#nice!

Okay, three songs on repeat!!

This is so good and I need the mastered version immediately !! Paramore has a way cutting into my soul in the most brutally honest way. But not mad about it.

“Do you ever feel so alone, that you could implode, and no one would know?”

Um yes? Why are you bringing this to light?? Hello?? You think I can actually handle this?? Absolutely not. But so good. So so so good. Like, sooooo good.

I’m going to be so honest and say that I’ve tried to avoid Midnights since my first few listens, because it just put me in a really dark headspace, you know? I loved the songs, but I just felt way too exposed and shadowed after. Does that make sense?? Anyway! I have returned. I think something about being in a city makes me want to feel moodier and misunderstood, like armor as I walk amongst hundreds of people. It’s a bit spiky, but makes me feel a bit safe. Does this make sense? Perhaps not!

I know this one isn’t a deep track by any means, but it just hits so close to home. Umm “starved my body like I’d be saved by the perfect kiss”. Ow! Just ow. I don’t need that reminder. But! Then it’s like, yeah, you’re on your own kid. And at the end it culminates in but you can face this!!! Holy cow. Emotions! But really, it’s haunting and empowering and terrifying and sobering all at once. Taylor Taylor Taylor what are you doing to me!!!