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THE PROMISE OF A WIFE âMaekar Targaryen
Maekar Targaryen x Baelorâs wife!reader
content: You had made a promise to your husband what would happen if he started to neglect you once more, and what are you but a woman of your word?
words: 5k (I felt possessed writing this)
cw: MDNI 18+ masturbation, p in v, choking, oral, fingering, slight hair pulling, biting, infidelity, lmk if I missed any
a/n:Secondary part to this, but can be read as a standalone anyways yaâŚI couldnât stop thinking about it so here it is
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It had been Baelorâs fault truly. It had been the one to utter the words into existence causing him to swirl around in his brotherâs head. His wife had only said that she had been feeling neglected by her husband, and instead of being like any other man, Baelor, great honorable Baelor had offered his wife to speak of his youngest brotherâs company instead.
It had not been received well. It had sent her in such a frenzy that she had pushed herself into Maekarâs solar without announcing herself, it had caused her to press her ear to the door ordering her good-brother to be silent, and it had caused her to moan his name. Not your husbandâs name, but his name.Â
He had a reaction to it. Like any typical man would if a beautiful woman moaned his name loudly and made obscene sounds with her mouth. He was lonely since Dyannaâs passing and he could excuse it. Even as he took himself in his hand he came to the thought of your face with a cry of your name. He pushed it down. He was only a man. A weak man, but it could be excused.Â
It was the aftermath that he couldnât quite find reasons sounds enough for. The way he would often find himself unable to sleep, with his cock in his hand as he thought of the way you moaned his name so prettily, as he thought of how it would sound if he was the one pulling it from you.
It was wrong. It was so very wrong, but he could not help himself. He could not help his wandering eyes as your dresses got thinner as the weather got hotter. He could not help getting instantly hard every time your hand would linger politely on his arm.Â
He could not help the warm feeling that spread through him watching you interact with his youngest children, being a motherly figure they so desperately needed. That made it worse. That made it into something he was not even going to acknowledge. He could entertain the thoughts of you. He could push it off as some primal need for attention that he now lacked, and that was all it wasâŚ
Baelor had been better after that night, more attentive, not spending a lot of time in the office, coming to dinner, and even going to bed on time. That lasted for less than a full moon cycle.Â
Then it started again, and he could see it happen before his very eyes. He watched as you started to be spotted with your husband less and less again. Your smile slowly turned into a frown as you stared at his empty spot at dinner.
 It was obvious without you even speaking a word. Slowly without Maeker even realizing it he started to fill a spot in your family's life like you had his.Â
The way he would find Valarr coming down from the tower of the Hand with his shoulders sagging. He had only wanted his father to come and watch him train. So Maekar had done it. It wasnât odd he had told himself. He could watch his eldest sons as well.
Matarys would begin to sit next to him at dinner. They would share casual conversation and he would find himself shaking his head grunting at his jokes, despite him trying not to find them funny he always did.
Then there was you, and your sad smiles. He had been the one to seek you out unlike your boys. He had told himself he was taking care of you for his brother. That he was dining with you to make sure you were eating enough or that he was spending evenings with you in his solar to make sure you werenât crying yourself to sleep. It most definitely was not for his own sick pleasure, that he enjoyed your company, he liked watching you as you would bite your thumb while you read or the way you would lick your lips while eating certain things.
It definitely was not that. He definitely was not taking himself in his hand each night to the thought of you and your mundane, innocent quirks that were now burned into his mind.Â
The book in his lap laid there more for decoration than his own enjoyment as his focus was solely on you. Your thumb was in your mount as he watched you, trying to decipher if you were biting away nail or flesh. He never did get his answer when you let out a frustrated sigh clearly thinking of something from earlier.Â
You came in a flash of anger, but you had spoken about it. Instead you sat in your designated seat and huffed. Maekar had not asked, he knew you would tell him when you were ready instead he handed you the book you had left there the night before. You had not commented on it being moved and he was glad, because then he was sure you would have figured out he had been reading it.
But now he knew you were ready to talk. You no longer glowered at your pages as if they had been the one to cause your distress and you finally glanced up from the text meeting his violet gaze.Â
âYou will have Baelorâs position next,â you started with, causing him to lean forward listening to every word you uttered watching as your fingers now began to pick at the end of your nails.Â
âIf I am granted that honor,â he corrected, but you both knew that he would be Baelor's Hand. There was no doubt in either of your minds about that very fact.Â
You laughed slightly, and it caused his heart to do something odd, but he pushed that down. It was stress he told himself. The stress of his children were to blame for his rising heart rate and they could be responsible for the fluttery feeling inside him that he couldnât place, or mayhaps just didnât want to name.Â
âIf you were to remarry or even just had a wife and you loved herâŚWould you make time for her even despite the work?â you asked.Â
He stared at you for a moment as he thought over the question. He knew exactly what you meant. Do you think Baelor should be making time for you? Does he think that you are important enough that the man should be balancing his work load and his love for you, and before he could stop himself, âI would always make time for you,â he said, honestly.Â
There was no hesitation, but worse of all he did not say about his hypothetical wife, but he said you, specifically. Your mouth opened slightly before closing and before you knew it you were bidding him a quick goodbye, making your way down the hallways. When you entered into the privacy of your chambers your back slamming against the wall only then did you acknowledge the heat pooling at your core, the warmth spreading through your veins.
You undressed for the night hoping it would go away, but it did not. You tossed in turn as you stared at the canopy and finally letting out a huff you pulled your night dress off moving it to the side thinking it would be easier. You laid back against the pillows as you closed your eyes.Â
Your hand trailed down your stomach as you opened your legs for yourself. You imagined a hand that was not your own, and though in that moment you did not think much of whose hand you were picturing you would very soon.Â
You did not realize that you thought of violet eyes boring into yours as your fingers met your clit, you did not realize that you thought of a man with silver hair touching you instead of your husband as you slipped two of your two digits inside your entrance. Your mind was too foggy as you had one goal in mind and that was your release and you chased it. Finally when the coil in your belly snapped you cried out one name, and it was not your husband's.Â
As soon as your mind cleared from the sweet sense of relief did the shame wash over you, drenching you like a bucket of cold water. You quickly pulled your night gown back on, as if that would change the fact of what had just occurred. The guilt gnawed at your bones so bad you did not sleep that night, staring blanking at the wall as if it would solve the dilemma you currently faced for you.
You did not dare face to turn Baelor when he had finally come into the chambers. You wondered if he knew you were awake. If he could tell you were not really sleeping as your shoulders tensed and you stared at the wall, but if he knew he did not comment on it. You only moved to your back when his quiet snores filled the air and even then you did not spare a peak at him, you couldnât tonight, not until you had scrubbed your skin from the sin that still stuck to your thighs that had been caused by none other than his younger brother.
You made your way out into the courtyard the sun had not fully risen as the sounds of steel sounded through the air. Your feet carried you until you paused looking at the familiar balcony where you would typically watch your eldest train, and it was already occupied.Â
Maekar stood, his back to you, and he did not turn, signaling he had no idea that you were here. You could turn back, you could push facing him til later perhaps when you were more awake, but you sighed pushing that thought away and decided to face it head on.Â
You made your way fully outside as you stood beside him, only then did he turn slightly finally noticing your presence. His shoulder visibly relaxed into your presence, but you did not comment on it or as he hoped you did not notice. Your eyes were locked on the training yard smiling softly as you noticed your eldest who waved up at you, boyish pride filling his face in your presence.Â
âWhat are you doing?â you questioned, turning toward him.Â
âWatching,â he answered with a shrug as if it was obvious.Â
âYour boys arenât up yet?â It was a question rather than a statement though you both knew Aerion and Daeron were both still a bed, though the latter hardly came to train most days unless his father dragged him.Â
âI came to watch Valarr.â
You felt a flutter in your belly, âOh,â was all you could say turning back to look at the boy in question. He snuck a glance at you trying to gauge your reaction and when he noticed your soft smile he felt a rush of relief.Â
âHe mentioned that Baelor hadnât had the time to come and watch lately,â he then added with a shrug, which only caused the warmth to spread through, the fluttering to feel even more intense. The thought that he had come solely, because your son had seemed upset at his fatherâs absence.Â
You turned, your hand moving to his arm as his eyes immediately shot down to the touch before he met your gaze, âThank you, Maekar,â you said, softly, gently with a kind smile on his face. He liked the way his name sounded coming from your pretty lips, and that he was the reason you had your warm smile spread across them once more.Â
He grunted in response, which only caused you to laugh, which brought the same feeling as last night, and he did not bother to blame it on stress this time as he knew it was more than that. THough he also noticed that you did not remove your hand from his bicep instantly until a loud crash was heard down in the yard and you both turned away to look.Â
You both stood watching Valarr train with his sword, your fingers brushing the others so often, but neither of you moved or made any further move for contact, âDaella mentioned you gifted them each something,â he then said casually.Â
You smiled, âI found toy soldiers for the boys and repainted them, and it did not feel right to give them something and not the girls so I got them each a new doll,â you said with a shrug as if it was no big deal. It was a big deal. To him. To them even.Â
âThank you,â he then said. It wasnât as soft or as gentle as yours, but it brought a smile to your lips which made him feel pleased with himself.Â
You had almost forgotten about the way you moaned his name loudly as you pictured him whilst bringing pleasure to yourself last night. Almost until you stepped around him and faltered slightly. His hands were there to steady you in an instant, and the effect was immediate. The feeling of need came back tenfold and you had to excuse yourself to go take a freezing cold bath trying to make the feeling vanish, but it did not until you were once more a moaning mess as you thought of your good-brother with your fingers working at your cunt.Â
The shame did not come back any other time that followed in the fortnight that you pleasured yourself to the thought of Maekar. You pushed it down, excusing the behavior for something else. What exactly you werenât sure, but whatever you came up with that day always seemed to work with easing your guilt.
 Baelor continued to work long hours in his office, missing dinners, forcing you to spend most nights in bed staring at his side as if he was a ghost rather than a man still walking in the same Keep as you.Â
You pushed your legs up the stairs of the Tower of the Hand, your knuckles wrapping against the wooden door when you finally reached the top. âEnter!â You opened the door, met with the sight of your husband hunched over the desk, quill moving against a piece of parchment.Â
He did not look up at first, and it left a bitter taste in your mouth. âBaelor,â you finally called out, causing him to finally meet your gaze.Â
âHi,â he greeted with a smile, but it did not quite reach his tired eyes.Â
âI will not hold you long. I know you have work to do, but I have come with a request,â you said, gripping your hands in front of you as you rocked nervously. It was a new habit, one that you had not felt in your previous years of marriage. You had never felt anything close to stress when conversing with him, but that had not been the case lately.Â
âOf course. What do you need, dear wife?â he asked, as if it was not obvious. As if you did not crave his presence as if the thing you wanted was a new dress or even jewelry.
âYou, Baelor. I need you,â you sighed, in frustration. This was the same conversation that you had a little over a moon ago. The one that had led him to suggesting you bedding Maekar. When you had made him squirm thinking you actually had bedded his youngest brother. The one that he had promised to be better, and you had promised your own thing. You blinked slightly remembering the conversation. Where you had told him if the neglect continued you would bed Maekar.Â
Your breath hitched slightly in your throat at the reminder, but you pushed it down. âI wish to have dinner together tonight. Just the pair of us,â you told him.Â
âConsider it done,â he told you, with a nod, casting you a small smile before he immediately looked back down to the parchment. The words did not feel like a victory, and you did not feel any warmth at the thought of spending time with him. You felt slightly cold as he looked back down to his work as if it was the most important thing in his life. You stayed a moment longer, before leaving him to it. Hoping that he would stay true on his word this time.Â
You were not truly surprised when Baelor did not come to dine with you. It hurt, deeply, but you knew better at this point. Instead you sat staring at the fire, your thoughts of earlier echoing in your mind as you thought back to that night when he had even suggested allowing Maekar to bed you.Â
âIf anything remotely close to that comes out of your mouth again or if you start to neglect me again I will fuck Maekar without hesitation,â you had said sternly.
Your jaw clenched as your fists bawled at your side and you were to your feet before you could even think. Your hands moving with a mind of your own as you tore your dress and small clothes from your body, before wrapping the robe around yourself.Â
Your door was swung open and your bare feet were padding against the floor, as you made your way through the dark hallways. Once you reached your destination you hesitated for a moment, and it would be the last time of the night. Your chance to turn back. To push these ridiculous thoughts from your head, but you did not. Instead you raised your hand connecting with the wood.Â
It took less than a second before the door opened. Maekar stared down at you, his eyebrows were furrowed together. He breathed your name out, and you couldnât quite place what it was laced with.Â
Your eyes flicked from his violet eyes to his lips and in a flash you were stepping forward pressing your mouth to his, pushing him into his chambers. He reacted instantly, his hands lacing through your hair as you kicked the door shut. Your back immediately met the wood causing you to moan slightly.Â
As if that had awoken him from his trance he immediately pulled away putting spacing between the pair of you. He stared at you, eyebrows drew together as the dilemma was clear on his face. He wanted you just as much as you wanted him, but that was still wrong. You were Baelorâs wife, the mother of his children, his future Queen.Â
âThis is wrong,â he told you, but you could tell he was trying to convince himself more than you. He would not shame you. Never you.Â
You were not an idiot. You had seen the way he looked at you recently, the way he even reacted that night when you had pretended to moan his name when hiding from Baelor. He wanted you, and that was wrong. It went against everything, but it changed nothing.Â
âIt is,â you confirmed, you were not going to argue with him. âI warned him this would happenâŚI promised it even,â you added with a shrug.Â
He blinked at you, his hands opening and closing at his side as he tried to stop them from reaching back out to you. âWhat?â
âI told him that night that I would fuck you without hesitation if he began to neglect me once more. So, he has been warned, and now I am here. Offering myself without hesitation,â you said. You pushed yourself off the door as your hand moved to the tie of your robe pulling it free as it pooled as your feet leaving you completely bare to the man in front of you.Â
His eyes moved taking you in, before they met yours once more, âFuck it,â he muttered before shooting back forward. His mouth reclaiming yours like the starving man he was. Your back met the door once more as his hands moved across your flesh. Your hand moved to his throat firmly gripping him, squeezing slightly as if you were holding him there afraid he would pull away.Â
He would never pull away from you.Â
He would have made time for you, echoed in your head.
His mouth moving down your throat nipping at your throat, harshing, breaking the skin and marking you. Your hand moved from his throat to work away the clap of his doublet, as he straightened allowing you to shed the doublet before pulling the tunic over his head.Â
You shoved him back, your eyes trailed over his bare chest with a pleased smirk, taking a step back toward him. Your finger tips trailed across his flesh, pimpling in your wake. Your touch ghosted lightly over faded scars until you moved forward, your tongue dragging across them causing him to shiver.Â
Then your hands moved to the string of his pants as you continued to lick the jagged skin of previous wounds. His trousers pooled at his feet and his breeches were soon to follow as he kicked them out of the way watching you intently.Â
Your mouth descended downward causing his throat to bob slightly as he tensed slightly in anticipation. He watched you carefully as you sank to your knees taking the sight of his hardened cock. He half expected a reaction, something too small to show he was not adequate to Baelor in some way, just like most of his life, but you did not grant him anything that showed that.Â
Instead you looked up at him through your lashes as your tongue circled around his tip. You did not tease him, which was something he was extremely grateful for, but as soon as you took him in your mouth he moaned lowly. He squeezed his eyes shut, as his fists bawled as he fought the urge to spill down your throat at the feeling alone.Â
You began to move up and down his length, as you hallowed your cheeks out. He was a string of curse words and whispered praise as your mouth worked up and down his length. If your mouth felt this heavenly he could hardly wait to feel your cunt. Then without warning he pulled free from your mouth knowing that if it lasted any longer he was sure to shoot down your throat as if it was the first time he had been with a woman all over again.Â
His hand moved to your throat wrapping around it harshly as he pulled you to your feet. He stared at you a moment taking in your appearance. You looked completely and utterly wrecked. Your hair a mess from his hands, saliva dripped down your chin as you grinned up at him, and your eyes looked much darker than normal as your pupils looked completely blown.Â
Your back met the door once more as he held you there, as his mouth moved, connecting against yours. A clash of teeth, displaying just how badly the pair of you wanted each other, even though it was completely wrong and the Gods no doubt frowned down at you, but that was a problem from a later problem. Right now neither of you cared your minds a tunnel only focusing on the end which was the clear image of the other. His free hand trailing down your stomach, as he continued to conquer your mouth with his tongue.
His fingers finally found the warmth inbetween your thighs, as you spread your legs for him, âYou are fucking soaked,â he muttered.Â
âMhm. Already better than I had been picturing,â you groaned as his fingers ran through your folds, pinching your swollen clit causing you to moan, your nails digging into his shoulder as he squeezed your throat in retaliation.Â
Your words settled in his brain, shooting down to his length causing it to twitch slightly at the thought. You had been picturing this, just like had. His hands pulled away from you causing you to whine slightly. He reached down gripping underneath your ass as he carried you across the room, your mouth biting harshly into his shoulder causing him to groan.Â
You broke the skin, redness pooling from the wound causing you to lick it up soothing the sting with your mouth. His fingers dug into you as he dropped you down onto the mattress.Â
You pushed yourself up onto your elbows watching him. He reached out wrapping his hand around your ankle before tugging you to the edge. He settled on his knees as he pried your legs apart, his mouth moving to the soft skin of your thighs.Â
He bit his way up them, sucking and baring his teeth making sure to leave his mark in a trail, as moved toward your pooling cunt. His tongue felt like heaven, as he dragged it up savouring the taste on his tongue.  Â
âYou taste so fucking good,â he groaned agasint your cunt, sending a vibration causing you to arch into. The thought of how his brother could have been neglecting you when you tasted this good, looked this good, and felt this fucking good came to the front of his mind. He could find no excuse as nothing as his duty as prince or Hand could ever compare to this. You could hear him groaning into you as he devoured your cunt greedily, bringing you to your first climax of the night with his tongue alone.Â
Your mind was still fuzzy as you felt like flipping you over, onto your belly. His hands moving to your hips. You immediately arched offering yourself back to him, he took his cock in his hand as he dragged it through your folds gathering your slickness as he leaned forward his tongue dragging down your spine as licked up the sweat that started to gather.Â
He pushed into you with once thrust causing you to cry out, your hands moving forward to grip the sheets. âOh, fuck you are so tight,â he groaned, as his fingers gripped into your hips. He stayed still for a moment attempting to let you adjust.Â
âMove,â you then instructed.Â
âAgainst a nicely, pretty girl,â he countered, as he stayed still even as you tried to thrust your own hips back into him, but his grips just held you tightly, not allowing.Â
âPlease, move Maekar. Please,â you then begged, causing him to grin slightly.Â
He immediately gave you what you wanted as he began to thrust in and out of you, setting a deliciously brutal pace that threatened to make you forget anything, but him. âOh, fuck, Maekar,â you cried out.Â
âYeah, yell my name. Let everyone know who is fucking you this good.â
âMaekar!â you cried out again, again and again. His name fills the room and no doubt the halls of the Keep. The sounds of his balls slapping against your ass mixed into the sweet chaos as his hand reached forward wrapping around your hair giving it a harsh tug as he pulled you up straight.Â
âSo full. So fucking full,â you cried out, as he thrust into hips snapping quickly as you arched into him.
âYou were fucking made for me,â he then declared, as the pressure in your spine began to build as well as the coil in your belly threatening to snap already.Â
âAll yours,â you then declared, completely unaware of what the words did to him. Here you were, his brother's wife claiming that you were all his. Not Baelorâs. You werenât even thinking of your husband. You werenât moaning his name nor taking his cock. You were Maekarâs, even if only for tonight alone, but Gods he hoped it wasnât only for tonight. Now that he had you he wasnât sure he could ever give you up.Â
His hand moved to your throat giving it a hard squeeze causing you to cry out loud, he could feel you squeezing around him tightly causing his hand to trail down your front until it moved pinching your clit, âSo close, Maekar,â you cried out.Â
âI know give it to me, pretty girl,â he grunted, continuing to fuck into you.
Your vision went white as you came with the cry of his name, your cunt clamping down around him like a vice causing him to instantly spill into you at the feeling as he called out your name repeatedly as if it was prayer, as if you were his savior, and you were allowing him to enter heaven by allowing him to be inside you.Â
He held you against him for a moment as he twitched inside you, painting your walls with him. He moved his fingers from your clit as he pulled out of you causing you to whine as you felt empty. âShh, shh. I got you sweetheart. You did so good. Took me so perfectly,â he cooed as he moved, laying you down on the bed gently.Â
He moved, grabbing a cloth cleaning the both of you up, and when he returned back to you, he smiled slightly. You were half asleep wrapped in his sheets, causing him to lift them gently and slide in next to you.Â
You moved immediately toward him as if there was a string connecting the pair of you. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head as you sighed dreamily. Maekar now wondered if Baelor would even notice that his wife was missing from their chambers or if he would be so tired in his bones that he would pass out without even noticing. But then he wondered if the man would know exactly where his wife had gone as she had warned him what would happen if he had dared neglect her once more and he had done just that.Â
HIs thoughts were silenced as you curled into his side further, your head moving to rest on his chest as your hand gripped his side firmly as if you were scared he would pull away. He moved holding you tightly as his head rested against the top of yours and he allowed sleep to claim him.Â
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DRAGONSTONEâBaelor & Maekar Targaryen
Baelor x Baelorâs wife!reader x Maekar
content: Dragonstone was suppose to wash away your problems.
words: 2.2k
cw: MDNI 18+ mentions of sexual activities, infidelity, they all would have done wonders with some therapy, not proofread, lmk if I missed any
more of the do I wanna know? universe
Dragonstone was cold in a way King's Landing was not. The winds were ever changing in a way no one could quite predict them. The sea roared against the rocks slamming against them constantly letting their presence be known through violence.
You could not help, but constantly compare Dragonstone to Maekar. You did not know mean too. You did not even always notice that was what you were doing, and yet your mind constantly made the connections.
This was suppose to be a fresh start, a way to mend your marriage to Baelor, and yet it felt anything, but that.
You had wondered if it would be easier to go into the sea and to float away, mayhaps the boys could come with you and you could live your life in peace. Away from the heavy burden of the crown pressing down into you.
"Mum, did you hear me?" your eldest asked causing you to turn from the crashing washes you hoped would eat you hole to him.
Valarr, six and ten stared at you, blinking awaiting your answer to whatever he had just asked.
"What?" you asked.
"When can we go home?"
You could feel your shoulders tense. Home. Valarr wanted to go back to the only home he had ever truly known, having lived in the capital since his father was named Hand of the King when he was only seven.
You moved toward him cupping his cheek, and he allowed you. Despite almost being a man grown himself he was still your son, and he knew that. You smiled at him though it did not quite reach your eyes, "I will talk to your father."
It was never hard to find Baelor throughout the day. He would always be in his chambers, perched over a desk reading through the ravens and different accounts he had been sent that day.
He looked tired. He looked as tired as you felt, and were sure that his emotions mirrored your own.
Dragonstone had not been in at all what you were expecting. There was conversation, but that often led to harsh words being exchanged. That the wounds inside you kept feeling as if they were being pressed on deeper rather than healing like they should have started to at this time.
The true problem was the Hand of the King never truly get a day off. Even being in an entire different castle. Even if he had promised his wife once more to allow them time to work on themselves.
"Valarr wishes to go home," you told him, finally causing him to look up from his work.
His face did something you could not name or mayhaps you just did not wish too tired of the same constant look. He pushed his lips together as his gaze trailed over you searching you for a lie that he would not find.
"Valarr or you?" he countered leaning back in his chair arms crossing over his chest.
You let out a scoff before you could stop yourself, "If I wished to go home I would tell you I wished to go home," you made your moved to leave thinking the conversation was over. That it would not progress any further from that point.
You were wrong.
"Maekar said it was more than sex."
You paused, slowly turning from the exit to your husband, "We're having this conversation again."
"It has been a month and you still will not give me a real answer."
It was the same thing over and over again. Beating the dead horse, despite how it never made a move to rise. You were suppose to be working past this, but instead it felt like you continued to go in circles.
Talking about Maekar ended no where, but a screaming match with doors slamming and sleeping in a cold bed alone for another night.
You swallowed. You did not want to lie. You would not lie to him, and instead you said, "Think about going back homeâŚFor your sons at least."
You left him with his thoughts, and that was not the smartest move, but you could not have known that then. Though you would figure it out soon enough.
The bruises on Baelor's face had begun to heal, but the ones deeper inside had not faded in the slightest.
He had conjured a story in his head. One that he would have been able to look past. That you sought Maekar out for company, that he was a warm body to fill the place of himself. That Maekar used you to numb some of the pain of being alone after Dyanna.
It was more than just fucking. It was more than any excuse he had made in his mind, and his brother had sent that idea crumbling straight into the ground with what he had told him that day in the courtyard.
'ThereâŚThere is something that I cannot explain between the pair of us.'
He was not sure why he could del with the fact that you had slept with his brother, but not the fact you had feelings for him.
It felt different. More intimate. It hurt more this way.
And he knew. He knew, he knew, he knew that he was the one that had out the thought there. That he had give his blessing, but he was wrong. He was so very wrong, and thought you knew that.
You did know that, but you had also made your promise. You were a woman of your word, but he thought for once you were bluffing. And maybe you were at least at first.
He could put the pieces together. He could picture his brother slowly slipping into his place with you and even his sons. Even now they stull looked as if there were waiting for the boot to drop.
Maekar was for once what he was not.
Matarys and Valarr wanted their uncle.
You preferred his brother. Now every time he looked at you he wondered if you were thinking of him. If you stared out at the moon wishing he was by your side. If you ate meals missing Maekar's dry since of humor.
He was driving insane.
Baelor wanted you to feel something close to what he had. What he still felt. He wanted the pain inside him to stop. He wanted. He wanted. He wanted.
He was not truly sure what he wanted.
For the first time in his life he felt like he was at a loss. That he was not the perfect prince and Heir he was depicted as.
'That you have neglected your wife for moons and she finally had enough of itâŚcame running to me and it kills you for once that someone choose me over you! The perfect prince wasn't fucking perfect for once.'
"Do you need something, m'lord?"
Baelor's eyes lifted up to the maid standing in front of him. She was younger, with big brown eyes and a bright smile. She was pretty. She was very, very pretty.
"Come here," he beckoned her forward. She did so with an eager grin moving across the floor quickly, "What is your name?"
You were tired, night after night with little sleep and you thought it had finally gotten to you.
Neither had turned to notice you and the irony in the situation was almost to funny. Two moons ago Baelor had walked in on his brother and yourself. Now you had walked in on him balls deep in a woman you could not identify even if you tried.
Whether it was the sleep deprivation or the simple fact you did not know how to react you laughed, loudly, finally catching their attention, "This really appears to be working on our marriage."
Within a flash Baelor was on his feet, the evidence of his hard cock staring at you. The unknown woman scrambled fixing her dress as they both gawked at you.
She opened her mouth, now realizing just who had caught them. Not just some random woman, but his o
"I do not want to hear your excuses. Leave before I change my mind," you told her, not sparing her a glance keeping your eyes on your husband.
The door shut and neither of you acknowledged it staring at the other. Despite laughing only a moment ago your face lacked at humor. Your eyes bore into him it was a wonder he had not dropped to the ground.
"Are you going to put pants on or should we fight with your cock outâŚbecause if it stares at me a moment longer I cannot promise I won't attempt to cut it off."
He blinked at you once before collecting his trousers from the floor pulling them to cover himself. "Was she all you imagined?"
"Was Maekar?"
"You want to know about how your brother is in bed, because I will tell you if that's what you want to hear."
You moved forward slowly, and it caused a chill to crawl up his spine. He awaited your next move in terror, "You want to hear about how nice his cock feels moving in and out of me or about how I scream his name?"
His jaw locked as you circled him. He felt like he was being hunted. He did not feel like the strong warrior, but instead as if he was mouth awaiting the trap you were setting for him."Did you picture me?" you asked, your nail dragging against his back muscles pain following your trail as you moved to now stand in front of him.
"Did you?" he countered.
"No," you replied honestly.
You watched his face do the thing from earlier, the same thing it had been doing for the last month. He shook his head, looking away from you, but you moved gripping his beard chin forcing his mismatched eyes on you, "You spent months neglecting me and I went to your brother for companionship. Can you really blame me?" you questioned.
You let go of him stepping backward, putting the distance between you as if it would dull the anger, but it did the opposite."Call it what it is," his voice was rising by the minute, the calm demeanor he typically wore back in King's Landing waiting for its prince.
"And what is it, oh wise, Baelor?" you asked, your arms crossing over you chest. Your voice remained even but your began to shake with the pent up rage.
"You love him!"
You stared at him for a second, the realization settling deep in your bones like a dull ache that never quite faded. He had spoken it into the world. Something that you had been ignoring for weeks, because it was more than sex.
But if you ignored it would go away
Baelor apparently did not share that same thought, "So you thought sticking your cock into some random maid would dull that? If anything you made it worse you idiot!"
"You slept with my brother!"
"And now I am going to do it again as soon as we get back to King's Landing," you declared.
He opened his mouth to say something, but there was nothing more you wanted to hear, "We are returning to King's Landing. I expect you to make the preparation on the morrow or I will write to your brother to handle, because I can aat least trust him to make good on his word."
Spinning on your heels the door feeling as it had rattled the castle. The waves crashing outside, angry and violet felt dull in comparison to the rage of storm he had just created.
"Oh, fuck," Baelor cried out crumbling to his knees just like his marriage just had.
Maekar Targaryen had seen battle. He was the Anvil for Sevens sake, and here he was staring at your letter as if he was four and ten trying to court a woman for the first time.
You made his heart race. You made a warmth spread through him that he thought had been buried alongside his wife.
"This is so fucking stupid," he muttered staring at the letter, and yet he still did not open it.
He moved toward the widow staring out at the night sky. He on several occasions had debated taking his children back to Summerhall. To his proper seat, but some deep part of him still held out hope you would return soon. For his children of course, and definitely not because he missed you.
He closed his eyes and let your face filled his sight instead of the back of his eyelids, and if he focused hard enough he could hear your laugh,"This is ridiculous," he muttered once more, but his voice was already softer.
His eyes opened slowly as he looked to the moon, wondering if you were staring out at it like you did when sleep evaded you. Or perhaps you were already deep asleep in his elder brother's arms.
Finally with shaky hands and one last glance at the moon he opened the letter. He treated the parchment with such delicacy you would swear this was not the same man who had earned the title of the Anvil.
Dearest Maekar, On the morrow my boys and I will set out making our way back to Dragonstone. With or without your brother's permission. I will see you soon.
His fingers ran over every word, tracing the letters that you had written with him in mind, "She's coming home," he breathed out, and there was too much emotion threaded through his words for a man who was suppose to be treating you like only a good-sister.
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I would love to find out how high his tower is, while he makes me see the light...
Wine and A Pretty Wench
Aerion Targaryen x wife!reader - A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms
Summary: Dunk accidently mistakes Aerion's lady wife in his tent for a common whore because she did not arrive with the rest of the Targaryen party to the Ashford tourney. This is a oneshot, not related to any series.
Warnings: SMUT 18+ p in v, unprotected sex, possessiveness, power imbalance, dubiously consensual situations, Aerion wants to roleplay, pregnancy mention, talks about killing, Aerion has insane ideas, breeding.
The morning of the tourney had dawned bright over Ashford Meadow, the kind of morning that promised glory and broke that promise before the sun reached its zenith. You had watched the Targaryen party arrive from the shade of the pavilion, your hands folded, your spine a straight line of practiced composure. The three-headed dragon of House Targaryen, red on black, snapped in the wind, a sight that still made your stomach tighten.
Dunk, Ser Duncan, now, though it sat awkwardly on his broad shoulders, stood near the lists with his squire, a small, shaven-headed boy with sharp eyes. The hedge knight watched the procession with a wariness that bordered on rude, his great height making him impossible to miss among the crowd of lords and ladies and smallfolk alike. He had heard the whispers, same as everyone else. Prince Aerion Targaryen was coming to Ashford. Prince Aerion Brightflame, they called him. Some called him other things, though not to his face. This one, he had heard, was cut from different cloth entirely.
The prince was fair to look upon, all the Targaryens were, with hair like spun silver and eyes the color of violets, a sharp jaw and a mouth that seemed perpetually on the verge of a sneer or a smile, and it was difficult to tell which was which. He wore black riding leathers chased with silver thread, a cloak of deep crimson slung over one shoulder, and he did not look at the smallfolk who gathered to gawk. He looked through them, as if they were made of glass and of no consequence.
Duncan watched him dismount with an easy grace, handing his reins to a squire without a word of thanks. The prince stretched, rolled his shoulders, and cast a lazy glance across the meadow toward the rows of tents and pavilions that had sprouted like colorful mushrooms overnight.
âI am for my tent,â Aerion announced to no one in particular, though his voice carried well enough. It was a pleasant voice, cultured and smooth, with an undercurrent of something that made the hairs on Duncanâs arm prickle. âTell them to bring wine. Something red, from the Arbor, if they have it. None of that Dornish swill.â He paused, and a slow, private smile curved his lips. âI, myself, shall be finding a pretty woman to share it with.â
Chuckles followed. A couple of Kingsguards shared a knowing look. Duncan frowned. He had heard, somewhere in the jumble of heraldry and gossip that accompanied any great tourney, that prince Aerion was married. To some lady of a lesser house, a match that had raised eyebrows among the high lords but had been pushed through by the princeâs father, Maekar, for reasons Duncan did not pretend to understand. A wife. And here the prince was, speaking of finding a pretty woman as if he were a knight with nothing but a horse and a sword to his name. Duncanâs sense of honour, simple and stubborn as an ox, bristled at the casual dismissal. A man wed was a man wed. He ought not speak so.
But Duncan was no fool, not entirely. He kept his frown to himself and watched the silver-haired prince stride off toward the largest of the black-and-crimson pavilions, his cloak billowing behind him, and he thought, not for the first time, that the blood of the dragon was a strange and unsettling thing.
You heard the commotion before you saw him. The Targaryen encampment was a hive of activity, servants hurrying with trunks and tapestries, grooms leading horses to the picket lines, guards taking up their posts. You had arrived a day earlier, traveling with your family, separately from your husband despite his insistence. The roads are dusty, he himself had said, after all, with that faint curl of his lip that might have been concern or might have been disdain. You will arrive fresh and rested. I will not have my wife looking like a Dothraki crone at her first great tourney. So you had come ahead with a small retinue, and you had waited.
Now he was here.
You remained in your chair within the pavilion, a book open on your lap that you had not read a single word of in the past hour. Your heart was beating too fast, a traitorous thing that had never learned to be calm around him. It was not fear, not precisely. It was something more complicated, something that knotted in your belly and made your breath come shorter and your skin feel too warm.
You heard his voice outside, giving orders, and then the flap of the pavilion was thrown back and he stepped inside, bringing with him the smell of horse and leather and something else, something that was just him.
âWine,â he said to the air, not looking at you. He shrugged off his cloak and tossed it over a chest. âI told them to bring wine. If it is not here by the time I have removed my boots, I will have someone flogged.â
You said nothing. You watched him sit on the edge of the camp bed and work at his boots, his long fingers deft on the buckles. His silver hair fell forward. He was beautiful. You had thought so the first time you saw him, standing in your fatherâs hall with that faint, mocking smile and those impossible violet eyes, and you thought so now, even knowing what lay beneath the beauty. Perhaps because of what lay beneath it. You had never been able to untangle that knot.
A servant appeared, breathless, bearing a silver tray with a flagon of wine and two goblets. Aerion waved a hand dismissively. âLeave it. Go.â
The servant went. Aerion poured himself a goblet of deep red wine, swirled it, inhaled, and took a long drink. Only then did he seem to notice you, though you knew he had been aware of you from the moment he stepped into the tent. He was always aware of you. It was one of the things that made him so unsettling.
His violet eyes traveled over you slowly, from the crown of your head to the tips of your slippers, and you felt the weight of that gaze like a physical touch. You wore a gown of pale blue silk, cut low enough to be pleasing but not so low as to be vulgar, your hair dressed simply but becomingly. You were not a great beauty, you knew. You were pretty enough, with good skin and kind eyes and a mouth that smiled easily, but you were no silver-haired Targaryen princess. You were just you. And he was Aerion Brightflame.
âWell,â he drawled, setting down his goblet. His smile curved slowly, lazily, like a cat stretching in the sun. âHow very fortunate. A pretty wench has finally found her way to my tent.â
Your spine stiffened. Your hands tightened on the book in your lap. âAerion.â
âI wonder,â he continued, as if you had not spoken, âwhat brings you here. Looking to earn some silver for your services, perhaps?â He leaned back on his hands, his legs spread slightly, his entire posture one of indolent amusement. âI am told I am generous. When the service pleases me.â
Heat flooded your cheeks. It was anger, you told yourself. Only anger. Not the other thing, the thing that made your thighs press together beneath your skirts. âYou are my husband.â
âAm I?â He tilted his head, feigning surprise. âI had forgotten. You must remind me. Wives and whores are so easily confused, are they not? Both warm. Both willing.â His smile sharpened. âBoth so very eager to please their prince.â
You rose from your chair, the book sliding forgotten to the cushion. âIf you wish to play games, Aerion, find someone else. I am not in the mood.â
âOh, but you are.â His voice dropped, losing some of its mocking edge and gaining something darker, something that vibrated in the air between you. âYou are always in the mood for me. I can see it in your eyes. I can smell it on your skin.â He inhaled deeply, theatrically, his nostrils flaring. âLike honey. Like summer. Come here.â
Your feet carried you forward before your mind could catch up. You hated that. You hated how easily he commanded your body, how your legs moved to his voice as if pulled by strings. You stopped a few feet from him, close enough to see the small scar on his jaw from some childhood mishap, the way his pupils had swallowed the violet of his irises.
âI am your wife,â you said again, quieter this time.
âYes.â He reached out and caught your wrist, his grip warm and firm but not painful. He tugged, gently, and you stumbled forward until you were standing between his spread knees. âYou are. And yet here you are, in my tent, dressed unbefitting your station, looking at me with those eyes. What is a prince to think?â
He released your wrist and patted his thigh. The gesture was casual, but his eyes were fixed on your face with an intensity that made your breath catch. âCome. Sit. Show me what a pretty wench does when she wants to earn her silver.â
You hesitated. The game was cruel, you knew. It was like him, to push and push until you did not know whether you wanted to slap him or kiss him, until the lines between anger and desire blurred into something indistinguishable. But beneath the cruelty, beneath the mockery, there was something else. You had learned to see it, over two years of marriage. A flicker in his eyes, a slight softening around his mouth. He wanted this game, yes, but he wanted you. He wanted you to play it with him, to meet him in this strange space he had created, where you were both more and less than husband and wife.
You lowered yourself onto his lap.
His hands came up immediately, settling on your hips, fingers pressing into the silk of your gown. âThere,â he murmured, his breath warm against your throat. âThat was not so difficult, was it?â
âI am not a whore,â you said, your voice steadier than you felt.
âNo,â he agreed, and his lips brushed the curve of your jaw, feather-light. âYou are not. A whore would know what to do. A whore would have her hands in my hair by now, or her fingers on my laces. A whore would be rocking against me, seeking her own pleasure as much as mine.â His teeth grazed your earlobe. âYou, my sweet wife, are sitting on my lap like a startled doe. It is charming. It is also, I confess, somewhat frustrating.â
You turned your head and met his eyes. They were so close, those violet eyes, and they were laughing at you. But there was warmth there too, a heat that had nothing to do with mockery. âThen teach me.â
Something shifted in his expression. The lazy amusement remained, but beneath it something kindled, something hungry and intent. âOh,â he breathed. âI intend to.â
His hands slid from your hips to the laces of your gown. He did not fumble, did not hesitate. His fingers worked the knots with practiced ease, loosening the silk until the bodice gaped and cool air kissed your skin. You shivered, and his smile widened.
âFirst,â he said, his voice a low murmur against your collarbone, âa whore does not sit still and wait to be undressed. She participates. She wants the business concluded quickly, so she may move on to the next customer. She is efficient.â He tugged the gown down over your shoulders, baring your breasts to the warm air of the tent. âShe does not blush like a maiden on her wedding night.â
You could feel the heat spreading down your chest. But you lifted your hands and began to work at the laces of his tunic, your fingers less deft than his, trembling slightly. He let you struggle for a moment, watching your face with those intense violet eyes, before he covered your hands with his own and guided them.
âLike this,â he said, and his voice had gone rough at the edges. âSlowly. There is no rush. The customer will pay for your time regardless.â
âYou are the customer,â you pointed out, your voice breathless.
âI am.â He shrugged out of his tunic, letting it fall to the floor of the tent. His chest was lean and pale, dusted with fine silver hair, the muscles shifting beneath his skin as he moved. âAnd I am a generous man. I will pay for every moment.â
His hands found your breasts, cupping them, thumbs brushing over your nipples until they tightened into hard peaks. You gasped, your hips jerking forward instinctively, and he laughed, a low, pleased sound.
âThere,â he said. âNow you are beginning to understand. A whore knows her own pleasure. She takes it where she finds it, because the night is long and there are many customers. She does not wait for permission.â
He shifted beneath you, and you felt the hard length of him pressing against your thigh through his breeches. Your breath caught. You rocked against him, experimental, and his eyes fluttered half-closed.
âYes,â he breathed. âLike that.â
His hands slid down your body, gathering your skirts, pushing them up until they bunched around your waist. The air was cool on your bare thighs, and you shivered again, but it was not from cold. His fingers found the waist of your smallclothes and tugged, and you lifted your hips to help him, your body moving without conscious thought now, driven by a need that had been building since the moment he stepped into the tent.
âNow,â he said, his voice a dark purr, âyou will take what you want. I am merely a customer. A paying customer. Do you understand?â
You did not understand, not entirely, but you nodded anyway. His hands settled on your hips again, guiding you, positioning you. You felt the blunt head of him pressing against your entrance, and you were slick and ready, your body traitorously eager. You sank down onto him, taking him inside you in one slow motion, and the sound he made, a low, guttural groan that seemed torn from somewhere deep in his chest, made your inner muscles clench around him.
âGods,â he muttered. His head fell back, his throat exposed. âYou are...you are...â
You did not let him finish. You began to move, rocking on his lap as he had instructed, finding a rhythm that made pleasure spark up your spine. His hands tightened on your hips, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise, but you did not care. You were watching his face, watching the way his composure cracked and crumbled, watching the mocking prince dissolve into something rawer, something more honest.
âLook at you,â he said, his voice strained. âMy pretty little whore. Taking what she wants. Riding me like a...like a...â
His words broke off into a groan as you shifted your angle, finding a spot that made you both gasp. You braced your hands on his shoulders, your fingers digging into the pale skin, and moved faster. The tent was warm, filled with the scent of wine and sex and the faint sweetness that always clung to him. Outside, you could hear the distant sounds of the tourney grounds, horses, voices, the clash of practice swords, but they seemed very far away, from another world entirely.
He was watching you now, his violet eyes wide and dark, his lips parted. The mockery was gone. The game was forgotten. There was only this, the slide of your bodies together, the wet sounds of your joining, the way his hips bucked up to meet your downward strokes.
You leaned forward and kissed him. He kissed you back with equal ferocity, one hand leaving your hip to tangle in your hair, holding you close as his tongue swept into your mouth.
When you broke apart, gasping, he pressed his forehead to yours. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed as if in pain. âI cannot...you are too...I need...â
You did not know what he needed. You were too far gone yourself, the pleasure building and building like a wave preparing to crash. Your rhythm faltered, became erratic, and you buried your face in the curve of his neck, breathing in the scent of him.
His arms came around you, crushing you against his chest. One hand splayed across your bare back, holding you close, while the other gripped your hip, guiding your movements. His mouth found your shoulder, and he kissed the skin there.
You shattered. The pleasure broke over you in waves, making you cry out against his throat, your body clenching around him rhythmically. He followed a moment later, his hips jerking up into you, a low groan tearing from his lips as he spilled inside you.
But Aerion, being Aerion, did not let up.
His grip on your hips tightened before you could catch your breath, holding you firmly in place atop him. You were still trembling, still gasping, your forehead pressed to his shoulder, when his voice came again: that same lazy, mocking drawl, as if nothing at all had happened between you.
"What a pretty girl you are," he murmured against your hair, and you could feel his lips curve into a smile. "So eager. So willing. If you please me well enough, I may take you back to Summerhall as my paramour."
You stiffened in his arms. He was still playing the game. Even now, with his seed still warm inside you, with your bodies still joined, he could not simply be your husband. He had to be this: this infuriating, impossible creature who needed to twist everything into something strange and sharp.
"Aerion..." you started, but he cut you off, his hand sliding up your spine to cup the back of your neck.
"I'll even put a babe in you," he continued. His other hand pressed against your lower belly, where his seed was taking root, if the gods willed it. "I would wager you would give me a beautiful child. Silver hair, violet eyes. A true dragon." His thumb traced a slow circle on your stomach. "A son. You would like that, would you not? To give a prince a son?"
Your breath caught. The words were part of the game, they had to be, but there was something in his voice, some thread of genuine yearning, that made your heart clench. He wanted a son. He had always wanted a son. It was the reason he had married you, or so he claimed. A wife to give him heirs. A warm body to fill with dragon seed. Nothing more.
But his hands on you were gentle now, even as his words remained cruel.
"You are so soft," he breathed, his lips brushing your temple. "So supple. I would wager you make good coin at tourneys. Rotating through tents, spreading your legs for any knight with silver in his purse." His hips shifted beneath you, a small, lazy movement that made you gasp. "But I would keep you for myself. I am a jealous man. I do not share what is mine."
You pulled back enough to look at his face. His violet eyes were half-lidded, his lips curved in that familiar mocking smile, but there was a tension around his jaw, a tightness that betrayed him. He was waiting for something. Waiting to see if you would play along, or if you would break the game and demand he be your husband instead of this strange, cruel stranger he pretended to be.
"A prince's paramour," you said slowly, finding your voice. "That is a generous offer. But I have heard the prince of Summerhall already has a wife."
Something flickered in his eyes. Satisfaction, perhaps. Or something softer.
"His wife," Aerion said, and his voice changed, the mockery falling away like a cloak dropped to the floor, "is a vexing creature who does not know her place."
There it was. The shift. You were his wife again, and he was your husband, and the game was over. Or so you thought.
"She came to Ashford days ago," he continued, and now there was a genuine edge to his voice, a sharpness that had nothing to do with play. "With her own house. Her own retinue. As if she were not a Targaryen. As if she were not mine."
You opened your mouth to protest, but he was not finished.
"I arrived today and found my wife already ensconced in my pavilion, wearing a gown of pale blue silk that any merchant's daughter might own." His fingers plucked at the fabric pooled around your waist, his lip curling. "Plain. Unadorned. No jewels. No finery. As if I had not bought her a dozen gowns finer than this. As if I had not given her rubies and sapphires and pearls enough to drown a lesser woman."
"I thought..."
"You thought wrong." His hand came up to cup your face, his thumb tracing your lower lip. His touch was gentle, but his eyes were hard. "You are a Targaryen now. My wife. When we travel, you travel with me. Not ahead, not behind, not separately. With me. At my side. Where you belong."
"I did not want to slow you down," you said quietly. "You said the roads were dusty. You said..."
"I said many things." He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the corner of your mouth, brief and fierce. "I am your husband. It is my right to complain about dusty roads while you ride beside me. It is my right to be irritated by your presence and comforted by it in equal measure. You do not get to escape me so easily."
You stared at him, your heart beating too fast. He was impossible. He was infuriating. He was looking at you with those violet eyes, and beneath the irritation, beneath the princely arrogance, there was something that looked almost like hurt.
"You were lonely," you realized aloud. "You arrived and I was not with you, and you were lonely."
His jaw tightened. "I was bored. There is a difference."
"Is there?"
His hand slid from your face to your throat, not squeezing, just resting there, a reminder of his strength, of the power he held over you. "Do not presume to know my mind, wife."
But you did know. Marriage had taught you to read him, to see past the barbs and the mockery to the man beneath. A man who did not know how to say I missed you without wrapping it in thorns. A man who had been raised to believe that wanting someone was a weakness, and so he pretended he wanted no one at all.
"And this gown," he continued, his thumb stroking the column of your throat. "You will not wear it again. Not in public. I have bought you silks and velvets. I have given you the jewels to wear. You will wear them. All of them. At once, if you must. I will not have the realm whispering that prince Aerion cannot care for his wife."
"No one would think that," you said.
"They would." His voice dropped, and for a moment, the mask slipped entirely. "And what if someone had seen you, dressed like this? What if some knight or lord had mistaken you for a common wench, a camp follower, and dragged you to his tent?" His grip on your throat tightened fractionally. "What would I have done then? Burned the entire tourney to ash? Killed every man who looked at you? You are mine, and you walk about looking like anyone might have you, and I cannot..."
He stopped. His breath was coming faster, his chest rising and falling beneath your hands. His eyes were wide, wild, and you realized with a start that he was genuinely afraid. Not of losing you to another man, Aerion Targaryen feared very little, but of the rage that would consume him if anyone tried. Of what he might do.
"Aerion," you said softly. You lifted your hand and touched his face, your fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw. "I am sorry. I did not think."
"No," he agreed, but some of the tension bled out of him. "You did not."
He turned his face into your palm and pressed a kiss there, his lips warm and surprisingly soft. Then he kissed your wrist, the inside of your elbow, the curve of your shoulder. His hands slid down your body, over your ribs, your waist, settling once more on your hips.
"I will wear the gowns," you promised, your voice breathless as his mouth found the hollow of your throat. "And the jewels. All of them. I will look like a Targaryen princess."
"You are a Targaryen princess." His teeth grazed your collarbone. "My princess. My wife."
"And I will ride with you," you continued, your fingers tangling in his silver hair. "Always. I will not go ahead again."
"See that you do not." He lifted his head and looked at you, and the mockery was gone from his eyes, replaced by something fiercer and far more dangerous. "I will not be parted from you again. I find I do not care for it."
Before you could answer, his hands tightened on your hips and he guided you into motion again. You gasped, your body still sensitive from your first release, but he did not stop. He moved you slowly, rocking you against him in a rhythm that made pleasure spark up your spine all over again.
"Aerion," you managed, your voice unsteady. "I am...your breeches...I am drenching them..."
"Let them be drenched." His voice was rough, his breath coming in short pants against your throat. "I have other breeches. I have a hundred breeches. I will ruin them all if I must."
You could not argue. You could barely think. He was moving you faster now, his hips rising to meet yours, and the wet sounds of your joining filled the tent. His hands roamed your body: your breasts, your waist, the curve of your backside, touching you everywhere, as if he could not get enough of the feel of you.
"You are prettier than any wench," he panted, the words tumbling from his lips like a confession. "Prettier than any woman I have ever seen. My pretty wife. My sweet wife. You are always so...so warm...so perfect for me..."
His words dissolved into a groan as you clenched around him, your own pleasure building again. You buried your face in his neck and let him move you, let him take what he needed, because you needed it too. You needed this: this fierce, consuming thing between you, this fire that burned away all pretense and left only the raw truth of your wanting.
"I am going to..." he started, but he did not finish. His body arched beneath you, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to bruise, and he spilled inside you with a broken cry. The sensation pushed you over the edge after him, your body milking him greedily, drawing out every last drop of his seed.
For a long moment, you simply breathed together, your bodies still joined, your hearts pounding in tandem. You expected him to release you, to let you slide off his lap and find your feet. Instead, his arms tightened around you, holding you in place.
"Aerion," you said, shifting slightly. "I should..."
"No." His voice was firm, though still roughened with pleasure. "Stay."
"But I am..."
"Stay." His hand pressed against your lower back, keeping you flush against his chest. "I like you here. Warm and soft and full of me. You will stay until I say you may move."
You squirmed, and his grip tightened. A small, cruel smile curved his lips, the first hint of the old Aerion, the one who liked to push and test and see how far you would go for him.
"Uncomfortable, my love?" he asked, his voice a lazy drawl once more. "Good. Think of it as penance. For leaving me to ride alone. For wearing that plain little gown. For making me worry."
"I did not know you worried."
"I did not know either." He said it lightly, but there was something raw beneath the words. "It was a most unpleasant discovery. I do not recommend it."
He leaned back on the camp bed, pulling you with him, so that you were sprawled across his chest. His hands roamed your back in slow, idle strokes, tracing the curve of your spine, the dip of your waist. His eyes were half-closed, his expression one of sated contentment, but there was an expectation in the set of his mouth, a silent demand.
You leaned down and pressed your lips to his throat, just below his jaw, where his pulse beat slow and strong. He made a small sound, not quite a sigh, not quite a groan, and tilted his head back, offering you more of his neck. You kissed your way along the elegant line of his throat, feeling the vibration of his hum of approval against your lips.
"That is better," he murmured, his fingers tangling in your hair. "My sweet wife. My dutiful wife."
You dragged your tongue along his skin, tasting salt and the faint sweetness that always clung to him. He shivered, and you felt a surge of power. He might command you, might order you about and mock you and play his cruel games, but here, in this, you had power too. You could make him shiver.
You kissed his jaw, the corner of his mouth, the high curve of his cheekbone. His eyes had fallen fully closed now, his lips parted, his breathing slow and deep. He looked almost peaceful. Almost gentle. You knew better than to believe it entirely, Aerion Targaryen was never entirely peaceful, never entirely gentle, but in these moments, after he had spent himself inside you, when your body was still wrapped around his, he came close.
He smiled, a real smile, not the mocking curve he showed the world, and pulled you down for a kiss. It was slow and deep and thorough, his tongue sliding against yours, his hand cradling the back of your head as if you were something precious.
When he finally released you, his eyes had sharpened again, a new hunger kindling in their violet depths.
"Now," he said, and his voice was a dark promise. "Let us see how sturdy this makeshift bed truly is."
Before you could respond, he rolled, taking you with him, and suddenly you were on your back on the camp bed, staring up at him. His silver hair fell around his face like a curtain, his eyes burning down at you, his body still joined with yours.
"Aerion..."
"Quiet," he said, but there was no cruelty in it. Only want. Only need. "You owe me. For the lonely ride. For the plain gown. For every moment I spent wondering where you were and whether you were safe."
He began to move, slow and deep, and you forgot how to speak.
The bed creaked beneath you, a rhythmic sound that matched the thrust of his hips. He braced himself on his forearms, his face inches from yours, his eyes never leaving your face. He watched every flicker of pleasure that crossed your features, every gasp, every moan, as if he were memorizing them.
You reached up and pulled him down for a kiss, and he groaned into your mouth. His rhythm faltered, became more urgent, and you wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper.
The bed creaked louder. Neither of you cared.
"Give me a son," he gasped against your lips. "Give me a son, and I will give you anything. Everything. Just...give me..."
The bed gave way with a splintering crack that echoed through the tent like a thunderclap.
One moment you were beneath him, your back pressed into the thin mattress, your legs wrapped around his waist as he drove into you with that single-minded intensity that only Aerion Targaryen possessed. The next, the wooden frame splintered and collapsed, sending you both tumbling to the ground in a tangle of limbs and furs and broken slats.
You gasped, more from surprise than pain, your hands flying to grip his shoulders. Aerion barely paused. He grunted as the bed gave way beneath him, catching himself on his forearms before he could crush you, and then he kept moving.
"Aerion," you managed, your voice breathless and startled. "The bed..."
"I noticed." His voice was strained, his hips never slowing their relentless rhythm. The furs beneath you provided some cushion against the hard ground, but you could feel the broken slats of the bed frame pressing into your back through the layers. He shifted, adjusting his angle, and a broken moan escaped your lips.
"You are..." you started, but the words dissolved into a gasp as he hit that spot deep inside you, the one that made your vision blur.
"I am what?" His voice was a dark purr, his violet eyes gleaming down at you in the dim light of the tent. Sweat gleamed on his brow, and his silver hair hung in disheveled strands around his face. He looked wild. He looked beautiful. He looked like a dragon in human form, all fire and hunger and terrible grace. "I am your husband. I am a prince. And I am not going to let a poorly constructed camp bed prevent me from taking what is mine."
Your laughter surprised you, a breathless, slightly hysterical sound that bubbled up from somewhere deep in your chest. "The bed is in splinters."
"Then I will have lord Ashford pay for a new one." His hips snapped forward, hard and deep, and your laughter turned into a moan. "He should have provided sturdier accommodations for a prince of the realm. It is his own fault if his furniture cannot withstand proper use."
Proper use. As if this was proper. As if anything about Aerion Targaryen could ever be called proper.
Aerion did not slow. If anything, he seemed to find new vigor in the destruction, his pace increasing until you were gasping and clutching at his shoulders, your nails leaving crescents in his pale skin.
"That is it," he breathed, his forehead dropping to yours. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in concentration. "That is...yes...you feel..."
He did not finish the thought. His rhythm stuttered, became erratic, and then he was spilling inside you. You cried out, your back arching off the furs, your body clenching around him as wave after wave of pleasure crashed through you.
You lay there, tangled together on the ruined bed, your chests heaving, your bodies still joined. Aerion's weight pressed you into the furs, and you could feel the hard edges of broken wood beneath you, but you could not bring yourself to care.
Finally, he stirred. He lifted his head and looked down at you, and there was something soft in his violet eyes, something that only ever appeared in these private moments, when the mask slipped and the real Aerion peered through.
He pulled out of you slowly, and you winced at the loss, at the sudden emptiness. But before you could mourn it, he was moving down your body, pressing kisses to your skin as he went. Your throat. Your collarbone. The valley between your breasts. Your ribs. And then, when he reached your belly, he stopped.
His hands framed your hips, his thumbs tracing slow circles on the soft skin there. He pressed his lips to the curve of your stomach, just below your navel, the place where, if the gods were kind, a child might one day grow.
"This," he murmured against your skin, "will surely have a babe put in your body."
Your breath caught. You lifted your head to look at him, at the silver hair spilling across your stomach, at the reverence in his touch. He was not mocking now. There was no cruelty in his voice, no sharp edge of humor. Only want. Only hope.
"A son," he continued, his lips brushing your skin with each word. "A strong son. A dragon. I will fill you every night of this tourney, and every night after, until your belly swells with my child. Until the maesters confirm what I already know, that you were made for this. Made to carry my heirs."
Your hand found his hair, your fingers threading through the silver strands. He kissed your belly once more, lingering and soft, and then he lifted his head. His eyes met yours, and for a moment, you saw everything: the loneliness, the fear, the desperate need to prove himself, to leave a legacy, to be more than just a second son with a dangerous reputation. You saw the man beneath the prince, and your heart ached for him.
Then the moment passed. He sat up, stretching with the lazy grace of a cat, utterly unbothered by his nakedness or the wreckage surrounding him.
"We will sleep in lord Ashford's castle tonight anyway," he said, waving a dismissive hand at the ruined bed. "This was merely for the afternoon. A place to rest between the lists and the feast. It matters not if it is broken."
You looked at the splintered wood, the torn mattress, the furs scattered across the ground. "The servants will talk."
"Let them talk." He rose to his feet in one fluid motion, utterly unconcerned with his nakedness. His body was lean and pale, muscled in the way of a man who trained daily with sword and lance, and there was a fine sheen of sweat still glistening on his skin. He looked like something from a tapestry: a warrior, a prince, a creature of myth made flesh. "Let them whisper about the passion of prince Aerion and his lady wife. Let them wonder what we do behind closed tent flaps. I care not."
He found his breeches, miraculously intact, unlike the bed, and pulled them on. Then he turned back to you, still sprawled on the furs, and something flickered in his eyes.
"You should dress," he said. "I am going to find more wine. The servants here are incompetent, and I will not suffer dry throat because of their laziness."
He crossed to you, leaned down, and pressed a kiss to your lips, brief but thorough. Then his hand found your hip, and he pinched, just hard enough to make you yelp.
"That," he said, straightening with a smirk, "is for breaking the bed."
"I did not break the bed. You broke the bed."
"The bed broke because of your..." He gestured vaguely at your body, still disheveled from his attentions. "Your enthusiasm. Your movements. Your inability to lie still while your husband takes his pleasure."
You stared at him, incredulous. "You were the one..."
But he was already gone, sweeping out of the tent with the arrogance of a man who had never been forced to finish an argument he was losing.
You lay there for a moment longer, staring at the tent ceiling, your body still humming with the aftershocks of pleasure. Then, slowly, you sat up and began to put yourself to rights.
The gown was a lost cause, crumpled and stained and likely unwearable until it could be properly laundered. You found a simple shift in one of the trunks and pulled it on, then a robe of soft grey wool to ward off the afternoon chill. You combed your fingers through your tangled hair, doing your best to tame it without a proper brush, and splashed water on your face from the basin in the corner.
When you emerged from the tent, the afternoon sun was warm on your face. The tourney grounds sprawled before you, a sea of colorful pavilions and snapping banners, of knights and squires and smallfolk milling about. The sounds of the lists drifted on the breeze: the clash of practice swords, the shouts of men, the whinny of horses.
You found a camp chair just outside the tent flap and settled into it, careful not to stray far. Aerion's words echoed in your mind. You will not leave my side. You will stay where I can see you. You had promised, and you meant to keep that promise, even if he was not here to enforce it.
The sun was warm. The chair was comfortable. You let your eyes drift half-closed, your body still pleasantly sore from the afternoon's activities. A small, secret smile curved your lips.
Footsteps approached: heavy, hesitant footsteps, the tread of a man who was very large and trying very hard to be quiet. You opened your eyes and found yourself staring up at a veritable giant of a man.
He was tall, taller than any man you had ever seen, easily seven feet, with broad shoulders and thick arms and hands the size of dinner plates. His face was plain and honest, with a strong jaw and kind eyes and a thatch of unruly brown hair. He wore a simple tunic of green and brown, well-made but not fine, and he carried himself with the careful awkwardness of a man who had never quite grown accustomed to his own size.
He was also staring at you with an expression of profound discomfort.
"Begging your pardon, my lady," he said, and his voice was deep and rumbling, like distant thunder. "I did not mean to disturb you. I was looking for...that is, I was trying to find..."
He trailed off, his brow furrowing. He looked at the tent behind you, the black-and-crimson Targaryen pavilion, and then back at you, and something like confusion flickered across his honest face.
"You are the hedge knight," you said, because you had noticed him earlier. Everyone at Ashford had noticed him, if only for his size. He towered over every other man in the camp, a great shambling giant with a boy squire at his heels and a look of perpetual bewilderment on his plain, earnest face. "The tall one. I saw you near the lists this morning."
"I am," he confirmed, and he seemed surprised that you had noticed him at all. "Ser Duncan, if it pleases my lady. Though most call me Dunk." He hesitated. "I was looking for...there was a knight I knew once, Ser Arlan of Pennytree. I thought someone here might remember him. I have been asking at the tents, but I fear I have lost track of which ones I have visited and which I have not."
"I am sorry," you said gently. "I do not know the name."
His shoulders slumped, just slightly. "No one does. It has been many years. I thought perhaps...but it does not matter." He made to leave, then stopped, his brow furrowing again.
"My lady," he said slowly, "are youâŚare you well?"
You blinked. "I am perfectly well, Ser Duncan. Why do you ask?"
He shifted his weight from foot to foot, his big hands opening and closing at his sides. "It is only...I saw prince Aerion enter this tent some hours ago. And I heard him say...that is, I could not help but hear..."
"I am well," you said quickly. "Truly. There is no cause for concern."
But Ser Duncan was not a man who let things go easily. His honest face was troubled, his brow deeply furrowed. He took a half-step closer, lowering his voice as if afraid of being overheard.
"Was he...did he hurt you?" The words seemed to cost him something. His jaw was tight, his eyes earnest and worried. "The prince. I know his reputation. I know what they say about him. If he was too rough with you, if he forced you..."
"Ser Duncan." You held up a hand, stopping him. Understanding was dawning, slow and strange and almost amusing. He did not know you. Aerion had most likely said something vulgar, and then he had seen you - a woman in a plain gown, no jewels, no finery, enter that same tent. And he had drawn the obvious, if incorrect, conclusion.
He thought you were a whore. He thought you were a camp follower, a woman paid for her services, and he was concerned, genuinely, deeply concerned, that the prince had been cruel to you. That he had hurt you. That you might need help.
It was so earnest. So kind. So utterly, completely mistaken.
"The prince did not hurt me," you said, and you could not quite keep the amusement from your voice. "I assure you, Ser Duncan, I am quite unharmed."
He did not look convinced. "If you are afraid to speak, my lady, I understand. Princes are...they have power. They can do things. But I would not let him harm you further. I would..."
"Ser Duncan." You leaned forward slightly, your voice gentle. "What do you think I am doing here?"
He hesitated. His face flushed a deep, ruddy red. "I...that is...it is not my place to judge, my lady. A woman must do what she must to survive. I know that. I have known many good women who..." He stopped, clearly floundering. "I only meant that if the prince was cruel, if he did not pay you what you were owed, I would speak to him. I would make it right."
You stared at him for a long moment. Then, despite yourself, you laughed.
It was not a mocking laugh, you did not have it in you to mock this earnest, well-meaning giant of a man. It was a laugh of genuine, surprised delight. He thought you were a whore awaiting payment. He thought Aerion had used you and cast you aside. And he, a poor hedge knight with nothing but his honour and his size to his name, was offering to confront a prince of the realm on your behalf.
"You are a good man, Ser Duncan," you said, wiping your eyes. "Truly."
He looked confused, and faintly wounded. "I do not understand. If you are not...then why are you..."
Before you could answer, a familiar voice cut through the afternoon air like a blade.
"What is this?"
Aerion emerged from between two neighboring pavilions, a flagon of wine in one hand and two goblets in the other. His silver hair was still disheveled, his tunic only half-laced, and his violet eyes swept over the scene before him with a sharpness that belied his casual posture. He took in you, seated in your camp chair in your plain grey robe. He took in the enormous hedge knight looming over you, his big hands raised in an awkward, abortive gesture.
"I leave my wife alone for a handful of minutes," Aerion said, his voice soft and dangerous, "and I return to find some great lumbering stranger hovering over her like a vulture over carrion. Explain yourself."
Ser Duncan went pale. He took a hasty step back, nearly tripping over his own feet, and raised his hands higher in a gesture of surrender. "Your Grace, I meant no harm. I was only...I did not realize...that is, I thought she was..."
Your mind raced. You saw the path this conversation was about to take: the hedge knight's earnest confession, Aerion's cold fury at being thought the kind of man who would pay for a whore when he had a wife, the potential for humiliation and violence that would follow. Ser Duncan did not deserve that. He had been kind. He had been concerned. He had offered to help a woman he believed to be in need.
"He was lost," you said quickly, rising from your chair and stepping between the two men. You placed a hand on Aerion's chest, feeling the tension coiled in his muscles. "He was looking for a tent, someone he knew once, a Ser Arlan of Pennytree, and he lost his way. He stopped to ask me for directions. Nothing more."
Aerion's gaze flickered from the hedge knight to you. His eyes narrowed. "Directions."
"Yes." You kept your voice light, pleasant. "He is new to tourneys of this size, I think. The camp is a maze. Anyone might lose their way."
Ser Duncan, to his credit, was not a complete fool. He latched onto the lie with the desperate gratitude of a drowning man seizing a rope. "Yes," he said quickly. "Yes, that is it exactly. I was lost. I asked the lady for directions. Nothing more, Your Grace, I swear it. I would never...I did not mean..."
"You should be grateful to even gaze upon her," Aerion interrupted, his voice dripping with bored disdain. He did not look at the hedge knight. He looked at you, and some of the tension bled from his shoulders, though his posture remained rigid with proprietary pride. "Let alone speak to her. She is a princess now, by marriage if not by birth. Her face is not for the likes of you."
"I am grateful," Ser Duncan said, and he sounded it. "Truly, my prince. The princess was most kind. Most generous with her time. I thank her. I thank you both."
"Yes, yes." Aerion waved a dismissive hand, already bored with the interaction. "You have gazed. You have spoken. You have been granted more than you deserve. Now fuck off."
Ser Duncan did not need to be told twice. He sketched a hasty bow, awkward and unpracticed, the bow of a man who had never quite learned the proper forms, and retreated with impressive speed for a man of his size. You watched him go, disappearing between the pavilions, and felt a small pang of sympathy. He had meant well. He had been kind. And you had lied to protect him from your husband's wrath.
Aerion's hand closed around your wrist. "Inside."
He did not wait for your response. He tugged you back into the tent, letting the flap fall closed behind you. The ruined bed still lay in splinters on the ground, the furs scattered, the evidence of your afternoon's activities plain for anyone to see. Aerion ignored it. He set the wine and goblets on a chest and turned to face you, his arms crossed over his chest.
"A hedge knight," he said flatly. "A great lumbering hedge knight, looming over my wife, making her laugh."
"He was lost," you said again, keeping your voice soft. "Nothing more."
"He was looking at you." Aerion's jaw tightened. "The way men look at things they want."
"Aerion." You stepped closer to him, reaching up to smooth the collar of his unlaced tunic. Your fingers brushed his throat, and you felt his pulse leap beneath your touch. "He was a poor hedge knight who lost his way. He asked for directions. I gave them. He was grateful. That is all."
"He wanted you," Aerion said again, but some of the sharpness had faded from his voice. "I saw it in his eyes."
"He wanted to know if I was well." You rose on your toes and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "He heard sounds from the tent. He was concerned. That is all."
Aerion's hands found your waist, pulling you closer. "Concerned. About my wife. As if I would ever harm what is mine."
"You play rough games, husband. You cannot blame a stranger for misunderstanding."
"I can blame anyone I like. I am a prince."
You laughed, and the sound seemed to ease something in him. His grip on your waist gentled, his thumbs tracing slow circles through the wool of your robe.
"This gown," he said. "This grey wool thing. You look like a septa. A very pretty septa, but a septa nonetheless. I will not have it."
"It was the first thing I found. My other gown was..."
"I know what your other gown was." His smile curved, sharp and satisfied. "I remember removing it. I remember every moment of removing it." He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your throat. "But you cannot wear this to lord Ashford's castle. You cannot wear this to the feast tonight. You cannot wear this anywhere that anyone might see you and think I do not dress my wife as befits her station."
"Then take me to the castle," you said, your voice soft and coaxing. "Lord Ashford has given us chambers. Let us go there now. You can rest properly before the tourney tomorrow, on a real bed, not this splintered mess." You gestured at the ruined camp bed. "And I will try on every gown I brought. Every jewel. You can choose which one you would like to see me in for the feast."
His eyes darkened. "Choose?"
"Choose." You reached up and traced the line of his jaw with your fingertips. "I am your wife. I should dress to please you. Should I not?"
He stared at you for a long moment. Then, slowly, his lips curved into that familiar, dangerous smile. "You are playing me."
"I am pleasing you. There is a difference."
"Is there?"
You smiled and said nothing.
He kissed you and then released you. "Very well. To the castle. But if I am to rest properly, wife, you will be resting beside me. I did not travel all this way to sleep alone."
"I would expect nothing less."
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dreamless nights
Summary: âI did. Hiding in the middle of shrubbery. A small child. I thought it wasâWell, I thought it was you at first. For he ran to me and I saw he had your eyes.â How Baelor would handle having a dreamer wife, even as she tries to hide it from him. Tags: dreamer!reader, arranged marriages, falling in love, brief mentions of dysfunctional families, brief nsfw A/N: this is how i cope with my insomnia
The marriage had been arranged, but your feelings for him were not.Â
You dream of him your first few nights in the Redkeep. A welcome change from your usual dreams. Not violent, not loud or bloody. You are walking behind him, the sun haloing the cropped dark hair atop his head. He turns his head towards you, just an inch, revealing mismatched eyes and a twice broken nose, and that is when you wake.Â
It is the few times you have had peace to yourself. You do not question it, you cherish it.
When you do meet the prince, it feels as though the air rushes out of the room. You realize then that the crown prince, Hand of the King, has been the same man in your dreams. You do not really know what it means.Â
You had expected him to be as arrogant and boorish as anyone in the proximity of power. Yet what met you was gentleness and kindness, a presence that levelled the room with that same mismatched gaze that has fixed you in your dreams.Â
You stare at him a little too much during feasts, or when you chanced upon him in the training yard, and when you had accompanied your father in the small council chamber, those eyes fixing men in their seats or persuading them with that voice of his that you finally chanced to hear. All this staring caught his eye, and Baelor, naturally curious, found a way to start a conversation.Â
You are quiet, yet observant, he notes. Heâs heard the other lordâs remarks about you: your beauty accompanied by your eerily serene expression. So he pays closer attention, every reaction, no matter how miniscule and files it away. He sees when you decide to listen, when you decide to appear as if you arenât listening but actually has a keen ear in the conversation. He sees it in your eyes that sweeps over a new room, as if turning every crevice, every important person in your palm. But even more so the way you stare at him, as if a little struck, as if you have seen him before.Â
You have been having vivid dreams since you were a child. Your mother has taught you to hide it, keeping the benefit of your future husband in mind, so much so that she fails to consider your wellbeing in the matter. You had hidden it well enough, had managed to rearrange your entire life around it, especially since the offer of betrothal to a Targaryen prince was presented to you during your time at the Keep.Â
The court sings praises of a wise match, of dowries and fleets, strategies and alliances, unaware of something that has been burning there steadily, unaware of your dreams.
He had chanced upon you by the balconies looking over the garden of the Keep. There were no other witnesses other than the crickets in the night and the wisps of the trees.Â
âI thought I was the only one awake at this hour.â His voice makes you jump and you know it is him before youâve fully turned around.Â
âYour Grace.â You curtsy.
âMy Lady.â He returns. His cloak is the color of the night, the familiar black and red of House Targaryen making him seem more formidable even in a chance encounter.
âForgive me, your Grace, sleep does not come easy to me.â The stone wall is cold underneath your hands.
âThere is nothing to forgive, I am the intruder here.â He bows his head, stepping forward to fall into step beside you. âThough it is a nice surprise, I usually work into the late hours and rarely see other living creatures at this hour. How are you faring, my Lady?â
âQuite well though⌠It is certainly an adjustment, though I have always been told I sleep at odd hours.â He casts you a sidelong glance. âI prefer the night, it seems more to yourself does it not? It is lonely but it is yours.â
When the betrothal is confirmed a few moons later, your mother makes note of talking to you after the ceremony, reminding you to maintain your secret. You return to the high table tense and you think you are hiding it well until your husbandâs hands find yours under the table, giving a reassuring squeeze. It is then you realize after feeling displaced in your own home that you have finally found something you can call your own.
Later, in performing your duties, he is gentle as one can be. More than that, he learns what you like, and when you ask for more, he is not shy in giving it, as if it is the permission he has been waiting in bated breath all along. He memorizes the sound of your panting breaths, the twitch of your hips. He plucks the pleasure out of you like a skilled artist attuned to his instrument.Â
Youâre basking in the afterglow of it all, laying side by side in attuned breaths. Your husband was handsome, and you were more than aware of the gossip that plagued the court. More Dornish than Targaryen. You never understood why that was such a terrible thing as you lay next to him, the firelight dancing along his features.
âI have seen you in my dreams.â You do not realize saying it out loud, a mere mindless mumble, until he laughs. Not mocking, not demeaning. He laughs as if flattered, and his cheeks go a little flushed, as if you had not just spent the past hour doing ungodly things to each other.
âThereâs no need for you to woo me, sweet girl. We are already married.â
You return his smile then, moving to perch yourself upon his chest, the contact sending warmth through your whole body and causing him to make space for you in his. âAnd if it is not flattery, but truth?â
His hands find your hair then, winding his fingers mindlessly through them. âThen what sweet dreams you have.â If only he knew, you think. He is as you have dreamt of and that night is one of the few nights you have slept dreamlessly.Â
The moons turn and you settle into a peaceful routine, though your secrecy slowly mounts your chest with guilt. The visions are often in your dreams, so vivid and almost real that any threats in your unconsciousness are registered as real to your senses. So much so that you cannot help your reactions to them.
You are awoken one night to a form at the foot of your bed, like a terrible assassin, illuminated by the dozen candlelights in the room. You do not question why the candles are all lit when you have retreated to bed nearly an hour ago. You register the threat as real, yet when you shoot up from bed, he is not there, and the room is nothing but shadows.
Your heart is hammering in your chest, and you move to curl up against his side then, counting your breaths, eyes wide and searching the room for the assailant. But nothing comes. Baelor does not wake, merely wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you slither closer to him. He must think that you are simply seeking warmth, unaware of the war drums banging in your chest. You sit up then, simply to watch him, the rise and fall of his chest as he sleeps half on his side. He looks good like this, unbothered and untethered. You wonder what he dreams of or if he dreams of anything at all.
He must be so tired, you think, more tired than I. You walk over to the dying hearth to tend to the embers, looking for something else to occupy your mind. Over the years, youâve become familiar with the night.
You jump later when a hand brushes against your arm, and you look up to be met with your husbandâs face, ladened with sleep yet amused at your reaction.
âWhat are you doing here?â He rasps, occupying the seat next to you.
âNight terrors.â The lie keeps him placated, though you did not fathom for how long. Â
Although now you cannot think of that, or anything else. His hair was ruffled from sleep, in a simple sleeping tunic, yet you found yourself unable to look up.Â
He is looking at you from where he sat, eyes bearing that same intensity.
âI apologize if I woke you.â You say just to say something, to stop him from looking at you as though he means to devour you whole. âI could suggest separate quarters to the maids. There are so many rooms, Iâm sure no one would mindââ
âIs that what you would like?â He asks with an air of finality, a gentle end to your ceaseless string of words. He does not challenge, but when your eyes meet, his mismatched ones illuminated by the fire, it seems determined to draw an honest answer out of you.
âNo, but ifâ I am quite a light sleeper and I donât want to be a bother.â Another lie. Youâd prefer to be alone in the chambers so if you woke, which you will, you will only have yourself to frighten.
âYouâve never bothered me.â He stands with a quiet grunt, offering a hand to you. âSave for when you decide to wander when I am searching for you in my sleep. Come, please.â You follow his movements, then save one last look to the hearth before you take his hand and follow him back into bed.
âIâm frightened.â You admit in a whisper, settling back against the pillows and tucking yourself underneath the covers. âI know it is so childish, to be frightened of one's dreams, butâŚâ It is the closest truth you can give him. His hand finds a pattern on your hip.
He watches you. âDo you have them often?âÂ
You nod. âSince I was a child.â
âThen you have nothing to apologize for. Youâre safe here. This is your home.â He sees the worry on your face. He wishes he had the power to take it away, though he knows it is not that simple. âWhy did you not wake me earlier, if it bothered you so?â
âI know how tired you are.â You cover his hand with yours, absent of any rings that adorned his fingers in the day. âYou need your sleep.â
Wake me, he whispers, a kiss against your shoulder, if it gets worse. His tone does not leave room for arguments. His words remain with you as you get dragged into a fitful slumber, dreamless as you hope.
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Fire blooms in the walls of your chamber, glowing coals etching itself into the cracks there. The crackling of it is vivid and real, orange glow consuming the stone walls. It sets the room alight on its own accord, casting its own shadows to dance along the wall as if they are their own living and breathing bodies. The smell is putrid, unlike woodsmoke or the rising of smoke from the hearth.Â
In your state, you had picked up a porcelain washing bowl and hurled it at the door. Exactly when Baelor had decided to come in. That is the moment you wake up. You do not know why you did it. Perhaps it was frustration coming to the surface, of no longer knowing what was real and what was not.
He ducks deftly, just in time so the pieces fall on his back and do no real harm. For a moment, the both of you stand there, frozen in shock.
âStand down,â he responds to the Kingsguardâs inquiries almost immediately. âIâm fine.â When they try to come in, he shuts the door behind him, taking in the room, your state. Your hand comes up to cover your mouth, cupping the apologies spilling from there.
âIâm sorryâI thought Iââ You stutter, eyes welling with tears unconsciously. You had almost harmed him, someone that you cared about, that welcomed you into his home and made it yours after years of feeling displaced on your own. âI thought I sawââ There is no fire there, the room is intact and not engulfed in flames.
âWhat did you see?â He asks, taking a cautious step forward. His tone remains calm, as if he already had his own suspicions, but his heart is hammering in his chest. You feel it later when he takes you in his arms, attempting to soothe you, running a hand along your back.Â
He begins to reach for you, unsure if youâd like to be touched, and preparing for you to create some sort of distance between the two of you. But when you donât, when you simply take his hand and let yourself be maneuvered to him, a relief wells in his chest.
You admit it to him that night, your secret that has been weighing on you, how horrible they get, how keeping it hidden was almost as worse as the dreams themselves. It is a relinquishing of sorts, of the burden of a secret, of your exhaustion. You expect the worst: anger, fear, disgust, caricatures of a man youâve grown to know well enough to understand that he would never act like that towards you. Yet you expect it, and it doesnât come. He understands, and a part of him has known, you think. All those nights you could not sleep through, twitching awake at the sensation of falling in your dreams, jerking awake.
Later in bed, he asks against your hair, âHave you ever had good dreams?â He sounds genuinely curious.
âI do,â you answer, fighting to keep your eyes open. For how much you dreaded sleep, you were only human, and you were exhausted. âI dreamt of you before I met you.â
From then on, he takes note of what calms you, and cultivates it without a word. If it is the gardens, a seat by the sea or a quiet nook in the Keep, it is yours without even having to ask for it. He makes a passing, yet calculated, request to a handmaid, a knight, a servant, and suddenly no one dares to pass by that part of the Keep. The space wordlessly becomes yours and you do not have to fight to keep it. Baelor had grown used to it rather quickly. Youâve suggested separate chambers on numerous occasions and he has turned it down all the same.Â
Youâve taken to writing your dreams down, sometimes in detail, sometimes in vague scrawls. But you learn to live with the dreaming, and you find that ceasing to fight it proves to be a better comfort than suppressing it these past few years.
In talks of politics, he will heed your warnings, but he does not like his wife to be used as a pawn. So, he keeps it hidden. The Red Keep had taken note of your habits. Night owls, they call the pair of you, though youâve given them no other reason to gossip badly. There is little whisper of how the heir apparentâs wife is a dreamer. The little whisper dies down with no evidence, a flame with no kindling.
The lack of sleep is concerning for the both of you. He has been known to work until the late hours of the night. Youâve taken to accompanying him more often in the late nights in his solar and not complaining when you rose in the early mornings. Your body has learned to function on as much sleep as it can take. It is a refreshing change for Baelor, to find his lady wife already up before him.Â
Once, you had attended a feast with little to nothing but a nap and your head lolled to the side once, in the middle of a lordâs gratitude to King Daeron. At everyoneâs applause, you jolted awake and he silently took your hand underneath the table, an amused smile on his lips youâve come to know too well. You mumble your own gratitude against his cheek, stumbling down the hall towards your shared chambers, when he excused the both of you, needing to retire early with his lady wife.
Other than that, the Keep have whispered of heirs, of little princes and princesses running around the Keep once more. On more than one occasion this was announced in your presence, you have caught your husbandâs eye across the room, an uptick of his lips then.Â
The confirmation comes to you firstâin a dream. Baelor was more than happy to hear that you had a good nightâs rest, but even more so if you had good dreams more than night terrors. In a way, he had seen it as his duty, that if the Realm, his responsibility was well-taken care of, so would your dreams.
âBaelor,â you whisper to him one night. The candles had burned low into their iron pots and the hearth had slowly died down into the night. Youâre curled up against him for the sake of warmth. âI had a dream.â
âWhat was it about, dearest?â He hums awake, reaching for you even as his eyes remain closed.Â
âWe were in the gardens of the Keep. âTwas a good, bright day out, like the ones you favor. And I was searching for someone.â
âDid you find them?â
âI did. Hiding in the middle of shrubbery. A small child. I thought it wasâWell, I thought it was you at first. For he ran to me and I saw he had your eyes.â
He turns his face to you then, expression open. You had never seen that look on his face before. You realize then you had never seen the prince so well caught off-guard. âI think, perhaps, we should send for the maesters.â You whisper to him then, unsure, yet a smile has found your lips.
He sits up then, a rustle of sheets. âAre you certain?â
You nod and he cradles your head, pressing a kiss there. The maester had been sent for in the middle of the night, discreetly. The next day, the bells had been rung every hour of the day to welcome the news.
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