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it’s pissing me offffff it’s pissing me off more than it is making me feel like i’ve “won” which just pisses me off more because can’t i have just a little victory goddamn 😭😭😭😭

WOMP WOMP

damnnnn isn’t it crazy how when you’re fucking rude people don’t want to talk to you anymore? who would’ve thought

hanging out with people who entirely planned on excluding you before realizing it would be way too obvious is tough but somebody’s gotta do it!

i saw this posted somewhere else first im sure but i do hate when you find something out but you can’t mention it at all because the way you found out is insane

logging back on here because i need to get it out but genuinely fuck you for making me feel like im nothing and fuck you for being so massively concerned with how that made you Look rather than concerned about the way it made your literal girlfriend feel and im so mad at you and so fucking angry with myself for being so caught up in it and for letting any of this shit happen and for being so stupid as to believe i could have had a connection that was permanent even though my entire fucking life has been a cycle of having to start over every few years with new people because nobody can ever stand me for too long even when i finally do everything right and i try and try and try and it still ends up with me being so embarrassingly disposable