no one cares

"You always told me I'd be okay. Well, I'll be okay. Though, I'm not okay today. But my tears won't fall upon your shoulder. I'll just get older and you'll only know my name." ↳ Princess Octavia of the Ars Goetia (Helluva Boss)

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

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And here's the kicker; you're not allowed to acknowledge that. You cannot acknowledge that you are being coerced, you cannot acknowledge that your free will is not being respected, because that's punished too. Your boss insists that you act excited. Your parents punish you for acting surly. You are forced to fake enthusiastic consent, constantly. It's a fucking nightmare. Your hand is being forced, you do not have the option to say "no," and if you ever, for a second, try to acknowledge that, everyone acts like you're the aggressor.

@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

alice in wonderland isn’t a drug trip or a nightmare or a metaphor, that’s just what being ten years old is LIKE. that’s why kids love it so much. even if they can’t quite articulate how, they recognize themselves in it.

look at how fucking angry she is

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And theres a way to talk about shit you dont remember that is still validating like. I did bad shit to my partner that I didnt remember at the time (I since remembered, I am a system and the fronting alter had dissociative barriers around those events). I was still like, I am sorry i did that. That was the first fucking thing i said. I am sorry i did that, that sounds terrible. I wish i did remember so I could talk through it with you better, i am sorry that I dont remember. You know. acting like it actually happened

- offering them money