiness soon vanishes away”.

“Lately I don’t know how to put into words how I feel. To feel speechless doesn’t always mean something good”.

“And you’re the kind of person that still provokes odd feelings and leaves marks to remember even if you never had the will I had towards you”.

“And I don’t even know why it now feels so rare, you’ve never really been here at all”.

The heart may not be anatomically designed to feel sadness, but it surely gives the pains.

I don’t know whether I feel bad because I know I’ve always known deep inside how it would turn out, or this sudden realization of what I really mean to you.

I’ve came to the conclusion that sometimes one doesn’t want to be with you not because they don’t want to, but because they simply can’t. Some people need to get stuff done for themselves by themselves, and even though we may want to help, there are times when they’re the only ones capable of. Once we understand it, we accept it and we know that’s love. There may be only one thing left: Let go or keep waiting for a change.

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I wanted to start this year not giving a damn about you. But you’re still here everyday everytime and I don’t know how to get away.

I’m afraid I’m not a happy person. I’ve got everything I could need, but still, an emptiness hides inside.