nana

Do you think of me as often as I think of you?

I hope you always look for me in a crowded room.

I think there will always be a part of me that needs you.

One day I will not need you as much as I do now.

Be kind when the world isn’t.

There’s things I wish I could tell you but can’t. Please have patience with me.

Sometimes I wonder if you love me, let alone like me.

I am always chasing after something I will never reach.

I don’t hate you, I just miss you.

It’s not a crime to miss you. You changed me in ways no one else did.

The desire for more may ruin me.

I know you miss me. Will you say it first?

I would let you ruin me if you wanted to.

I did not realize how much we leave behind when we die. It makes me wonder where it’ll all go.

You know you recognize your anger in me.

The very least I can do for myself is try. I owe myself that much right?