i live here i guess

Accidentally sent a text i wanted to edit more as it has big implications for my future lol lmao even

Stressing about my life and what to do in that life. like wtf do I do

I need to talk to so many people about what I'm doing with my life cause I just got some hopeium from one person that might make what I'm currently doing sustainable long term, but i need so many things to fall into place correctly. Like I really like what I'm doing with my life rn! If I can solidify this into what I'm doing instead of thinking of it as transitional, I think I'll be very happy. I really don't want to do a traditional 9 to 5 manufacturing job! I think i would hate it and burn out quickly with the way my body/mind works (like I would end up with some sort of chronic pain. I haven't had to do a true 8 to 9 hrs shift in years like the few times I've had to do one more then a few days in a row my body told me to kill myself) I've done stuff on a production line with packaging/shipping and i didn't find much joy in it. I'm always so happy to leave, and I'm just counting time. that's just doing one or two shifts in a week idk how i would do with something I thought would be long term. Idk I want to enjoy life, so if I can figure out how that would be amazing. Ugh. So many decisions 😵‍💫

I HATE DOGS (<- person who has been woken up by barking dogs at 4:30 am and those dogs have continued to bark on and off for the past ten minutes)