Elliott

More dumb unfinished call of duty:AW doodles + a drawing of an OC of mine. I love her so bad, she was witerally my first ever OC😞 AND MY DRAWING OF GIDEON IS SO BAD BRO, I literally can't get his hair right ☹️

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Anyways, gonna do a yap session here, this can be skipped tbh, it's not important to the drawings I've listed alongside this. I've been stressed and going through a lot lately, and because of that, I've been so unmotivated with my art. I make myself draw often because I wanna draw, but then I actually start and I'm like, enough of this 💔 and I'm so inconsistent, I change things about my style everyday until it looks completely different from shit I would've drawn like 2 weeks ago, AND I HATE COLORING/SHADING CLOTHES, and genuinely I am sick of drawing noses. I draw mostly fan art as well and I feel like it NEVER looks like the character I'm trying to draw bro😐

I might do some MW2 drawings because I recently got the 2022 remake and have been playing the campaign. I already knew the story since I did play it when it first came out because my cousin bought it and he lived with me at the time, but now that I actually own it myself, I can replay it 30 times just like I did with Advanced Warfare 😸

I honestly don't know how Tumblr works, you'd think someone like me, who basically grew up online, I would know, but I don't Like I'll look through posts and some of the tags are like full sentences? 😭 Like I feel like I only see people use hashtags like that on here. Like I actually feel like a senior citizen sometimes, it's not even funny. However, I did really enjoy posting here last time, just talking freely (mostly to myself 😛) is like top 5 of my favorite things to do, and I can literally just post here whenever and talk about what I want, it's like a little diary. Except it's not private so I do have to be somewhat normal still because digital footprint and whatever 😔🙏

I talk a lot and I like writing shit down so posting here seems logical to me, especially since Tumblr I feel is very art centered so it's actually pretty fun posting my art here. Like I posted my art on TikTok and immediately got like 3 hate comments 💀 and TikTok definitely has a big art community but I've noticed how hateful it can be. And y'know, I'm sure Tumblr has issues like that, but I just haven't come across it yet because I open this app once a day for like 2 minutes only, but I kinda feel better posting random rants about nothing and my art here instead of socials like TikTok and insta. Especially because I like to ship, and shipping is so strict in some communities. Especially if it's a queer ship omg bro it's so fucking annoying. I have a lot of queer ships because I'm queer, like I relate, but OH MY GOD, it's so annoying. ESPECIALLY being in the call of duty fandom, if you have a gay ship, you'll always hear an annoying "call of duty bro" in your ear whining about being woke and making everything gay, SHUT UP BRO.

I posted there from like 2020-2022, and my art sucked ass and I was cringe, but that's 2 years of progress I would've liked to save to my phone to keep. I lost a lot of the original sketchbooks and my old tablet I drew on due to the fact that I've moved a million times, so Amino was the only place that had a lot of my old art. Like is it all just gone now? Do I have to pretend I'm not DEVASTATED that I lost 2 years worth of art I had because this stupid ass app just decided to become unusable??

Anyways 😸 here's a few unfinished drawings of my favorite little guy, Jack Mitchell. I'm hoping this Amino shit gets resolved soon because I really wanna access my art before the app starts tweaking again.